Painful Goodbye

His home was very dim. As soon as I got to his house, there was no sound to be heard. Darkness, utter silence, and the audible pounding of my heart filled his entire penthouse.

I entered in silence to look for him. I looked around the entire living space but couldn't find any shadows of him. My heart rate increased. Why am I still puzzled? He is obviously not present. I should already be aware of his location.

If I'm not mistaken, The door to his room was partially open when I arrived in the hallway. It was emitting a weak light. I gently pushed it. My gaze turned to the man who was lounging on the lone couch, with the cityscape behind him.

He's barely clothed. His lower body was covered by a white towel. He is lying on his side with his legs apart and both of his arms at his sides. He appears to be a brutal individual, which is very dissimilar to the man I know.

I stood there and watched him while gritting my teeth. Due to the darkness in his room and the ineffective backlighting, I was unable to see his face. He had his head cocked to the side, his elbows on his side, and his hands clasped in front of his mouth.

He said in a husky voice, "Maybe I am a fool, Jade. Maybe I've lost too. Maybe you're right that I'm getting the taste of my own medicine.”

I was unable to move.

"You made me fall for you so badly that I swallowed all the foolishness you’ve done to me."

My breath hitched.
"Ms. Jade Lewis, a great friend of Oliver Rodriguez whose sent in jail because of a murder case.”

My lips split. I feel as though a bucket of icy water has been poured into my body. I was aware of it. I was already aware of it from the way he began to speak.

"The exhibit, Mr. Wilson, and all the lies you fed me… you think I didn’t know it all? "
I was unable to move. There were no more words in me. My face was given a slap by it. He was always aware of it. Just as I believed we had been successful in buying him off, but I’m wrong.

He got to his feet and walked slowly over to me. His face slowly emerged in my vision. He appeared to have just finished a bath because his hair was damp. His eyes have always been dark and menacing, but now they're even more so. Never before had he given me such a strange look.

When he got close enough for me to feel his warm breath, he stopped. He placed his face against my jaw while holding my cheeks tenderly in one hand. It gave me a tingle, which I felt.

"I see you’re no different from others, huh?" He whispered.

My heart literally fell apart. He just brought up my biggest life regret. Mixed feelings flooded my entire being.

Being aware that I'm beginning to like him, I'm guilty of not wanting to continue this from the beginning. He made a great judgment about me, and I'm upset about it. Hurt because no matter how hard I try to explain it to him, nothing will change.

Since I was the one who bribed him, I still bear responsibility for everything he did to me, including this pain.

”You did this to several men in the past." He stated I wasn't surprised that he knew. "What are you? A damn whore? "

Without a word, I pushed his chest and my palm made the loudest impact, meeting his cheeks. I was trembling while looking at him with so much anger. Meanwhile, his face remained facing the side.
I couldn’t take that blow. I would never be ready to take that blow. I might be a scammer and a thief, but I was never a whore. And he knew that! He knew that because it was only him that I made love with.

"Fvck you," I uttered under my breath.

He turned back to face me. His expression being left without mercy breaks my heart, but all that can come to mind is the word "wolf." He has such a cold, uncaring, and sympathetic appearance. Like he had never pleaded with me before.

Tears fell from my eyes. "Go on, call me names. I deserve all that. But no hard feelings, fvck you too. " I said.

He smirked. "Wow, vixen Jade is back, huh?"
I didn’t speak. I was too focused on my own pain.
"You still have the guts to be this confident when in just one snap of my hand I could send you behind bars and your good-good friend."

Tears kept flowing down. Hearing it all from him was making my legs weak. All right, Jade. You must comprehend. You are to blame for hurting him. All of this is due to you.
My eyes widened. All my thoughts fell into the pit of darkness and all I could think of was those innocent people.
"N-no! No, Beau. Not them, not Oli and Eli. Please, they’re innocent. I-its…It’s all on me. " I sounded so desperate.
He laughed without irony. He appears to be pleased to see me in that position.

