93- Yes, No, Maybe? – Part 1
Isabella
Blink. Blink. Blink. Taking a couple of minutes to refocus my mind do I slowly move over to my “Checklist” as Alex had so graciously put it as that would help them to better understand my sexual preferences.
Not that they needed help with that because each of them were well diversed in knowing just how inexperienced I was in that subject as a whole.
Glancing towards the papers I slowly notice that each topic had three little boxes for me to check off. One for Yes. One for No. And one for Maybe. They even gave me a section for me to add notes if I had wanted to.
Now moving to chew upon my bottom lip do I decide it was best to address one of the guys before diving headfirst into this new uncharted territory. Not wanting to bite off more than I could chew, I move to speak out.
“Hey Tony?”
Hearing his name does Tony move to look over at me. His eyes slowly locking with mine before he moves to answer me. “Yes, Principessa (Princess)?”
“Um…” hesitating slowly I’m suddenly not sure how to ask him what was exactly on my mind. A part of me too scared to even try but knew I had to in order to get the correct response. “How… How would you each expect me to answer these?”
Smiling, does he move to answer me back. “Truthfully. But for you, we suggest reading over each of them carefully and only picking the answer that best fits your needs. Remember, this is all about you. This isn’t about what we want sweetheart. To us, this is like a starting point for us to help better understand you and what level you feel the most comfortable with.”
Nodding my head I silently move to watch as he moves to approach me. His large 6 foot 2 inch frame now moving to kneel down next to me until we were finally eye level with one another, his voice soft as he moves to speak yet again.
“Remember, this lifestyle of ours, the one we now want to share with you isn’t for everyone. And while it can be highly pleasurable to all those involved it’s not about whose in control. It’s about creating a beautiful partnership between the people involved and embracing it to its max potential. Because should you agree to this, we’ll not only make you feel things like never before but also pamper you too. And all that we ask you in return is your complete and utter trust as well as your submission.”
“O… Okay” I whisper. Tony now gently caressing my cheek with his thumb as his hand moves to cup my face. Tony eventually letting go once he was sure I was okay to move on. His lips placing a sweet yet gentle kiss to my temple before moving to walk back towards his spot within the room.
My eyes now shifting back to my checklist. A mean yet spiteful thought now rising within me as I do. A part of me wondering what they would say or do if I just checked no for all of it. Would they be mad? Would they punish me for disobeying them and not giving them the chance to prove themselves?
Shivering at the thoughts, I decide it’s better not to piss them all off before I slowly begin reading down and along the list of each subject that was listed before me.
Spankings. Nibbling on my lower lip once more do I move to recall each and every time that they spanked me. The times that they punished me and they added a spanking or two or maybe even twenty or more that I slowly began to realize that I wanted more. But this time I wanted it to be about the pleasure aspect and not for the pain. So, without further doubt I move to check yes while adding a side note saying for pleasure not pain.
Looking towards my next topic do I instantly see the words Vibrators, Dildos, Wands and things of that caliber and I instantly check yes as I’ve had my fair share of sex toys with and without the guys and I could honestly say that I was okay with them using them on me.
Scrolling further, I eventually came across a topic labeled Painful Objects like the use of canes, ridding crops, whips, floggers and or paddles, I knew firsthand how those felt against the skin from past experiences, and I wasn’t so sure I wanted them used on me going forward, so I moved to check on Maybe.
Degrading or being Humiliated I instantly check on no, only because no one of sound mind or sound body should ever do that to a person regardless of the occasion only to find myself second guessing myself and decide to add another note saying maybe, but only if we talk about it first.
Bondage or being Restrained. Hmm, that one was going to be a hard pill to swallow. And only because they do it almost constantly with the handcuffs and while it does turn me on in some aspect, I knew in some ways it still bothered me, so I check maybe for good measure.
As for Sensory Play, that was a completely new ball game for me which made me instantly curious to try, so I checked on yes.
Gags? Maybe.
Anal (Any and all things related). That one, if I was totally honest, felt kind of weird to me at first but when Alex carefully walked me through each step, I slowly found myself rather liking it, even enjoyable, so I moved to mark yes without another thought.
Collaring or Pet Play I move to check maybe. For while I knew that there were some people in today’s world that absolutely loved it, a part of me knew that it wasn’t for everyone and while I wasn’t sure if I’d become one of those people, I did move to ask Lucus more about it, only for Lucus to confirm that it would be strictly for pleasure and not possession. The others agreeing to it as well while even concluding that we could even talk more about it down the line if it was something I was willing to try.
Nipple Clamping, I instantly check maybe on but move to write down next to it, open to trying it. Another piece of me unsure if it would be something I would be into but was willing to try it.
Reading further and further, I eventually notice that there are many other topics being listed, one such as Knife Play. The name in itself was enough to send both my mind and heart racing but with a little coaxing from Grant does he manage to assure me that it would only be for sensory play and nothing more. Anything further than that would be completely discussed further in detail and with my complete consent to it first.
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