49: Heat of the moment

**Warning, sexual content**

*Heat*. The term seemed so far-fetched and unexpected. I'd never ever dreamed of being in heat... in fact, I'd never imagine myself to be in this situation with Demetri in the first place. When I'd left home, I thought that it would have been the end of us. But here I lay, opposite his nervous and yet ravenous self, in agonising pain and want.
I reached out towards him, wanting his skin against mine to relieve me of the burning hot sensation dancing viciously across my own skin. But as I reached out, he retracted himself, further away from me with his hand even tighter against his nose. I knew why, the second that panicked look appeared on his face. Unlike the vampires, Demetri was more interested in establishing a loving relationship before we began anything as intimate as mating and marking. But I was running out of time and at this moment, the pain my body was putting me through was too excruciating for me not to cross these boundaries Demetri was so adamant on keeping untouched. I'd stolen his first kiss, and I wasn't intending on it being the last of his firsts I'd steal.
"P-please Demetri..." I whimpered out as a wave of searing heat burned right through my stomach. If I didn't have his skin on mine soon, I'd have to resort to taking it by force.
Demetri let out a muffled groan as he gazed down at me. I wondered what I looked like to him. I could only assume I looked the epitome of desperate: cheeks flushed, eyes lidded and swirling in want, covered in a thin coating of sweat and panting heavily.
His eyes roamed every inch of my sweat soaked body and they darkened. Slowly he began leaning in, hungry and predatory. I'd never seen such a look on his face before, but just the sight of his lust-filled, animalistic face had me beyond excited, despite my excruciating pain. But just as he was about to reach out to touch me, he groaned again and retracted. It seemed I would have to take it by force. So, with shaky hands, and skin ablaze, I began sitting up on the bed and reaching towards him, ready to touch him. But the more I reached, the more distance he tried to create, until he found himself cornered against the wall.
"Phoenix don't! Y-you can't! I won't be able to s-stop..." He mumbled beneath his hand.
It was then that I finally was able to reach him, and I placed my hand against his chest, immediately sending a dark, deep growl rumbling within it. I looked up at Demetri who looked just about ready to completely ravage me. I moved in, closer still, relieved at the relief this close proximity was creating. Eventually, my lips were placed against the back of his palm.
"I never asked you to hold back. We've already crossed one line, why don't we leap across the rest of them? Please Demetri... I want the pain to stop." I whispered against his palm. And that was all it took to completely unravel him. No... to *unleash* him. Within seconds I found my back flat against the bed and my hands pinned above my head. Demetri snarled and growled as he hovered over me. His fangs were elongated and sharp and the sight had me trembling beneath his body.
"Fine," he growled out, "I'll end your pain. But I warn you, *princess*, there will be consequences. I wanted you to love me before I ravaged you. But it seems I'll just have to fuck you until you love me." And as he said this, he gingerly touched at my cheek, sending shivers up and down my spine. I was so happy at the contact that I almost found myself in tears.
His lips met mine in a heated frenzy and my toes curled as the physical contact between the two of us increased. His hands let go of mine, unpinning them and then they roamed beneath my sweatshirt, touching every single inch of skin they could claim.
"I want to be gentle..." he whispered as he parted from my lips, "but I'm afraid I lack the restraint. I've waited so long for you, so forgive me if I'm a little rough."
I could tell that despite the edge in his voice, his words were genuine. But he didn't need to worry about being gentle or rough, and so I placed my lips on his again in reassurance. I could feel a smirk form on his lips which he soon removed from mine and instead, he placed them on my neck. His hands had now reached my bra and, without hesitation, he managed to reach the back of it and unclasped it. I bit my lip as I felt his fingers against the skin of my breast, roughly squeezing at the flesh. He growled out as I let out a whimpered moan and arched up into him, and then gave another tighter squeeze before biting into my neck again, reopening the flesh he'd already tainted with his mark which he now shared with Sebastian. My own hands began roaming his body, now sliding beneath the fabric of his shirt, making him groan lowly against the skin of my neck. I loved the feeling of his toned muscles against my hands and soon they wrapped around his back. Desperate for more of his skin, I let my claws elongate and began ripping the back of his shirt apart. Demetri caught on to what I was doing and moved away from my neck before gripping at his ripped shirt and pulling it over his head, and then he tossed it to the side. I watched his large muscles flex during each of his little movements and found my eyes etched onto the scar on his shoulder which I knew would be joined somewhere on his back, crisscrossing over the others. For someone so bright and kind, he really did have a dark and disturbing edge to him, all stemming from his awful past. I wondered whether I'd made a contribution to it when I was Diana... if I was Diana. And as I thought this, my hands stretched up to his chest and I found myself tracing at his skin again. While I did this, I felt Demetri tug at my sweatshirt. I dropped my hands when he'd gotten it up to my chest and helped him to get it over the rest of my body. Demetri then carefully swiped at the unclasped bra sprawled against my chest and once his gaze met my half nakedness, his breath hitched, and his jaw clenched.
