64: Euphoria
**Warning, sexual content!**
The moment he told me he wanted me; I couldn't hold back anymore. My lips were placed against his in an immediate, passionate frenzy. I'd forgotten just how good it felt to have him touch me so intimately, and now that we were finally skin-on-skin, I could barely keep myself from practically ripping all of his clothes off.
"My God, you're eager!" He panted out as we parted for a breath of air.
I bit my lip, placed my hands on his shoulders and gently pushed at them, sending him reclining back into the softness of my mattress. I then placed my legs on either side of him, so I was now straddling him, and once I was comfortable, began tugging at the hem of my shirt and pulling it over my head. Sebastian's hands were on my skin immediately as he glided his fingers against my naked stomach and waist. I could feel how every inch of me ignited against his fingers, and how his cold skin began heating up.
Slowly, I leaned down and began kissing him again, and as I did, Sebastian grabbed at my arms and flipped us over so that he was on top of me. My legs were still attached to his hips, and I used then to pull him closer towards me, so that his chest was against mine and there was almost no more space left between us. He bit at my lower lip and I growled out hungrily, allowing him to slide his tongue into my mouth and against mine. He tasted so sweet, and the more I tasted him, the more I wanted. Eventually, we needed to part from each other for another breath of air, and as we panted and our chests heaved, Sebastian began removing his own shirt. I let my eyes wander over every single inch of him, and then reached up and traced against every single groove and curve and every single muscle of his. He closed his eyes and let out a soft little gasp as he practically melted in my touch. His right hand then slid over one of mine, and then he interlocked our fingers for a moment before looking down at me. The look in his icy blue eyes was so intense, I couldn't even bring myself to look away.
"I love the way it feels when you touch me... but maybe I should return the favour?" He said with a raised brow. I smirked and nodded enthusiastically before saying, rather desperately, "Oh yes please!"
He licked at his lips and then let go of my hand before leaning down to my stomach and laying soft kisses against my skin. He started right below my belly button and then moved further up until he reached my chest. He paused and looked up at me before asking politely, "May I?"
I nodded and he began reaching towards the clasp of my bra. Once he'd managed to unclip it, he carefully removed it from my body, and placed it onto the floor. The moment his eyes met my expose chest, they widened, and a deep blush appeared on his face.
"I don't think I've ever seen anyone more beautiful than you..." he then bit at his lip nervously and his eyes wandered down to the button of my jeans. "Could I see... all of you?"
"Do you even have to ask?" Slowly I began to take his hands in mine, and I guided them to the waistband of my jeans.
"Are you sure?" He asked. It was so strange to see him so gentle and concerned. Then again, Sebastian's way of showing love had always been tender and soft, a complete contradiction to his raging jealous self.
I nodded and smiled at him reassuringly. "I don't mind being vulnerable around you. So, expose me as much as you want."
After I had said that Sebastian took in an excited breath and then began to remove my jeans, exposing my legs. Thereafter, he slid his hands against them, tracing against the sides and then moving them slowly towards my inner thighs where he lingered teasingly at the edges of my underwear.
I was about to scold him for his teasing when suddenly, he leaned down and hooked his teeth into my underwear before pulling them down my legs. And as he did, his eyes held mine. They'd now turned a deep shade of scarlet and were swirling with deep, dark, unending lust. He tossed my underwear to the floor and then gripped at my thighs. His grip was firm, but not painful. It was certain, but not domineering. Then, ever so gently, he began parting my legs and propping them up so that my knees were bent in the air, but my feet were firmly planted against my bed. As he moved closer between my legs, his movements were smooth and fluid, like a predator, stalking its prey. Suddenly, he gripped at my left thigh and began running his tongue against the skin of it, lower and lower until he was right between my hips. I bit back a moan at the feeling of his warm, erratic breaths against my skin.
"I had no idea I could get you so aroused, Phoenix. You're so wet and your arousal smells so delicious, my mouth is practically salivating. You won't mind if I... taste you, do you?" He asked in a husky voice.
"Please!" I exclaimed desperately.
