173 - Don't Be Gentle
His teeth caught her lower lip, drawing blood and her claws dug into his chest to reciprocate. Then his tongue tasted hers, and forced it into submission.
She tried to turn, to position herself better so that more could happen, but he stopped her; Shortened their kiss, and put her into the position she was in before.
Then he continued washing her while she protested that she now wanted to sleep with him.
His fingers skimmed over her nipples as he hummed, she shuddered, her hand going behind his neck to draw small circles around it.
He continued his washing; Washed her hair, every part of her body.
She was clean now, this bath should be over but it wasn't. The constant touching had caused more things than would just be ended in a minute.
Her breathing was ragged, and she turned to look at him, her gaze holding his heavy ones. "Fuck me."
His fingers drew circles around her stomach and she stilled, her gaze still holding his stormy ones.
Then his fingers went lower, through her wet folds and delivering a feathery stroke over her clit that sent a strangled moan through her. She pushed against his hard chest with a plead for him not to stop and to be faster instead, rougher too, but he remained gentle.
"Valerick, please."
Those black webby lines were taking over his neck, and she could feel his length growing harder against her back. The bond between them vibrated with growing desire, so much that it felt absolutely consuming.
She wanted to be ravished, not this.
Sparks sizzled everywhere they touched and another pleading was on the tip of her tongue, but his fingers slid into her in a quick successive thrusts that displaced her thinking.
Her eyes rolled back with the quick movement, when his free hand cupped a breast she moaned. Then it slipped down to her belly to hold her in place.
His fingers hit a spot but before she could trash around, his movement grew languishing and his thumb stroke her clit lazily. Frustration tightened in her chest.
"What--? Faster, for the Moon's sake, Valerick!"
"It is going to be rough." He gritted.
It had always been rough with them, he had never said anything about that before, what was different now?
"I like it. I want it. Give it to me." The dark look in his eyes said he wanted it too.
What was going on?
What was stopping him?
He broke their gaze, burying his nose in her neck instead, his fingers in her still continuing their languishing movement; That did nothing but add even more to her sexual frustration.
He was so hard, she could feel it.
"I don't want to hurt you."
"Wh--at?" A moan displaced her words. "If you don't give this to me, I'm going to step out of this bath and fuck myself better."
If looks could kill, the one Valerick was giving right now would have sent her 6 feet under.
He didn't say anything but the rubbing of his thumb on her clit became ferocious, his fingers in her jamming rough, quick, and deep thrusts that made her lose her breath. Her eyes rolled back and her head fell back against his chest, her body arched with pleasure, her claws digging into his chest as she tried to speak but her body was failing her in that regard.
His tongue glided over his mark on her and that was when the trashing began; her undoing.
The sound of the disturbed water filled the air.
"Say something now, Zezi." He pressed the words against the pores of her neck in a dare, as her body arched away and fell back to his chest once again.
Pleasure dotted her sight, she could barely see. She writhed over him, while his hand caged her neck in a chokehold, the other still rendering its pleasurable assault.
"Oh, my beautiful, beautiful Zezi."
Her lips parted for her to say something but the moan in her throat was too big for any other thing to pass.
She couldn't think.
What even was that?!
"Look at me." That command went straight to her core, his voice felt absolutely luring to her.
That was when she realized that she had kept her eyes shut for a while now.
She tried to force them open but she just couldn't.
Then his rhythm slowed down and she whined, "n--o."
"Look at me."
She did, and a feral groan resonated in his chest when he saw the look in her eyes.
His fingers continued their thrusts, his lips capturing hers so that her moans bubbled down his throat while his did the same.
Then an orgasm ripped through her, threw her to ecstasy that she pulled away and screamed his name.
There was barely anything she could hear in this state, but she heard one thing.
"I love you."
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Valerick carried her to the bed, and she trailed her fingers along his abs lazily. When he laid next to her, her hands slipped further down but he held her hand and turned her to the other side so that she had her back against him.
Her body tensed with anticipation when she felt his presence ghosted over her neck.
When nothing happened, she protested. Although, she was already tired from their moment in the bathroom, her body would always want more of Valerick. She wasn't even complaining, she liked it.
He felt perfect.
"You can feed from me." It was a different kind of pleasure whenever he did. That was something she wanted to feel too.
"I know."
She made an attempt to touch his dick yet again but he stopped her.
This made no sense!
She didn't hesitate to tell him about how strangely he was acting but he didn't budge. Instead, he told her that she needed rest, and with her wrists caged in his hand so they stayed locked with the surface of the bed and did not send their tempting attacks towards him, he forced her to rest.
"It makes no sense that you deny me, you know. We are joined." She was angry and she wasn't hiding it.
He smiled, his gaze fixed on her.
"Stay in love with me, Zezi. Stay in love with me forever."
"I never said I loved you." Her voice was low and loaded with sleep.
Her body was weak and tired, yet she was angry that he denied her.
"You don't have to. I know. I feel it."
Moments passed and he spoke again.
"What do you think about the idea of a family? You being pregnant with my child. Will it please you? My soul? Zezi?"
There was no response, she was asleep but a frown was still etched into her face.
He smiled, and held her closer while his hand caressed her belly.
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