"Oh, dear Moon Goddess... I really am going to taint this woman's body..." And when it left his lips, his hands immediately went to my jeans and with a single, swift movement, they were torn clean from my legs before he rid me of my panties leaving me completely naked underneath him. Admittedly I was self-conscious. This was the first time I'd been naked in front of Demetri. But soon the heat of his roaming eyes had my nerves melting and his next words completely evaporated it altogether.
"Fuck... I want every single inch of you *right* now. I can't even try to restrain myself any longer!" He growled the last part out menacingly and then roughly gripped at my thighs, spreading them apart. Before he leaned in between them, he licked at his lips hungrily and dug his fingernails into the flesh of my thighs, making me yelp at the unexpected feeling of sweet , and yet subtle pain. My head leaned back the moment I felt his tongue at my entrance, and he moaned the second he tasted me against his tongue. Slowly, he pulled me closer towards me, ravaging my insides. He was nowhere near gentle in his movements and had me cumming all too quickly at the vicious strokes he made against my clit.
"F-fuck Demetri! I'm c-cumming!" I yelled before gripping at his blonde hair and tugging at his locks roughly while I arched my back, letting the orgasm he'd caused rip right through me.
Demetri gripped at my thighs tighter as he began taking more of my cum into his mouth. I watched him as he did so, realising now that his eyes had never left my face from the moment he'd begun eating me out. The thought had me excited, and the dark, starved look on his face excited me even more. Again, I couldn't believe this other side of Demetri. This dark, feral part of him. It was something I never quite expected, especially considering how gentle he usually was. And, almost as if to prove my point further, he split my legs farther apart before, without warning, sliding three fingers inside of me and curling them, making sure that each finger touched against my walls. I couldn't even contain the scream that ripped from my throat. The pleasure and pain were literally bordering on absolute euphoria.
My reaction seemed to rile him up even more, and so he began moving rougher, literally pressing his fingers hard against my walls which now soaked his fingers and tongue, which he'd slipped in too, in cum.
"That's it... I like that look on your face," he said, removing his mouth from between my thighs. He licked at his wet lips slowly and I grew wetter at the sight. As his fingers continued to pleasure me, his mouth got to work on my breasts as his lips and tongue began to tease at them. I could barely even control the next raging orgasm which rippled through me, and as it did, my body shook violently against his and my back arched so intensely, I feared my spine would snap at the movement. Once I'd come down from the euphoric high, I found myself panting heavily beneath Demetri. I was soaked in even more sweat, but I soon realised that the painful heat had transformed into pleasurable warmth which pooled within my core.
Demetri pulled his fingers out of me and then began licking at them. Once they were clean, he licked at his lips quickly before growling out huskily, "Delicious... but I want more."
More? He wanted *more*? I was practically still shivering from all of this pleasure, and he was not even partially satisfied yet. Would he need every single inch of me before he was fully satisfied?
Demetri slowly began tugging at his own pair of jeans, and although I'd just had my fair share of pleasure, watching him watch me as he tugged his pants off was beginning to light that fire within me again. Perhaps I was just as unsatisfied as he was.
Once his trousers were off, I could see that I was not the only one infected with lust by the very visible erection beneath the fabric of his underwear. He tugged at it ever so slowly, revealing himself in small increments. I could barely keep my eyes off of him, and when his underwear was tossed to the side, I found myself engrossed in the full beauty of his body. Involuntarily, a growl ripped from my chest as my eyes roamed every inch of his skin, and as the sound of my growl left my chest, his began too. It was darker and deeper than the growls he had made before and I found myself shivering in anticipation.
He began leaning in slowly before gripping tightly at my thighs again, this time, hoisting my legs over his shoulders. And as he gripped at them, he anchored his hands on them by digging his claws deep into the flesh of them, spilling blood all over my legs and onto the sheets. I hissed slightly but fell silent the moment his tongue touched against my bloodied legs, wiping the traces of blood away. For someone who had never had sex before, Demetri definitely acted the exact opposite. His movements were certain and unrestrained, as though he were guided purely by some deep, dark, sex-crazed instinct which.
Once he'd gotten rid of the blood, he stared down at me again, and I was surprised to find more of those red streams of lust plaguing his eyes which had darkened to a deeper shade of gold. There were no more traces of the Demetri I'd come to know, instead, I felt as though I were looking up at a completely different version of him. One which terrified me in the most erotic way possible, and the excitement and wonder of what he had planned next, had me biting my lip.
"The moment you let me undress you, you forfeited your right to walk. Now I want these walls to know exactly who ruined every single inch of you, so that when they talk, they talk about all of the unspeakable things I'm about to do to your body, so I can make every single inch of you irrevocably mine. I've lived my years sexually starved, and now you have to face the consequences."
And with this, he began sliding his cock inside of me, starting slowly with the tip and then the rest of the shaft until he'd completely entered me. Once I was filled to the brim with him, he let out a whimpered groan and cussed softly beneath his breath. I let out a moan of my own, not used to his size and shape. He waited a moment before moving, getting himself used to the feeling of being inside of me. I assumed he'd continue his gentleness but was proven wrong the second he began thrusting his hips. It was a quick, hard and deep movement which had my head rolling back onto the softness of the pillow beneath it.
