Chapter 107
ANTARTECES
It's been two days and still I haven't heard from him. I am getting anxious because I already resigned from my work and also because I am a fool with nothing to hold on to. I hope he'll be back and I am just thinking that he is running the papers for me to sign.
I looked at the busy street. People who come here and there and some are running errands maybe late for their works. While some was just walking and seems to be a happy go lucky. That is what I want to be. Nothing to worry at all and have that smile in my face. I sighed a fog came out from my mouth it is a bit chilly for a morning and it is nice to have a big cup of coffee.
I decided to make a coffee since I have nothing to do and to stop myself from thinking about him.
"Just wait," I said to myself as I get a cup and pour a hot water into it. I got a half spoon of coffee and sugar. I like it strong, it is great in cold days.
"Stop it Antarteces! You are just making yourself look more pitiful and like a lost soul in a kingdom of nowhere. Yes, I feel like I am lost and I don' belong here. It is like... I feel like I belong in my dreams. I feel the belonging of my soul there rather here. And that man, that man that always in my dream. The one that I always talked too. I feel my heart was beating insanely to him and also feeling the pain. I feel like I am that woman who he is talking to. Tss... why I am even thinking such a thing. A fantasy that I wish it would come true whoever he is. Maybe he is my prince," I softly laugh at the last part that I blurted out. great I am acting like a crazy woman walking in the street talking to myself and at the same time laughing.
"Who are you..."
"Hello, my name is devil Seven at your service."
"You are taking my soul and yes I do need you but I am asking for a time," I sincerely said and he looks like he gets it and just nodded. It is now that I realized what he is wearing. He is all suited in a black color. Black color that even a light can't pass through or even a shadow. It's too black and too beautiful. He is also gripping in his hand a weird hat. Maybe that is just part of his disguise huh.
He took a deep breath and averted his eyes away from me.
"Okay I will give you seven days to think and the I will come back for an answer. And hopefully it is good answer," he said and started waling away but he is like disappearing in every steps he makes.
Until now I can't forget those memories the first time we met. I must admit he is indeed a good looking guy or I am not yet expose in everyone and maybe that makes him the good looking guy for me.
I snap out from what I am thinking and lightly slap myself to wake up.
"Gosh, I'm already drinking coffee yet random things are running through my mind," I said before I took a sip.
I grab a chair and place it near to my window. Silently looking at the streets. Today is my lazy day and still I am bothered. I have enough money left and my savings but it is not enough. Because it's holiday the school is closed for a month. It should be only a couple of days but due to our vice principal's death the school decided to close for a month to mourn and that was okay with me. Less expenses much better for me. I think if he will still not going to show up today and by tomorrow I guess I have to find another work.
"Great," I murmured as I massage my temple. It is giving me a light headache to think such a problem. Always like this, financial problem is my headache and I thought he will be the answer to my desires.
"Antarteces, my dear, you are worth it. Consider this as an advance gift because your birthday is near now. You don't have to be so emotional all the time. And Lisa is right. If you are working please take care of yourself also. Do you want to be sick and just lay your butt here in apartment doing nothing? We know you, you will be gone crazy if you don't do chores or work your ass off just for the sake of money. We get it because you want to sustain it to your studies but please just don't forget yourself and your heath because that is your wealth dear, Antarteces," she said and all of us are looking at her in silence. Even Milena's mouth was hang open and also Lisa.
"Sorry for keeping you worry. I promise to take care of myself then," I smiled and Cathy smiled back and nodded.
"Okay! Enough of the drama and let's dig in!" Milena said and all of us laugh and eat.
I can't help but to be in tears as I remember what Melina said to me. A hot liquid again was forming at the lid of my eyes and I just let it flow. It sting into my eyes and sighed. What a pity life do I have. I guess maybe in my death I am still me. Even in the afterlife or maybe I am an animal since I am useless to be a human.
I look at my cup of coffee and smell the aroma of it. I wipe the tears in my cheeks using the back of my hand.
"What are you sighing kitten?" a husky voice asked which I surprisingly let go of my cup.
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