Chapter 89

MELECIENT



"How dare him to tell me those words. He have the guts huh," I said trembling in anger which running through my veins. I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs but somehow I was moved by what he had said.



I clenched my fist of what I am feeling right now. Until now I am hurt and I am still in the process of healing... maybe. I am supposed to have no emotions at all but I choose to have one. I am Melecient, the woman of having a cold heart like a stone but the foolishness inside of me craving and fantasizing how it felt to be loved and how it felt to have someone to love but I didn't saw the consequences that was waiting for me.



My father already warned me but that didn't stop me and now he was pissed of what I have become. I became so much more, much more powerful but I used it still in a foolish way. What can I expect I am still into him. Or maybe I didn't yet have to come the stage of acceptance of what humans in the human realm believed. Or maybe the only problem is was just me. The blame is all of me. And now I am letting myself to go on a flow just to get what should I have to get. Not until now that I have heard his point of view regarding to me.







"Eris," I called which cause him to look at me. It was like the clock had slowed the time and took me a second to see every inch of his feature. Still he didn't change and maybe this is why I am still into him.



"Why are you here?" Eris asked and I averted my gaze into him and instead walked where the wines are. Took a glass and pour myself a drink.



I know that he still do not forgive for what I have done to his human daughter. I also questioned myself until now on why the heaven did I do that? I was ashamed on what I have done.



"And she is at it again. Messing with the memories of that poor child. He had struggled in his past life and even today at the present and even in hell he is still struggling. Messing with his life and maybe from that past life, Melecient, is already messing with him. But if I took a step just to help him his fate will change forever. I already saw what is coming to him and it was beautiful. It will be his treasure until the end there will be happiness and I am sure of it. I can see it in his heart but regards to that there will be pain and that will be his first step. And I just hope that he can hold in it and will not flow to his emotions. I hope he will go strong through his way and I wish he will find strength until the very end. "





"That girl is the key to his paradise. But even though I can see the unrequited love behind her eyes and the carve in her heart. It was in her past and now they are both standing next to each other without a single memory but felt the same familiarity every time their eyes met or every time their skin touch. This two will walk into a tough battle of but together they will surpass it in the name of love. Love is the strongest power the a man can have and it will be an eternity. Unlike this woman that is now in front of me. She lacks of those word. There is no love in her vocabulary and I wonder why she is still here. I don;t know but she belongs to another place. I am not here to judge her standings but she had been change a lot since then."



A god can block a god by reading what he thinks and what is running in his mind. But not for me, I ask my father to give me the forbidden antidote. At first he declined my request because it will get him in trouble but I was surprised that night when he asked to see me and give me what I have asked for. He didn't say a word , he just looked at me with sadness in his eyes and that was my first time to see him that way. I known my father of having no emotions at all but that night I saw sadness and pain upon giving me what I have requested. He then left without saying word and without a doubt I drank the potion and now I came to head what's running in his mind. I regretted all of my actions and come to the point to think that I do not deserve to be god, to belong in an angels realm. I belong there below where the devils are.



"What are you up to now, Melecient?" he asked and I just snorted. I want to make my actions like a divah. I want him to think of me as a villain and I don't want him to think that I am still hurting because of him.





"Finally, I have your attention my dear. My smile works on you, huh," I mocked even though it pains inside of me. We are having a normal conversation not unlike the past the looks like just yesterday.





"Whatever it is I hope you are thinking it twice or even thrice. I don't plan in stopping you whatever you plan now in your head but I just want to tell you this, you are not like this before Mele, you know yourself better than I do. I just hope you will find it sooner," he said and sighed. I was moved when he called me by what he is calling me, Mele.







"I know myself, Eris. Maybe for now I am lost and just searching the right path until I can go home," I answered and my eyes were burning and was like I am about to be in tears but I quickly vanished myself not having to say goodbye to him.