Chapter 52

**Blue**


Are they all that size? There is no way. I’m a tiny woman and that is a beast. Nope! This is a mistake!

“You okay there?” Artemis asks sounding annoyingly amused.

“Yep.” My voice sounds like I’ve been sucking helium out of a balloon.

“Why do you look freaked out?” He asks crossing his arms over his chest.

Now his arm muscles are flexed tight and his freaking dick is pointing straight at me! I’m mean what the hell? Who just stands there butt ass naked and asks dumb questions?

“I’m not!” I say with scoff. “I’m analyzing the hardware.”

Why did I just say that?

“Oh. Well take your time then.” He rest his hands on his hips and just stands there like a nude model.

I don’t think I can look at him any more. My whole body is getting tingly and my panties are starting to get wet. Not a very welcomed sensation. To my surprise he stands there for a while so that I can admire him.

“Oh my god would you stop standing there like a smug bastard and do this thing?” I yell at him.

He laughs and crawls onto the bed but stops halfway to lock eyes with me. “Did you find my…equipment satisfactory Mrs. Rhodes?”

Oh boy did I but I can’t tell him that! He’s already cocky and has an ego the size of Texas, so I do what I do best and play it cool.
“It’s alright.” I say with a shrug.

He hums and lowers his eyes from my breast down and stops before leaning his head down and kissing the area of my skin just above my panties. My legs try to close, the muscles in the stomach tighten and I squeeze my eyes shut trying to keep myself from making a sound. Because…wow…that small touch got a big reaction.

“Blue.” Artemis’s voice has that low rumbling sound that he gets when he first wakes up and I hate it right now.

I don’t know why I’m trying so hard to fight this, but it feels weird not to. Like maybe I shouldn’t enjoy this, but I’m not sure why.

“Blue.” He says again and I finally open my eyes to look at him. “I want to hear you. I want to know what you like and what you don’t. Got it?”

I swallow and nod.

“Good. So, if I do this…” He lowers his head and kisses my stomach again.

Then he moves lower, and I gasp at the sensation of him so close to a place no man has ever gone before. Neither have I…in that way. Maybe it’s strange but I never thought much about sex or the feeling to need that sort of release. Then Artemis kissed me, and it set something inside me on fire and I’ve been confused and curious ever since. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not naive about sex, just inexperienced. It’s one thing to see it or read about it but another to do it.

Artemis looks at me again and hooks a finger on either side of my panties. With his eyes locked on mine he slowly removes them, and I want to look away in embarrassment because of how wet they must be. I mean I’m seriously turned on right now. Thankfully he doesn’t comment on it and continues to move the fabric over my thighs and the rest of the way down until the pool at my ankles. He lifts one leg at a time and pulls it completely off but doesn’t let my leg go. He turns his face and kisses my calf and then my inner thigh and moves high all while watching me.

My breathing is erratic now from all the unfamiliar touching, but I like it. A lot.
“Remember you can tell me to stop at any time, but I need to get you as relaxed as possible, so it won’t hurt as bad. Okay?” He waits for me to acknowledge his words and once I do, he lowers his head again.

This time he buries his face between my legs and my back lifts from the bed as I gasp in shock. His tongue moves slowly and purposefully like he’s done this a thousand times. Wait…has he?

*No. Don’t think about that when a man is going down on you for the first time!*

I don’t know when it happens, but I notice that I’m basically grinding on his face. Which makes me stop moving immediately but this urge for more is making me feel itchy. I’m building up to something big, but I’m not getting there fully. I need more. Artemis is still licking and sucking but I grab him by his hair and pull slightly to get his attention.

“Now. I’m ready.” I tell him with obvious urgency.

“Are you sure?” he asks and since is still had my fingers in his hair I pull again.

“For god’s sake Artemis, fuck me already!” I growl in frustration.

He smirks. “I never thought I’d like a woman being so demanding in bed.”

Oh my god! I could kill him right now for being so annoying but then I would be left on the verge of my first orgasm and that won’t do.

“Artemis, I swear to god I will go find someone else if you don’t move your ass!”

His smirk falls instantly and he’s moving so fast that I’m worried I might have ripped some of his hair out. He climbs up and hovers above me, scowls in place.

“You will not let another man touch you Blue Rhodes. No one gets to touch you but me.” His voice is tight and a little scary but also…kind of hot.

“Yes Mr. Rhodes.” I whisper before I wrap my arms around his neck.

“Good.” He says before leaning down to kiss me.

He licks my bottom lip and I open my mouth for him. Our tongues dance together while he lowers himself between my legs. I was nervous not long ago, but he’s made me want him so bad that I can’t bring myself to be nervous at all. He lowers down until he’s holding himself up with one arm while the other moves down my side and over my thigh. I’m not sure what he’s doing until I feel his hand move between us and a second later, I fill the tip of something at my entrance. I freeze for a second, but Artemis nips my bottom lip distracting me from over thinking and pushes further inside me.

I break the kiss and take a deep breath. Artemis kisses down my neck and moves in a little more, making me gasp again.

“I don’t want to hurt you, but I’ll have to move a bit harder.” He says against my neck.

“Okay.”

He moves his lips back up to mine and kisses me slowly before he suddenly thrusts forward filling me up in one go. My body jerks from the sudden pain and I have the urge to move back. Artemis looks into my eyes and honestly looks worried.

“Are you okay?” He asks and I nod quickly.

“Yeah. Just one second, okay?”

He nods and I take a moment to take a deep breath and move my hips a little to gauge how bad I’m hurting. It’s slightly uncomfortable but when I move it starts to feel good again. I take that feeling as a sign that I’m good to continue.

“Okay.”

He watches me as he starts to move again and I try to focus on the feeling of him inside me. It feels foreign at first but that feeling I had when he was eating me out starts to return. He had worked me up so much earlier that I don’t think I can last much longer before something happens.

I try to pick apart what I’m feeling and get annoyed when Artemis continues to move with slow thrusts. How am I supposed to reach my orgasm if he keeps moving like that? Come on man!

Deciding to take things into my own hands I wrap my leg around his and push my hips downward. It hurts and I have to bite my lip so I don’t cry out in pain but now he’s so deep that I feel almost too full.

“Artemis. Stop being so careful.” I warn him.

If he doesn’t get to work than I’m going to pissed that he ruined my first orgasm for me.

“I don’t know if I can last very long with how tight you are. It’s…” He groans into my neck when I make a circle motion with my hips. “Shit.”

I feel a sense of pride knowing I’m making him suffer a little, so I do it again. I get a sound from him that’s a cross between a groan and a growl.

“Blue…” He says through gritted teeth as warning, but I ignore him.

“Stop holding back Mr. Rhodes.” I whisper into his ear.

That breaks his control…finally.