Lusting After Selina

POV: Felix
Selina…
My muse…
My obsession…
I can’t remember loving a woman to this extent, I have never let any girl into my life like this. It’s amazing how she is not aware of e effect she has on me. I watched he flee from me as if her body was on fire. It clear that she was oblivious to the desire spreading in my body.
She feels it too, I can tell from her reaction that being this close to me is making her uncomfortable too. I’m sure she thinks she can escape it be putting some distance between us. Im curious about how she would react upon discovering my true intentions, how would she feel when she finds out that she is about to become mine.
I smiled at the thought of having her in a box, watching her every step and keeping tags on her every move. She can ever escape me no matter how far she tries to run away. I’ll be like her shadow following her everywhere.
An idea came to me and I smiled excitedly as I thought of how amazing it would be. I got into my own car and instructed John to drive to the pet store downtown.
“The pet store?
I thought we are heading back to the office for your meeting with the department’s directors. If you want to gift your mom or any other person a pet, we can arrange for it to be delivered to them. We don’t have to change your schedule for something as little as a pet,” he advises, making it seem like I’m not prioritizing.
“Cancel every meeting and take me to the pet store, John. I’m going to get a pet, a cute and stubborn pet, John. I’m going to get a rabbit, an adorable little rabbit like my muse,” I told him excitedly, smiling brightly as I pictured my pet rabbit in a box beside me.
John is curious about the purpose of the rabbit. He has never seen me keeping a pet in the many years he has worked for me. And now he just sat there and listened as I revealed mu intention to keep one rabbit as a pet.
“I want to pick out my pet by myself, I want to chose one that will be dear to my heart.” I told him, explaining my reasons even if I don’t really have to. I don’t owe him or anyone an explanation. When I said I wanted to pick a rabbit myself, the image of Selina reappeared in his mind and I couldn’t help but smile at that picture.
He kept looking at me from the rear view mirror, wondering if I was alright. His curiosity has gotten the better of him. I ignored him and just leaned my head on the headrest. Thinking of Selina and when she will be mine. My phone rang and I turned to view the caller ID. Turns out it mom, I’m sure she is calling about my cancelled meeting. I forgot I was supposed to have a private meeting with her this evening.
I wanted to ignore her call, but that would only give her a reason to come over to my house to check if I’m okay. The last thing I want is one of her unscheduled visits that always end up with her trying to play the matchmaker. She is trying to get me hitched to one of these girls who don’t know jack about me. It’s ike a business alliance that would bring more business opportunities for our company.
The last time she had succeeded in getting me a girl, I’d ended up with a fragile heiress who couldn’t handle a man like me. Two months with me and she ended up in an asylum, acting all crazy. Some said I drove her crazy while some said she had a mental illness from birth and that is why her parents were so eager to hand her to us in marriage.
A few weeks later, our HR departments did what they know how to do best. They flipped the story and ended up making me look like a victim of fraud from her family. The truth is that, I don’t know if I pushed her too hard or if the rumors about her health issues were true, but I was beginning to like her and I felt hurt when her mental health took a toll on her.
She was just like Selina in many ways. She was smart, beautiful and always smiling. I envied her smile the first time I saw her and that’s why I agreed to the arrangement. Too bad the arrangement was cancelled before I had the chance to break her and turn her into a woman I’ll be proud of.
Many girls tried to replace her after the engagement was cancelled. But I couldn’t find anyone like her, and I wouldn’t fall for one of these gold diggers who just wanted fame and money. I never saw anyone with that exceptional smile until I saw Selina playing and laughing excitedly under the snow. I realized it was fate great was giving me a second chance to get a girl that I can turn into my dream woman.
“I called your office and I was informed that all your appointments for today has been cancelled, including your meeting with me. Why the hell would you do that, what could be more important than your business and family?” she asked me. She has this beautiful voice that makes you want to do anything she asks. If only she had used it to save me from the battles I fought as a child.
But no…
She chose to be on the runway every minute. Her fame and money were just too important than her son. Twice, I was almost poisoned to death, I can’t count the many times my uncles and cousins tried to frame me and get me kicked out of the family. I had to be smarter, I had to word hard to prove my innocence and show my devotion to the family. I got to this point through hard work and smartness.