Fall For Her More

I have faith that this escape will be successful. However, I've become too at ease. I didn't anticipate this one. It wasn't on the list to fall for her. That is why I never worried about returning to my world. But now I feel afraid. I never imagined that falling would be so terrifying.

I can now only hold out hope for one thing. I am aware that there isn't much about this lifetime that I can be proud of. But I wish I could finally do something correctly. I'll always act morally, and if it were her life on the line, I'd be afraid to gamble.

Blanco was knocked out. I abandoned him in the living room. He could get by. This is what makes me angry. I get drunk from alcohol, but it never makes me pass out. I could stay up drinking all night with Blanco and Apollo, but I'll always be the one who wakes up and is still alive.

I'm annoyed by the never-ending thoughts in my head. I needed to get the bottle of alcohol into the office because I'm in too much of a hurry to put myself to sleep.

The one folder that I care about the most was in the drawer when I opened it. When I saw her name, I opened it and clenched my fist.

Jade Lewis

I don't typically do this. The lives of the previous women I have slept with don't concern me. I'm only available for fun; nothing more; nothing else. This girl, however, is an exception.

Yes. I engaged a private detective to learn details about her life. I might as well spend my worthless dimes on the only thing I value highly in life.

Before turning the next page, I jug a shot from the bottle.

Twenty-two. March 24. Aries. went to a well-known university but failed to graduate. the sole offspring of deceased infamous business man, Bill Lewis.

After reading the first few words of the following information, I closed my eyes. I've already read and studied this a lot. Why, then, am I still so resentful?

Spent months working in a bar as a waitress and cigarette girl. got involved with various businessmen, bribing them and profiting from their success.

Below is a list of the men she had relationships with. Knowing that some of those men are my business partners drives me crazy. I've made an effort to have those names removed from my company. Not only for her protection, but also because I doubt I could remain rational while staring at them and conversing with them while recalling how Athena touched them similarly to how she touches me.

I conducted this investigation while we were on vacation, prior to the exhibit. After that one call, I noticed she was acting strangely. It was an unusual sight to see her acting so restless and bothered.

That wasn't how I knew Jade. She is consistently the vixen, the powerful person, and the headstrong female. But starting that evening, I sensed she was bothered by something.

I want to confront her so badly. Oh, how I wish she would confide in me and how I wish she would come to me for help. But if I persuade her to do that, I'm afraid she'll stray far from me.

I’m scared. Because for her, this is all still a game. A damn fvcking game.

Mad. I had that feeling. In particular, I became aware of how very different our emotions are from one another. You see, I'm absolutely smitten. Fvck my emotions. My feelings for her outweigh her mistakes, so I'll let her treat me however she pleases.

I was irrational once more. I hate the idea of her opening up to anyone just because her world has been too harsh for her, not because she tricked me, used me, or betrayed me.

She technically and literally lost her parents. I am aware that she had to do that for those reasons. She wouldn't have had to go through all of that if we had connected sooner. She deserves everything, so I'll do anything for her.

I am aware of how much she needs my money. It was an honor for me to donate and purchase her pictures. It's all an act, despite the fact that I understand it perfectly. She planned to take more from me than I gave to her.

I reflected on her throughout the remainder of the evening, thinking about both my plans and her life.

That "time" is what I was referring to when I spoke to Blancos a while back. Not about me, really. It’s all about Jade. I want to make sure she has enough money. Therefore, she will have an easier time of it if I ever have to leave her behind.

I raised an eyebrow as I listened to the hired investigator say, "Set up?"

All ears, please. I had to pay attention and make the most of this opportunity because I had traded Jade for my time and broken my promise to her that I would be with her for the entire day. This is crucial.

Seems like his friend who she bailed out is not guilty for killing the man who raped her friend, who’s currently at the hospital right now. It’s one of her plans, to milk me my fortune so that she could help them out.

Compassionate. Something that I see in her. And she’s really willing to put her life at stake just for this people? Oh God Jade, tell me, how can you make me fall for you this badly?

In front of me, the investigator placed some papers. I examined each one individually. The only thing that matters is the information regarding the case involving Athena's father.

"Based on my investigations, the conclusions are leading down to two," the investigator said. "I'm still looking for the rest of the information."

Either he was set up, or he did it on purpose.

I thought about it while playing with my lips. Then, using any means necessary, we'll get him out.