He chuckled at my eagerness and then dragged his tongue against his lower lip before placing his mouth against my entrance. The moment I felt his tongue against my throbbing clit, I couldn't help but tilt my head back and moan out loudly. My fingers began to grip at his hair, and the more he licked at my wetness, the more I arched into him.
"Fuck!" I yelled out as his tongue began moving faster. He moaned hungrily against me and I shivered at the pleasure the vibration of his moans gave me.
Soon, I was on the brink of cumming with my body practically shaking in anticipation of the sweet feeling.
"I'm so close," I gasped, and moved my hips closer to his mouth. Sebastian let out a low growl and gripped harder at my thighs as he moved even faster. It barely took seconds before I was gasping for air at the force of the orgasm that rippled through my body.
"Did that feel good?" He asked, removing himself from between my hips and licking the traces of my wetness from his lips. His tone was now uncertain and nervous and his eyes, although still deep red, had a worried gloss to them.
I smiled and nodded. "You were great. Now why don't we feel good together?"
Sebastian chuckled and said, "It would be my pleasure."
Slowly he began unbuttoning his trousers before removing them from his legs, leaving him in nothing but his underwear where his own arousal was very evident beneath his underwear's fabric. I rubbed my legs together as the sight reignited that lustful fire within me.
"Do you want to do the honours?" He asked cheekily.
"It would be my pleasure," I said, imitating him. He chuckled, but his smile fell the moment I got up from my laying position and sat up in front of him. I began by placing my hands on his shoulders and then I dragged them down his chest, his stomach, and stopped at the waistband of his underwear.
"Don't tease me..." He groaned sheepishly.
I grinned, and ignored him completely, letting one of my hands travel down lower. He hissed out desperately and bit hard at his lip.
"I want more..." He begged, suddenly gripping at my hand and guiding them faster against his hard erection so that I was rubbing against him through his underwear. I was caught off guard by this little stunt, but impressed, nonetheless at his boldness and desperation.
"I still need more!" He whined. It was then that I finally decided to stop my teasing. I used my free hand to begin tugging at his underwear. When Sebastian felt this, he let go of my hand. Immediately, I let it join the other in removing Sebastian's underwear. Once he was completely naked, I took a moment to examine his breath-taking body.
"Enjoying the view?" Sebastian asked.
"You have no idea..." I uttered, before bringing my eyes back to his face and they zeroed in on the scar across it. It was so strange how that one mark, although faded, had never gone away. I reached out, and traced my finger against it curiously before asking, "Why hasn't this mark of mine disappeared?"
He bit his lip and then said, "Because I didn't want it to. Before it healed completely, I had a visit with Lucretia. I asked her for one last favour, for this scar never to fade away. I thought that this way, I would never ever forget you."
"You really are a strange man, Sebastian." I said.
He chuckled and pulled me closer against him, so our naked bodies were touching. I could feel my eyes pulsing and changing colour. The one, red, and the other, a brighter shade of gold. Sebastian raised a hand and traced it against my cheek. I leaned into his touch and sighed at the warmth of his fingers.
"And you are a strange woman. But I love you deeply for it." And as he said this, he leaned in closer. I could feel his now-warm breath against my lips, but it was that intense look of love in his eyes that made me shiver. It was the same look he'd given me the day we got married. The tender look of adoration, as though I were his entire world.
"If you keep on looking at me like that, I just might lose the capacity to think straight." I whispered. His lips were now inches away from mine, and his eyes watched my lips carefully as I spoke.
"That's a good thing. The time for thinking is over. Now I just want to show you how much I love you without words. I want you to feel how much I've missed you... and perhaps, for a moment, remove your mind from those other three idiots."
"Is that a challenge?" I asked.
"No. A challenge that I'm certain I will be the winner of could hardly be called a “challenge”. I suppose it's a confident statement."
