Fallen For Her
POV: Felix
You won’t believe I had to masturbate in my private bathroom after that few minutes with Selina in the bathroom. I’ve been with a few girls in the past, but none had ever made me feel this way before. She has a way of arousing my feeling without moving a muzzle.
I have been captivated by her ever since I first laid eyes on her, twirling and dancing amidst the falling snow like a graceful winter fairy. Her laughter was like music to my ears, tugging on my heart strings. She became my prey that night, I wouldn’t let her off my sight even if I have a gun pointed on my head.
It snowed all weak, and I still stalked her in the snow. I watched her as she strolled through the snow-covered streets one evening. I couldn't help but steal glances at her when she wasn’t looking my way. She was heading to a local diner with a girl around her age. But I wasn’t interested in her friend, it’s her I want. I stayed a few distance away, watching her.
She has the most beautiful smile, her radiant smile lighting up the darkening evening. Her happiness was a stark contrast to the shadows from my past that hunted me. I had a childhood ruined by betrayal and loss. I was forced to learn to steel myself against the cruelties of the world, to be tough and unyielding in the face of adversity.
But Selina's presence seems to melt the I’ve around my heart, awakening feelings I had long thought buried. I wanted to show her how much I cared, I want to show her how deeply I love her. But my way of showing affections seems new to her. All my life, I fought so hard to hold on to my inheritance and seize my fathers company. I fought to stay above all my competitors and I fought to be in control and take charge of everything. I’m mean and twisted by the scars of my past.
I don’t know how to be soft or romantic. My love is kind of possessive, fueled by a primal need to protect what I held dear and keep what is mine to myself. I am a jealous lover, I don’t know what I’ll do if I find out she is seeing another man. I thought of a way to keep her under my control and keep a close eye on her. Stalking her won’t always work, she could see me someday and call the cops on me.
I don’t want that, I want her under my control, I need leverage to keep her in check and make sure she listens to me always. I found out the reason she was invited to the banquet was because she has an interest in joining our business. Simon is using my company to lure her into his arms.
There is an opening in my company, FY Glams. I need an assistant manager to assist Mrs. Wilson in the day to day running of the company. We have new designers coming in as intern. I’m also opening a new branch soon, so need all hands on deck. The new person will be in charge of the interns and the daily reports. She will report directly to me, I want to review all the new designs before they are approved.
Mrs Wilson was the only one handling all of this after her assistant got married and moved to Georgia. She wanted to give the position to her son, but I refused to work with him. The new assistant would report directly to me, I don’t think I would enjoy working with him. He’s too sloppy for my liking, inlay end up firing him one day.
Besides, I already have a candidate in mind for the job. The benefits of working in my company would make her fall for my charms sooner than she thinks. The managers in each department own three percent shares in the company. Mrs. Wilson already claimed the first two percent. So the assistant would have one percent shares in the company as well as a very lucrative salary and bonuses. Not to mention the opportunity to freely showcases your designs to the world.
I spoke to a few companies she applied for work and I know these are her dreams. So I called John immediately and had it arranged. I let him personally draft her employment letter, adding some little benefits that are certainly not from the company. I gave her an office on my floor, right in front of mine.
I know this would cause some issues with her manager because no one from the Jewelry department has an office on my floor, not even Mrs Wilson. I will have John come up with a reasonable explanation for why I need her office close to mine. I wouldn’t want her to be disrespected because of me. I wouldn’t want them to think she got her job with her pretty body.
Yeah, I know what you are thinking. You think I’m still stalking her, you think I am keeping her close just to monitor her movement and control her.
Of course, you’re right!
You don’t think I would let her work for another guy do you?
Selina is such a pretty lady. I bet you any guy with the connection would do whatever it takes to get her a job. But, that’s not all they’ll do. They will try to get her to repay their kindness in kind and that would drive me completely insane. She is mine, and no man can have her, but me.
“Get the apartment and car ready before you send out her employment letter. I also need you to do a background check on Simon. I want to you to find out where him and his mom got the money to by more shares from the company. Find out if it has anything to do with his marriage collaboration with Evelyn Tuner. If Simon and his mom are trying to play games with me, I need to find out before they hit me when I’m not expecting.”
Mrs Wilson sent me a proposal after the banquet. She is proposing to buy more shares from my company and she is asking for sponsorship to host a banquet using my showroom to showcase only her designs. I’m thinking that this may be a move for her to steal my clients and start her own business. Or maybe she wants to buy more shares and own the controlling shares so she can steal my business, I really don’t know.
The funny part is that I’m supposed to be looking into this matter more closely. I’m supposed to keep a close eye on her and find out if she has been speaking with any of my uncles or rivals. But here I am, stalking a girl who thinks I’m a weirdo. I sat in a booth not too far from her and her friend. I heard her talking about her grandmother and her plans to visit her graveside the next day.
I smiled within because I know I won’t let her go there alone. Who knows, maybe we can have a few minutes alone so I can steal a few kisses.