Chapter XXXVII

I was quietly washing the dishes. Until now, his confession kept ringing inside my head.

I managed to have Sebastian distance himself from me. Thank goodness that he listened this time.

With the confession he revealed, I felt like I did not know how to face him. I had been questioning myself.

Of all the women he had to fall in love with, why me? I was an uninteresting individual. How come he had to like and love me?

When I was finished, I sneaked out of my room. But as soon as I arrived there, there were some new clothes and undergarments on the bed. Creasing my forehead, there was a letter beside them.

'You can take a bath and use them to wear them. Then meet me on our balcony, love.

Will be yours soon,

S.H.

P.S. If you are worried about the size of your bra, don't worry, I picked a 34B cup size for you.'

That made my jaw drop. "What the fuck? He knew my cup size?" That made me horrified but at the same time, I castigated myself since I must now expect that Sebastian was a creep and he knew everything about me.

But... I couldn't just adjust well.

And what the fuck did he just put here? Will it be yours soon?

What?! In his dreams!

"Creep..." I got shivers down my spine after that.

Having no choice, I took a bath having in mind why Sebastian took a liking to me. Why spend more than 15 years?

I really did not get it.

I stayed in that room, not wanting to go out. As if I would meet him on the balcony. I would stay here until I whined like a child.

"Why did I have to work with someone like him?" I muttered, laying on the bed after I blowered my hair.

I should've known that Sebastian was acting weird. He was such a good actor. He was grumpy and bipolar yet I did not know he loved me.

My eyes fluttered after a moment. The silence was enough for me to get swayed to take a nap. I slowly succumbed to sleep, yawning.

I only woke up leaning on something hard on my chest. I groaned and moved myself a little before I snuggled closer and buried my face in the crook of someone's neck.

I smelled the familiar perfume that made me feel like I was in a floral garden right now. I kept sniffing it, letting myself succumb to the floral and masculine scent.

Why did it smell so good?

"Do you like smelling me?" I heard my bed vibrate upon hearing that familiar baritone voice.

I snuggled closer again, nodding. I didn't know why I responded but that voice soothed me well. I could even feel the hands caressing my back, comforting me.

"You're warm..." I muttered, wanting to sleep again. I hadn't opened my eyes. I just couldn't... It felt so comforting.

"Indeed, I—" I hovered my leg to that in between the legs of someone before I went on top of the body, snuggling more. "Cejay... Fuck... What are you doing..."

This was such a good dream. I had never felt comfortable in someone's arms. I wished this should not be the end.

I snuggled more to that someone, seeking comfort. I heard that someone just sighed and hugged my body. "I am not going to complain that you are on top of me but... your leg on my crotch keeps brushing on mine. You are making me hard, Cejay. If you won't stop, I will raise this shirt of yours and reveal that you are not wearing anything underneath. Is this your way of inviting me that we should commit pre-marital sex first? Because I would love to do it with you."

That dark whisper suddenly woke me up. I gasped upon seeing Sebastian who was in my underneath. "What...?" My eyes widened, realizing that I was snuggled with someone like him. "Shit! Why the fuck are you here, Sebastian?"

I tried to get away from his top but it was too late and locked me in his arms. I flinched when he raised his leg and locked me by putting his thigh in the apex of my thighs causing goosebumps in me.

"H-How long have you been here? Are you seriously harassing me?" I tried to get off him but the more I moved, my clit kept brushing on his thigh making my knees weak.

"You are the one who keeps crawling to me, Cejay. You are the one harassing me." There was a huge grin sitting on his face.

"Me?" I parroted in disbelief. "I don't!" I shot him a glare, wriggling around him at the same time, there was this delirious feeling as my clit kept caressing his thigh. It felt so good that I kept struggling with his hold while Sebastian was slowly bumping his thigh on my clit.

Shit... This is wrong to feel, right?

"Yes, you are." Sebastian held me tightly. With that move, I raised my body, gasping a little. "Don't move," he snarled. "You are making things difficult between us."

His mischievous expression changed into an earnest one. I gulped when I felt his hard crotch which kept growing more. I did not know why but that made me feel tingly right now.

I could have sworn my cheeks were growing red right now. Sebastian was looking at me intently while I was hearing his heavy breathing. I couldn't help staring at him back knowing that I succumbed to his ocean blue eyes that always left me mesmerized.

I did not know which one of us moved but I already found myself kissing him again.

Odd... Why did it have to be like this? Why would I always find myself inside his arms and the next thing I knew I was kissing Sebastian already? It meant that Marlou was right. I was really attracted to my boss.

I groaned inside his mouth as our kiss deepened. This hot, fiery kiss was intense as I felt my body on fire. His kiss was so good. I did not know if I would believe him that he was still a virgin and that he never fooled someone.

Ah, fuck. That was a bit stereotypical, wasn't it?

I was still a freaking virgin yet I was fooling around. Probably, Sebastian was like this. He also fooled around just like me. He did not have to lie with me.

"Sebastian..." My chest rose up and down as he left my lips so he could suck the weak spot on my neck. I clung to him, feeling his hand raising the hem of my shirt, exposing me. "Fuck..." I moaned when he raised the shirt up to my neck.

"Stop me..." he begged while his eyes were salivating as he stared at my naked body. "Damn it... Why did you not choose to wear undergarments, Cejay?" he asked.

"I did not know that you were coming and harassed me..." I licked my lips feeling my body was on fire right now.

This was it... Wasn't this what I wanted when I kept fantasizing about him? The hunger in his eyes was palpable, sending chills down my spine.

"Harassed you?" He scoffed, staring at my wet cunt before he looked away and covered me with sheets. "I want you but—"

"But what? You are not going to continue it?" I raised my tone in frustration.

Sebastian looked surprised at my sudden outburst. "You are mad?" He looked like he couldn't believe that I acted this way.

I squinted my eyes at him. "Fuck you..." I felt embarrassed but the fact that he was not going to continue it was making me frustrated. "Get out."

"Huh?" He blinked, not knowing what to do.

"Get out now. I don't want to see you." I huffed before I covered myself with the sheets. I was biting my thumb after that, wanting to be buried by the death god as of this moment.

I felt the bed unsinking before I heard him chuckling and gently tapped my head. "Alright... If my future wife says so..."

"I am not your future wife!" I angrily pulled down the sheets and gasped when I was facing him so close right now. That made me stiff in my position.

I blinked when Sebastian gently pinched my cheek. "My wifey is frustrated because I did not continue touching her. Isn't the time you will tell me that I should sleep on the couch later, hmm?" I closed my eyes when he kissed my forehead.

That made me feel even more embarrassed. "Can you not?" I couldn't help getting frustrated with the way he was acting right now and how he knew why I was acting like this. "Get out now. And don't call me your future wife because I will never be!"

I pushed his head away from me when I couldn't take how close he was to me. His sheepish grin was visible as he stood up.

"Once you are fine, meet me on the balcony." He reached the doorknob before he turned at me with his earnest expression. "I am serious, Cejay. Meet me on the balcony. If we end up in the same bed again, may God forgives me if I will break your bones from fucking you so hard."

I was rendered speechless when he said those words. Even my jaw was already on the floor.

Fuck... Break my bones?

Could someone like him do that?

Could he make it come true?