"F-fuck!" I moaned out. My toes curled at the sensation of him stretching me out completely, and I reached up and gripped at the pillow tightly. He moved again, with another fast, deep and hard thrust, then again, and again until he was moving in this continuous fast and hard motion. And as he did, his rough growls began filling the room and my own breathy moans soon joined. The look on his face was dark and lust filled as he stared right into my heavily lidded eyes. He yearned for my reactions, and the more I made, the more excited he became.
"You f-feel so fucking good. I d-don't want to s-stop..." He yelled, gripping my thighs tighter and parting his own legs slightly to increase his speed and ease of movement. My walls clenched around his hard and throbbing cock and I felt heat pool between my legs as I grew more and more desperate for more of him. And so, I began to beg him to go faster and rougher- as rough as he could be.
He nodded curtly, but surprised me when he stopped, removed his cock from inside of me and then let my legs fall from his shoulders.
"W-what the fuck! D-don't stop!" I yelled, frustrated.
He growled lowly before gripping at my chin and leaning his face closer to mine. His lips were inches away from mine and I watched them closely as he spoke. "I want you to get on your hands and knees for me. You need to be fucked *properly*, Phoenix."
The way he said my name had me hypnotised, and soon I found myself shakily on my hands and knees.
"Such a good, obedient mate." He growled, before gripping my hips and shoving his cock inside of me once again. My back arched at the sudden contact, but I bit back the loud scream I was itching to release from my lips. Instead, I gripped tighter on the sheets beneath me.
Demetri once again showed no mercy as he began thrusting into me. In fact, I was certain he was even rougher this time, reaching into places that had never before been touched, not even by Liam or Xavier. He gripped my hips harder, pulling them towards him roughly each time he thrusted, and as he thrusted, he let out loud groans and growls and heavy pants and cusses.
"F-feels so f-fucking good!" He moaned.
I could feel myself getting closer to another orgasm and could tell by his thrusts which had begun to pick up pace, that he was close too. Eventually, his hands moved from my hips to my hair where he tugged at the red strands mercilessly. The mixture of pain and pleasure was almost too much to bear and soon, I found myself becoming undone by Demetri's rough thrusts. My back arched, once again and my fingers clawed at the sheets as I screamed his name out at the top of my lungs, and I began drenching myself in cum. Tears streamed down my face and I panted heavily as I clutched on tightly to the feeling.
Demetri reached his limit not too long after me and as he felt the deadly grip of his first orgasm, he let out the sexiest growl I'd ever heard, before calling out my name and slowing his thrusts. His cum filled me up and even dripped down between my thighs, drenching me completely in all the traces of him. Staining me with the very memory of our first sexual encounter. Soon I found myself too tired to even support myself on my hands and knees and collapsed against the mattress of his bed.
Demetri lowered himself down as well, lying next to me. I turned around, wanting to see his face, and when I did, I was surprised to find that his eyes had returned back to their bright blue colour and a bright, embarrassed blush shone against his cheeks.
"I-I..."He attempted to say something, and then fell silent. I reached up and gently placed my palm against his warm cheek, surprising him.
"That was amazing," I whispered softly.
Demetri's eyes widened. "R-really? I wasn't too rough? I just... I couldn't help myself. I just lost it."
I gently placed my lips against his in reassurance. He smiled when our lips parted and then sighed to himself. "Goddess... had I known it would feel as good as it did, I would have taken you the moment I met you at your eighteenth birthday party."
He then wrapped his arm around me and held me close to his body. I could already feel the heat between us beginning to consume our bodies. We'd marked and mated and now the bond between us was completely sealed. I would be lying if I said I didn't feel any different, because the truth was that now, the thought of leaving his side was absolutely unimaginable... and yet, it was as unimaginable as leaving Sebastian's.
I looked up at Demetri for a moment and then asked, "Did you know something like this would happen after marking me?"
"Why do you ask?"
"Before you marked me... you wanted to warm me against something, as though you knew I'd fall into heat the moment you marked me."
He sighed before nodding and saying, "Yes... I suspected it. It happened before to a friend of mine. He was mated to a hybrid and the moment he marked her; she fell into heat. So, I thought the same might happen to you."
I then bit my lip, uncertain I wanted to hear his answer to the next question. "I know I convinced you to mate me sooner than you wanted to, and I'm truly sorry. Do you regret it?"
He stayed silent for a moment and fell deep in thought. At this point I had no doubt that he did regret it. But I found myself rather surprised at his answer.
"You are not to blame for anything. The truth is that I've wanted you for the longest time possible, and so, when you presented me with the opportunity to take you, I couldn't resist, despite my initial hesitation. So no, there is no part of me that regrets a moment of what we just did, and if I could go back, I'd want it all to be exactly the same. I love you Phoenix..."
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