Preetam’s Action

Preetam PoV:

We reached the hotel, and I found Roopa asleep on my shoulder. She was tired. I kissed her forehead and got down from the car keeping her head on the car seat. I picked Roopa in my arms to take her to the room without disturbing her sleep. The room boy looked at me widening his eyes as if he saw something unusual. I signalled him with my forefinger to follow me. I told him to open the door with the password. I stepped inside and placed Roopa on the bed.

I looked at her adorable face. Roopa kept her hand on neck trying to remove the chain. I got that Roopa was feeling irritated due to that chain. I took off her chain and earrings she kept to her ears. I switched on the AC and covered her with a comforter. Roopa had a habit of switching on the AC and covering herself with a duvet even in the cold weather. I was accustomed to her practices.

I slept beside Roopa staring at her, and she immediately hugged me keeping her head on my chest. I took her into my arms. I remembered my behaviour in the past two days.

What's wrong with me? Why did I behave like a jerk with Roopa, whom I love a lot? My heart wrenched recalling my most insane acts.

Of course, I was angry with her for going on duty at night upsetting my plans. But, instead of confronting her, I started this stupid drama by showing too much love and hurting her without her notice. How could I do that? I questioned myself.

On that night, I was in the living room when Roopa knocked on the door. I didn't open the door and switched off my mobile to punish her. As a result, the whole night she stayed outside the house. When she said that she took a leave for a week for me, I felt to slap her. I am her husband.

Is she giving her appointment to me for a week? Should I feel happy and celebrate knowing that my wife finally made some time for me?

I controlled my frustration and asked her to take a rest. I thought to leave before she wakes up. Unfortunately, she woke up when I was getting ready. I told her my plan of flying to Bangalore for two days. However, seeing her dull face, love for her took over my anger at her. I lied to her saying I was kidding. When she went for a shower, I called my resort manager and booked a honeymoon suite for us. I cancelled my programme of going to Bangalore, which I planned earlier to hurt her.

While kissing her, I was angry at first. I thought to kiss her rudely biting her lips. But when I looked at her eyes and placed my lips on her's, I forgot everything my anger, her flaws except my love for her. I kissed her with all my love. A kind of drowsiness occupied me, and I lost my control. I kissed her deeply, and after a few minutes, Roopa tried pushing me and hit me, but I am not in a position to leave her as I wanted more of her. I kissed her deeply, tasting her lips completely, but tears from her eyes brought me back to reality. I understood she was unable to enjoy the kiss and moreover she couldn't breathe. I left her immediately, and she inhaled heavily pushing me away. I scolded myself for losing my control and hurting her.

This girl always makes me crazy for her.


Later, I made love to her until she exhausts. I couldn't say that's only for revenge against her because I tried to stop myself that night. I couldn't as I felt uncontrollable excitement and pleasure in making love to her. However, after reexamining my acts, I understood the fact that lovemaking should be pleasurable to both of us, but not pain to her and pleasure to me.

In the morning, when Roopa woke up, I stopped her and made her stay in bed. I knew that she had not taken water and was thirsty. I acted as if I was asleep till 1 pm making her starve. Later I made love to her with anger twice, which made her more sore. Then I went to shower as I can't look into her eyes. I tortured her without her notice where she tried to hide her pain from me for making me happy.

I left her alone in the room to make her feel lonely and feel the pain for some time. So after one hour, I returned to the room, leaving her in hell. When I returned, Roopa's condition shocked me. She lay in bed unconscious. I didn't expect that. I woke her up immediately and fed her with food and gave tablets. I understood how sore she was because of my stupidity. As she didn't know that I intentionally did it, she thought she should make herself bearable to my love. Roopa thought she was weak, so she exhausted soon. I felt guilty for playing with her feelings. I made her stay awake the whole night outside, gave her no water and food until she fell unconscious. But she didn't know that.

I slept, slowly thinking all this. In the morning I woke up feeling something on my lips. I opened my eyes and saw Roopa kissing my lips. Roopa smiled when I looked at her and slowly got away from me. I pulled her again towards me.

"Getting romantic early in the morning?" I commented.

"No, it's your fault. You are looking cute as an infant when you are asleep," Roopa said startling me.

Do I look like a kid to her? I thought for a moment.

"Are you going to kiss me without my permission?" I asked her seriously, which was fake.

"Haan, after all, you are my husband, and I have right to do anything with you," Roopa said raising her eyebrows.

"But what if your husband loses his control again and continues the romance started by you early in the morning?" I asked.

Roopa kissed on my cheek.

"I know well that my husband loses himself whenever I am closer to him. He loves me so much."

"Yes! That's why he gets angry with you so much too," I said kissing her forehead.

"Yes, to the extent where he makes me stay outside at night, exhausts me with kisses and love making and starves me without food and water," Roopa said, and I looked at her shocked.


I looked at Roopa's face, which had smile hiding tears in her eyes. Though Roopa knew it, she stayed silent.

Did she know that I was intended to do it? My heart skipped a bit. But why? Is she planning to leave me again? Is it the reason for bearing my torture silently? Did she decide to break this relationship?

All the questions filled up in my brain, making me go mad. I ruined the relationship completely with my idiotic behaviour. I didn't dare to guess Roopa's reaction and stayed calm.