26. DEVRIM: KISSING LESSONS AND MORE

*I made a mistake.*
It’s the same sentence that ran over and over in my head as I waited. Obsidian was silently watching me with those calculating eyes of his.
Why wasn’t he saying anything?
I wanted to kiss Vanya so badly, but I didn’t want to mess things up. I wanted to do it right the first time.
Any minute now my heart was going to jump out of my chest.
My fingers gripped the side of the bathtub when Obsidian only continued to stare at me. What if this was one of his sick jokes? Any minute now he was going to laugh in my face and tell me how pathetic I was.
Obsidian moved. He reached out, but not for me. He gripped the back of Vanya’s neck like he had done the other night, but gentler.
Water splashed against the side of the tub when he pulled her closer to him. Vanya tilted her head back as his lowered.
And then their lips were pressed together.
I couldn’t tear my eyes away from them. There was just something about the way their lips moved together.
I bit my lip when Obsidian’s tongue swiped across Vanya’s bottom lip. She instantly parted them and moaned when his tongue slipped inside. Vanya reached out and pressed her wet hands against his chest, which made him jerk away.
“What did I tell you about touching me?” he growled.
She swallowed and lowered her eyes. “Not t-to touch you.”
“Remember that.”
I tensed when he turned towards me. The look in his eyes made me rethink my words, but I said nothing. I tried to catch my breath, but it was hard too—especially when his eyes dropped to my mouth.
He licked his lips, and reached out.
I heard him swallow and then his lips were on against mine.
The whole world stopped. Every other sound was drowned out by my beating heart.
His lips were firm but soft at the same time.
Fingertips brushed my jaw softly and then slid lower down the side of my neck.
I sucked in a sharp breath when Obsidian gripped the back of my neck like he had done to Vanya. My lips parted under the force of his.
Nothing could’ve prepared me for the force that hit me when he really started kissing me. Emotions hit me all at once but the one that stood out the most was lust. Pure unaltered fucking lust.
I wanted him.
My shaft pulsed with need. Bathing Vanya had been hell—touching her and being able to trace every inch of her skin with my eyes—but not being able to touch her exactly the way I wanted.
I sucked in a sharp breath when his lips forced mine apart and his tongue slipped into my mouth. A shudder raced through me when our tongues met.
I wanted closer. I wanted to reach out and pull him closer. I wanted to feel his hard body pressed to mine.
But through all the lustful thoughts, I remembered his warning. No touching. No fucking touching.
I moaned and turned towards him a little more, but a sound broke through the bubble that surrounded us.
A whimper.
I instantly pulled away and looked at Vanya. My first thought was that I might have hurt her when I moved but she was still in the same position and unharmed.
Vanya’s lips were parted, her cheeks flushed with colour that spread down her neck to her chest. And like both Obsidian and me, she was panting.
“You liked that, sweets?” Obsidian asked her.
She nodded. “Y-yes. Do it again.”
I licked my swollen lips and looked at Obsidian. Our eyes locked for a second before his dropped to my lips.
He smirked. “A little more practice and you’d be a pro like our little Vanya here.”
He stood and reached for the front of his pants. My stomach clenched when he undid the button. His arousal was unmistakable. I could almost make out the exact shape of his shaft through the tight pants he wore.
“Have you ever sucked a cock, Dev?”
I shook my head and swallowed. No, I’ve never been attracted to another man. It was only him. Obsidian was the only man that made me feel the way I was feeling at the moment.
“How about you, Vanya?” he asked her. “Have you sucked cock before?”
Vanya’s lips parted and it looked like she was going to answer him, but then she slammed her mouth shut. My eyes dropped to her throat when she swallowed.
“Don’t lie to me, sweets,” Obsidian growled. “I’ve watched you with all those men.” He sneered. “I’ve watched them touch you and kiss you.”
“I—” She broke off and shifted slightly. “It wasn’t like that with t-them. We never had sex.” Her eyes dropped to her hands. “I’ve only tried it o-once but I didn’t like it.”
“Why?”
I frowned at her. “Did they hurt you?”
Her eyes fluttered closed. So they had hurt her. I reached out to slip a strand of hair behind her ear but it didn’t make her look up at me like I expected.
“Vanya?”
“H-he kind of forced me to take. . .more of him than what I could handle.”
Obsidian’s hand froze at his zipper. His eyes darkened and his other hand twitched at his side. “I should kill him,” he sneered. “I should fucking kill all of them.”
Vanya’s eyes had shot up to his when he started speaking, but she was staring up at him with wide eyes and slightly parted lips. She wasn’t used to his violent side and I just hoped that she’d never have to see him when he was lost in bloodlust.
My lips parted but Ezra entered the bathroom before I could speak. He froze in the doorway and blinked at us. His shock only lasted for a few minutes before it gave way to anger.
“I thought we were going to talk before things went any further?”
I took in his blood covered torso and shorts. He had a few gashes on his arms and lower stomach. What the hell happened to him?
“Oh god,” Vanya whimpered a few seconds before the puking started.