I Planned It All
POV: Felix
“Stay right here, I’ll get help.” I told her and pushed her to the far end of the elevator. I went back to the door and banged harder on it, calling out loudly to anyone out there. I left her standing there while I stood by the door and tried to get help. To her, I was going my best to get us out of her. She felt sad because my attempts to call for help inside the elevator failed, the emergency button was ineffective, and the mobile signal was lost.
I hid my phones in my briefcase, and when the elevator went down with us inside, I’d stepped on her phone on purpose and I smashed it. I made sure her phone was damaged in the fall, then I lied about not bringing my phone. To be honest, in fact, this whole charade is just an act to prolong the time we spend in the elevator together. Its not a fucking accident, it’s all me.
Yeah, I know you’ll call me a freak. But come on, it’s fun to have her right where I want her to be. You cannot imagine the pleasure I felt when she held on to me so tight, seeking comfort in my arms. When we fell down after the elevator threatened to crash, I found myself on top of her In a position that almost had me moaning out in pleasure.
I’ve dreamt of having her under me a dozen times, but nothing could prepare me for the way I felt when I fell on top of her. The pleasure is out of this world, it was so amazing, so damn beautiful. Too bad I had to pretend to be a gentleman and get off her almost immediately. I helped her up and apologized like a gentleman. But deep down in my heart I wanted to hold her down and have my way with her in that elevator.
As the sounds of rescue team from the outside grew louder, Selina's nervousness gradually eased. She started smiling again, and she looked hopeful. But she failed to notice the anger brewing in my heart, she failed to notice the coldness and impatience in my eyes before the rescue arrived.
“John is such an idiot!” I thought within me. He’s supposed to give me more time, I told him to wait for my signal before calling in the rescue team. I made him stay in the control room and control the elevator so I could spend more time with Selina. I was watching her from the security cameras, I saw her asking for directions and I knew she will be directed here.
So I held the elevator and waited for her. I let her get in after me and I signaled John to begin our elevator adventure. I gave him the signal to begin, why didn’t he wait for my signal before he called in the Calvary. I could here them working hard to get the doors opened. I felt like punching the walls and yelling at them to back off.
I have her all to myself and my heart desires to possess her more. I want to spend more time with her alone, with no intrusion, no interruption. Is that too much to ask, it wrong to want to have a girl all to myself?
I just want her, I desire to be with her and I want to keep a close watch on her, I want to know what she does and who she’s with. I just care about her, I care so much about her that I want to keep her safe always, I want to know that she will not be hurt or betrayed by anyone. When you care so much about a particular person, when you have the urge to care about a particular person, that’s what love is all about, right?
The rescue team eventually opened the elevator door, and Selina was safely rescued. I had her in my arms and took care of her in the dark elevator, but when the elevator was opened and the bright light shone into our eyes. I had to put some space between us because some nosy staffs called the press in. I don’t want pictures of us together in the elevator spreading everywhere.
For her privacy and mine, I took on my professional look as I addressed the press about the elevator malfunctioning I had to blame it on the maintenance team and I promised to see to it that this mistake never repeats itself again. And I said some nice things about the rescue team that saved us, I even promised to compensate them for their hard work and bravery.
If only they know that I’m boiling inside. They had ruined my beautiful moment and I’ll make sure their salaries come late next month. I evaded Selina’s gaze and I could tell that she expected more from me. She seems confused by my tenderness when we were in the dark and now she is surprised with my indifference in the light, outside the elevator.
How do I tell her that I prefer having her in the dark, locked and confined to the bed. I prefer being with her in a secured environment where I have total control over her. I want her in a position where she needs me, desires me. I want her looking up to me always. She needs to value the love we share and know that she cannot live without me. I want to be the only one she can talk to, the only one she trust and loves. How hard is this supposed to be?
After we were rescued, I maintained a gentle smile on the surface, but in the dark, in my heart, I planned how to firmly control her in my hands, how to tame her spirit and keep her wanting and needing me. As I thought about it, my mind flashed back to that beautiful moment when we fell on the floor, with me on top of her. I flashed back to when she told me she loves me and she is willing to be my pet. We would have kissed at that moment, but the noise from the outside ruined that moment, making our moment on the floor the only beautiful moment we shared.
I know she only meant to share her feelings, but I knew I finally got her where I wanted. She just unknowingly agreed to do whatever I wanted, she just gave me the permission to do with her whatever I desires as my beautiful pet. My desire and control is becoming increasingly difficult to suppress. I can’t wait to move on to the next phase of my plot to subdue and control Selina, my pet.