Once he'd finished saying this, his lips finally pressed against mine, and I felt myself instinctively pressing closer into him. But this kiss was rather different to the hungry and lust-filled one we'd shared earlier. Instead, it was intense and passionate but in a loving, tender way, as though Sebastian was trying to convey every emotion he was feeling in just this kiss. And he was more than successful. As our tongues mingled against each other and our lips pressed passionately together, I could feel it all: his love, his yearning, and his joy at having me here, in front of him. It was so intense that I found myself on the brink of tears numerous times. Eventually, Sebastian gently began to lower me back down onto the bed so that my back was against the sheets and his body was against my body.
"Can I take you now?" He asked, after reluctantly removing his lips from mine. I could see how sincere his question was, and how much he yearned for an answer.
"Please." I mumbled.
Slowly he placed his lips back on mine, and as he did so, his hands began to move back down to my thighs where they began spreading them apart gently. Sebastian was slow and gentle when he entered into me. So slow and gentle, that I found my toes curling tightly. I could feel every inch of him sliding into me- from the tip of his cock right down to the shaft. He let out a soft moan and leaned in closer to me.
"You feel so good..." He whispered against my lips.
"You do too," I said, staring up into his eyes which stared down passionately into mine.
"Can I start moving?" He asked. I could see just how much he wanted to, and how much he was restraining himself.
I nodded and he kissed at my cheek tenderly before his hips began moving against mine. His movements were slow and soft at first, as though he were still adjusting to me. But after the first few thrusts, he began to grow more confident, and his movements became a little faster and harder. But he wasn't rough like Demetri. Instead, every movement of Sebastian's was intense and emotional. As though every single touch of our skin was a confession of love. To make things more intense, he lifted my chin so that I could stare up into his eyes. At first, I thought that the entire thing would be awkward and embarrassing, but the moment my eyes met his love-filled red ones, I became entranced and unable to look away. Slowly, my hands began to trace against Sebastian's back softly, and our passionate moans began to fill the room as Sebastian began to increase his pace slightly. He then gripped onto my hips and started moving them rhythmically against his. Just the feeling of him inside of me, filling up every inch of me was enough to drive me crazy, and I soon found myself wrapping my hands around the back of his neck and placing my lips hungrily on his again. He moaned as soon as our tongues touched, and I could feel him twitch against my soaking walls.
"Fuck..." He hissed between our kisses. By then we could barely handle our uncontrollable lust, and what started off as slow and loving became carnal and lustful. Sebastian didn't even need to use his hands to move my hips, they now moved on their own, desperately against his. Instead, he began to let his hands explore the rest of my body. First, he traced against my thighs, then his hands roamed higher, along my stomach and then they began tracing against my breasts. I growled darkly against his lips and I could feel him smirk.
"Do you like that?" He asked, taking a breath.
"Goddess, yes!" I whined out.
Sebastian chuckled and slowly began gently tracing his fingers against my nipples. I arched my back immediately and moaned out loudly.
"You really weren't kidding. I can feel you tightening around me..." He whispered. "Maybe I should-"
He cut himself off when his mouth enclosed around one of my breasts and I yelped out at the pleasant feeling of his tongue swirling hard against my nipple. My body quivered desperately against his, and I felt myself shudder every time he thrusted into me. But I was not alone in my desperation. I could feel him shiver every time our hips touched, and he was throbbing uncontrollably inside of me. It was clear that we were both so close, anything could now push us off the edge.
"Fuck... Phoenix I can't hold back anymore..." Sebastian moaned. He now moved his hands to my back where he pulled me against his chest tightly. The look in his eyes was so desperate and hungry that I almost came just looking at them.
"Me neither..." I uttered softly.
He responded by placing a kiss on my lips. The moment he did, I felt his muscles tense up and his thrusts momentarily sped up. Then suddenly he let out a sexy moan against my lips and his body shook as he reached an orgasm. Immediately afterward, I felt my entire body ripple as waves of hot, potent pleasure shot through my core. My whole body shook, and my back arched at the force of this intense pleasure. And as I moaned out his name, Sebastian placed a sweet kiss against my neck. By the time we had both come down from our high, we were panting heavily, and our bodies still quivered softly against each other.
"I don't think I've ever felt that good in my entire existence. Why didn't we do this sooner?" Sebastian asked as he removed himself from between my legs. But despite my aching muscles and intense panting, I still wanted more. I *craved* more.
