She woke the curse
She is so captivating to me. She possesses something that I am unable to touch or see. She seems to emit some sort of magnetic field that draws me to her no matter where she is. What the fvck am I doing wrong?
"Yeah, what the fvck is wrong with you?" Blanco echoed the thoughts inside my head.
Jade and I simply shared my attraction for her during the exhibit. I couldn't keep it to myself, for God's sake. The more I hold onto it, the more it doesn't go away. I made an effort to determine if my feelings for her were purely sexual, but I couldn't.
I'm quietly and gradually dying just from the tiny flutters in my chest that come with the thought of her smile. I'm in heaven when she uses her fingers to stroke my hair. I want her to be by my side constantly. I always want her skin next to mine. I desire to retain her. I want to safeguard her.
I said indifferently to the woman seated next to me, "Hands off."
While still moving her hands around on my chest, the woman giggled.
I roared, "I said, get your fvcking hands off me!"
Her face was covered in horror. Immediately, Lucas soothed her with words.
Blanco spoke to her, "Gorgeous, you don't want to see a scary wolf right now. You can sit beside me if you want." However, the woman fled like someone was pursuing her while still appearing terrified.
Blanco chuckled. “Your system was fvcked by that woman.”
I said, "She could fcvked my system all she wants," without giving it much thought.
He made an exaggerated "Whoa!" sound. What happened to the billionaire alpha?”
My teeth were clenched. Billionaire. Alpha. I had no idea it could ruin me this badly until now. If my life was going to continue without her, all the things and positions I acquired would have been meaningless.
Blanco’s words irritated me even more: "Not a single drop of wolf blood, not a scent, never ever in this human world."
"You won't behave like your father,"
My menacing eyes swept over him. I want to smack him in the face with my bare hands. But he's right, so I know my ego was bruised. I ought not to emulate my father. My father, an alpha wolf who impregnated a human and was ultimately abandoned after she learned of his true nature.
“And you don't want Xena’s pack to stage a coup against us, right?”
I lost the ability to contain it. Standing up, I grabbed his collar and raised him. Although our eyes clashed, I could see that he was giving up and being humble.
"Blanco Boris," I called him.
"Alpha,"
"Who are you again?"
"Your subordinate."
"JUST a subordinate."
His jaw shook. He was unable to look at me. I abruptly let go of him and took a deep breath to relax. Before I sat down once more, I jugged the alcohol.
"Since my father left me to you, I already know what task I am capable of performing. Kill me then, but I'd rather die advising you on the right course of action than allow yourself to suffer harm due to a human."
”I could make her one of us.”
“And you believe that is what she desires?”
"I could make her fall in love with me," I said.
He laughed as he finished his beverage. "Everyone sounds confident, including you.”
I made a neck click. “Yes, I feel confident. I am skilled at making her fall for me faster. It's simple.”
He said in a matter-of-fact way, "But sad to say, it's not the main problem."
I glared at him, waiting for his next words.
"You’re an alpha. You are our alpha. It was your fate that was laid for you to be like this. You can’t fight it unless you perish. "
I know what he’s talking about. "Mathias is doing just fine."
"For now, yes. Because your destiny hasn't yet crossed into reality. But once the pack needs you, you'll have no choice but to step up and lead the pack, just like how a 'JUST A SUBORDINATE' is devoted to his alpha.”
That's it; he then abandoned me. I am aware of his rage and that what I said to him offended him. What, then, can I do? When it comes to Athena, I'm completely out of my mind.
I drank so much alcohol that night that I poisoned myself and lost all ability to reason. I was driven to my penthouse by my men. I believed that after consuming so much alcohol, I would stop thinking about her. But no.
I shut my eyes and it’s her that I see.
"She woke the curse. There’s no way out."
The heavenly voice resounded to me. Nearly unconscious on the couch. However, as I gazed at the moon's crooked shape from this building's highest unit, I could see a variety of events playing out before my eyes.
I observed Jade sobbing. She kissed me, and I saw it. She appeared to be furious as she glared at me.
I try to reach out and touch her face with my hands raised, but each time the tips of my fingers make contact with her, she vanishes.
I muttered, "Don't leave me; stay."
"She woke the curse. There’s no way out."
I was driven insane by the heavenly voice's repeated reverberations in my head. My fangs are itching to show. My bones yearn to fracture and transform into something I loathe.
"Arghhh!"
I cried out in agony. My body is beyond my control. I see something in that period of shifting. After hearing a thunderclap or slash, I quickly glanced over to see my father standing next to a woman in the moonlight.
I struggled to breathe. I struggled to get to the center table to break it. It immediately disintegrated when I punched it. Before I fully shifted, I grabbed a glass. As soon as I cut my arm with the piece of glass, my shifting came to an abrupt end.
I whimpered and moaned in agony. My arm's deep cut caught my attention. I swore and harshly threw the glass to the ground.
"Bullsh*t!"
I took a nap by resting my head on the couch's seat. What in the world is going on with me? Right. I'm a leader. And for some stupid fvcking reason, I'm not destined to be one.
Moon goddess Selene, you're a scumbag. I'm going to come after you if this is one of your fvcking plays. It doesn't matter if you are a deity. I've had enough of your bulls! ts.