Chapter 60
SEVEN
As soon as I get out from there I exhaled a breath and touch my chest. It was beating insanely and it was weird. Why would I feel such a thing? If she was intimidated by me then so am I even though she doesn't do anything to me. The way she looks my eyes it was like an explainable feeling. But it bothers me at the same time. Is it normal thing to feel towards a client? Or maybe I just can feel the emotions flowing into them or maybe I am just too overwhelmed with this one. I can hear her thoughts though and maybe I just told her earlier that I can hear her but maybe it doesn't yet sink into her.
And come to think of it. Why do people do bad things? And there you can come up to a better explanation on why. Maybe they do those things because of greed. But the question is why is he greedy? When you are young and living with your parents it is all started in the house. Your family, your surroundings that is your first step in being an adult. What you have taught in your home. What they have taught you is the best example of what you are now. What the seed is will be the fruit. Why did he become a thief? Why did he steal? Well, maybe he do it because of financial crises, for his or her family. Or maybe just for him. He did that well maybe because people don't give him or her any chances to change and give him a work because of a judgement. Or maybe he did that because it is what he thinks is right thing to do. Where did it all came from? No man is an island. Every person needs company. In every steps we take the baggage we are carrying always put a lot of memories, problems, heartaches, anxiety, happiness or even depression. We need someone to talk to or need someone to hear us out. And not just keep it to ourselves and juts one day we will burst out. The baggage is too heavy we need to get some things out and put a new one. In every steps we learn, we progress and we make it. But don't forget to look behind what did you do to be in that situation right now. Do not down people instead encourage them and give them hope and chances if that is what they need to grow up. What this world lack is love and peace. That is all.
But now I began questioning myself. Just what this devil told me. Maybe we are like this, we are in this situation because he is not listening to our plea and just let us to be in this way that no matter how we struggle in life. He is the big hindrance in our way because he is the god and he can anything.
I can't but to think that this one is way too different. This one surely came from a hard life. She had much in her shoulders. I think she had been struggling in her life for too long but how come I didn't see her from up there when I was an angel. I was just focus on what they had task on me and maybe that is why I didn't see her. I can see the sadness and loneliness in her eyes and to think that this day is Christmas maybe her emotions just waved. And I also notice that she was all alone living in that apartment. But as far as I know that apartment she is renting is composed of four persons including her. Do I sound like a stalker devil? It is making me cringe. Today is Christmas and by this time up there we are looking at the people celebrating it. They say it was the born of Jesus but we just look at it and can't help but to smile at their faces seeing that their emotions and love to each other totally grows in their heart. But this girl is different. I see sadness, loneliness and somehow hatred but I know she didn't like keeping an anger into her heart. I know how to read people. Angels up there trained me and that is why maybe I have skilled it.
"You are taking my soul and yes I do need you but I am asking for a time," she sincerely said and I look into her eyes and get it.
She is scared. I want to grip her hands and tell her things but what would I tell her? Why would I hold her hand from the first place? It will make her awkward but that is what I wanted to do. Who on earth a person is not afraid of death especially if he or she hadn't done her mission on earth of his dream. Or maybe for someone it is hard to leave a family or person behind that they loved.
She looked at me and down to my hand. And even though it is transparent in her eyes that she finds my hat weird I can't help but to feel a little of shy. Why would be this kind of style of our hat? Maybe this is the one I should report. I kind of feeling silly about wearing this hat for invisibility.
"Should I come and pay her a visit tonight?" I asked my self as I look into the mirror. What am I thinking? Why would I come to her and pay her a visit?
"I would just check on my client. Nothing more nothing less," I answered still looking at my reflection in the mirror and I can't help but to slap myself out. I told her I would see her after seven days though.
I should just tell her that I would see her in three days but why the hell I made it seven days?
Is it me or I am just making it just to show off. Hell with you, Seven.
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