"It’s all my fault. I begged Oli, I asked him to help me because I needed that money. I needed to pay for Eli’s bills, I…"

"Shhh," he said, patting my hair.

I sobbed and tightly closed my eyes. He is a monster. He appears ready to treat me badly at any moment.

He whispered again, even kissing the side of my eye, "Don't be scared, don't worry, I'm not that ruthless baby.

I felt repulsed. His tone, his actions, everything about him, disgusted me.

“But you still need to convince me of something, “ he said. I recall our earlier conversation we had at the bar.

In a flash. He took hold of me and pushed me toward the couch where he had been sitting earlier. My entire body became aware of what he did. I was so afraid as I stared into his merciless eyes.

My lips were kissed as he leaned in. I was unable to kiss him back. He soaked my neck all the way up to my jaw. I was unable to detect any love from him. There are no signs of the Beaumont I once knew.

He discovered my underwear after slipping his hand into my dress. He touched me between my legs all at once. I shrieked. My desire for his touch to get drier made me feel wet. I was drawn to him, but he struck me as arrogant and cold-blooded.
Slowly, he moved his fingers. When I sensed the ball of pleasure approaching, I arched my back, but damn! He stopped touching me just as I arrived. I was abandoned!

He flashed me a devilish grin. My jaw fell open. He stood up straight, touched the towel covering his torso, and then quickly removed the towel to reveal his naked body in front of me. He sprung his hard member in front of my face.

"Prove it. That you don’t feel anything towards me. That this was all about sex to you, Jade. "

Again, my eyes were hazy from crying. What a bunch of nonsense. Maintain it in Athena. You are to blame in this situation. When you're treated badly, accept it completely.

“What will I get if I can convince you, huh, after this?”

His jaw repeatedly clenched. “You're free.”

And if this is not stepping on my pride and ego, I don’t know what it is anymore.

I bowed down in front of him gradually while maintaining our mutual gaze. As he watched me submit to him, he had amused and haughty eyes at the same time.

My chest is making a loud boom. After this, I'll be a well-refined trash, I'm sure of it. But as I already stated, I'm cool with it. I am aware that this is the result of what I did. Actually, this is insufficient. I should be in prison, but since he's still being kind to me, I'll take it.

And, to be completely honest, this is what I wanted, right? To escape.

When I gripped his hard member, he let out a loud moan. I've never carried out this. My eyes were streaming with tears as I kept thinking about why I've never treated him this way. He said I didn't deserve to be on my knees trying to win his favor. He's forcing me to do it right now.

My mouth was open when I took him. He cried out even louder when I kissed his tip. I wing it even though I'm not sure if I'm doing it correctly.

I swung him around while holding him. Slowly and with caution, as my teeth might graze him.

He led me while holding my head. I wasn't sure if I was doing it correctly at first, but after hearing him sigh with pleasure, I feel more confident that I am.

For a brief moment, I felt him moving back and forth. I was slightly hurt when his hand grabbed a handful of my hair, but I didn't mind it. His thrust hardened into a deep one. As his manhood touched the back of my throat, I was unable to breathe.

His sighs became more strident and audible. I was powerless to act anymore. While he is doing me in that way, tears just seem to come to my cheeks naturally.

He thrust hard and deep when he reached his peak, choking me. My throat was being squeezed by a hot liquid. I was forced to take everything.

When he pulled himself out, I was panting so badly. All that could be heard from me was a series of sobs and coughs. He grabbed me by the arms and led me to the bed before I had a chance to process what was happening.

He couldn't have seen it the entire time I was crying, I'm so sure. Now that his room was dark, that minor detail was no longer visible. He didn't notice my misery any longer because he was so preoccupied with enjoying himself.

He did me over and over again. He came a lot of times. It was as if it was another normal night for us. But no, he was different. This is the wolf, they used to say. The wolf that never showed his identity to me. I asked for this. I understand this.
I failed to deceive him. I failed to control my feelings. I fell in love with a wolf like him.
This is my goodbye. The painful and heartless goodbye.