Chapter 59

ANTARTECES

"I am serious. Get out now. I don't know how you get here but what I want is for to leave in this apartment peacefully. Yes, you might look familiar because you were the one who asked me for directions but that is it. Nothing more nothing less. You are giving me creeps right now," I said the first words were strong but the last words that came out in my mouth was soft and thin. Yes, his aura was different and I can sense it. He is not human and I ma sure of it. I don't know because I don't even have the basis to describe it but I trust my instincts. He is not like me.



"I am also serious right here, kitten. And trust your instincts because it never lets you down. Maybe you are wondering why I am here but you were the one who called me first. You are the one who wishes for this and then now you were like backing out? Maybe this is your first and also your last chance for a lifetime if you want me t leave and not just hear the type of my service?" he said which makes me frowned and he immediately knows that I am confused. I don't care if it is all written in my face.



"I know you are in a confused situation right now but what you are thinking and what your instincts right now is true. I am devil, I heard your thoughts and your words. I can hear your desperate heart beat and your wondering mind. Your internal scream to change the habit of your life. To change the direction of your fate. You don't believe in the eyes of the god above right now because of your situation but trust me he is listening to every words you said. I just don't know if he cares uh. I am real and he is too up there," he said and I can't help but to think what he had said.



If he is real, then so the god up there. So he is. I am always talking and wondering why he had given me this life and fight even when I am still young. I was just a bay and I was already planned by adults. And yet he didn't given me any mercy. I was just an innocent young girl wandering and now here I am talking to a devil. Offering my desires that I am praying for a long time. But in exchange of that is of course my soul. Am I ready for it? Do I want to? Do I need to? is this what I have always wanted right? And now it is all in front of me just waiting for my decision.



"I want to think about it first," I said and exhaled a breath. Finally I can feel my heart beat in normal. My hands were starting to warm and I can feel my feet. I look at him and I don't feel anymore the intimidation of his aura.



"Felling warm? I am intimidating you now?" he asked and he was the one who made it. They have so much power, huh.



I just nodded my head not sure what to say. He smiled and nodded.



"So even though you badly need me. You badly wanted your desires or dreams that you have been praying for too long in him and now that I am here you still wanted to have a time to think about it," he said which earned him a chuckle at the last part of what he had said which also insults me a little. He is talking about taking my life and it is not easy but to think of it it is not really easy. It is the fact, the reality. Taking your life in exchange of your desires and dream is such a pity thing to think in some point of view because they will think that you just wanted an easy life not struggling and just keep on going on. But if they just put their feet into the shoes of every person who submitted their names into the devil they will begin to question what they had let go of words. Every one of us has an opinion without feeling into that situation but when you are in that situation already you will come into a thought of how untrue your words before.



That is what the ill of every human they will talk without even thinking and being in that situation. Sometimes you can't blame people who do things in their own way even though they already know the consequences because the answer is transparent. They all have no choice. They are all by themselves. They are not like other people who are blessed of having all the things that some people don't.



And come to think of it. Why do people do bad things? And there you can come up to a better explanation on why. Maybe they do those things because of greed. But the question is why is he greedy? When you are young and living with your parents it is all started in the house. Your family, your surroundings that is your first step in being an adult. What you have taught in your home. What they have taught you is the best example of what you are now. What the seed is will be the fruit. Why did he become a thief? Why did he steal? Well, maybe he do it because of financial crises, for his or her family. Or maybe just for him. He did that well maybe because people don't give him or her any chances to change and give him a work because of a judgement. Or maybe he did that because it is what he thinks is right thing to do. Where did it all came from? No man is an island. Every person needs company. In every steps we take the baggage we are carrying always put a lot of memories, problems, heartaches, anxiety, happiness or even depression. We need someone to talk to or need someone to hear us out. And not just keep it to ourselves and juts one day we will burst out. The baggage is too heavy we need to get some things out and put a new one. In every steps we learn, we progress and we make it. But don't forget to look behind what did you do to be in that situation right now. Do not down people instead encourage them and give them hope and chances if that is what they need to grow up. What this world lack is love and peace. That is all.



But now I began questioning myself. Just what this devil told me. Maybe we are like this, we are in this situation because he is not listening to our plea and just let us to be in this way that no matter how we struggle in life. He is the big hindrance in our way because he is the god and he can anything.



"You are taking my soul and yes I do need you but I am asking for a time," I sincerely said and he looks like he gets it and just nodded. It is now that I realized what he is wearing. He is all suited in a black color. Black color that even a light can't pass through or even a shadow. It's too black and too beautiful. He is also gripping in his hand a weird hat. Maybe that is just part of his disguise huh.



He took a deep breath and averted his eyes away from me.



"Okay I will give you seven days to think and the I will come back for an answer. And hopefully it is good answer," he said and started waling away but he is like disappearing in every steps he makes.



"Wait, do you eve have a name? I should suppose to know what the name of my devil," I quickly said which makes me stop myself. What am I doing and what even I am asking? Devils have no names. Do they?





"Seven," he answered not bothering to look at my way again and he started fading like an ash.