And so, I completely ignored his question. Instead, I propped myself up on my forearms and pushed at his shoulders, so that he fell onto his back next to me. I got on top of him swiftly and began to straddle him again.
"Phoenix what are you-"
"But I cut him off by placing my lips on his again. He responded immediately and then let out a little laugh as I pulled away.
"I take it you're not satisfied just yet?" He asked.
I bit my lip and shook my head. "I'm sorry... I-"
"-You don't need to apologise," he then took my hand in his and guided it down to his cock which pulsed and began to harden beneath my fingers, "I'm not satisfied either."
I smiled wickedly at his words and then leaned down and began to place hot, wet kisses against the skin of his neck. Sebastian let out a low, sexy moan as I kissed him, and his hands began sliding up and down my warm back. And as I kissed him, I began to move lower down to his hips, before using one of my hands to guide the tip of his cock into me. I took him in slowly, giving myself enough time to adjust.
"Oh God... I just can't get over the feeling of being inside you!" Sebastian said in a breathy little exclamation. I chuckled and continued kissing his neck as I slowly began moving my hips against his. He hummed and bit his lower lip. I loved the way he responded to my kisses, to my touches, to our closeness. And the more he moaned out, the more aroused I grew. Eventually, I began increasing my speed and Sebastian's hands moved from my back down to my hips. I could feel his own hips thrusting up into mine, only encouraging me further.
Sebastian's face was now flushed red and contorted into a decadent look of desperation. Just the sight of him so vulnerable made my skin crawl in the most lustful way, and not just sexual lust, but bloodlust too.
And so, guided by both sexual lust and bloodlust, I leaned down into his ear and said, "I'm starving Sebastian... you wouldn't mind if I took a bite, would you?"
"I'm yours, you can do whatever you like with me," He said softly. But I could tell by the excited edge to his voice that he'd been waiting for me to sink my teeth into him.
I let my fangs extend and licked at their sharpness before moving my mouth into the crook of his neck. I could feel him tense up as my warm breath fanned against his skin, then, suddenly, I bit into his flesh and he moaned out loudly.
His blood was the most delicious blood I'd ever tasted. It was pure and royal and so the quality of it surpassed any and all human blood. Immediately, Sebastian relaxed beneath my touch as the pleasure coursed through his body. When a vampire bit another vampire in such an intimate way as this, the feeling was an addictive sense of pleasurable euphoria. Even his thrusts had begun to slow down, but despite this, he became harder, and he began twitching inside of me. I was also surpassing the point of being just aroused, and I doubted there was a word that could possibly capture the extent of the intense pleasure we were both feeling. And as I fed on Sebastian, my fingers began running through the softness of his hair and I felt him shiver and quiver beneath me.
"I forgot h-how amaz..zing this f-feels," Sebastian stuttered. I continued drinking from him, taking care not to let a single drop of his warm blood spill. And while I did so, I kept on thrusting my hips against his. Eventually I pulled away, deciding that I'd taken enough of Sebastian's blood. My mouth was still covered with his blood, and my teeth were stained red. Despite this, I placed my lips back on Sebastian's and he arched into me and let out a muffled little gasp.
"I... want... to taste you... too." He uttered between our kisses.
"Then taste me..."
And as I said this, he slowly began to switch positions so that he was on top of me again and between my legs. He placed another kiss on my lips before leaning into my neck and biting into it. As he did so, he began thrusting his hips into mine again.
"Sebastian!" I cried, feeling overwhelmed with pleasure.
The feeling of his fangs in my neck was enough to make me feel warm and light. It was as though I were floating in nothing but soft, pleasurable warmth which engulfed my entire body. I could barely even muster up a single thought. All I knew was the euphoria I was now experiencing.
Soon our bodies were so intoxicated by the absolute ecstasy coursing through our every vein that we both reached a shared, breath-taking orgasm. It was so breath taking that for moments after neither of us could even move. We just stayed there, in each other’s arms as we basked in the aftermath of our orgasm.
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