Missing her

Diana point of view
when I stared at Emily, I just couldn't contain my emotions anymore, as I immediately envelope her in a very warm hug, expressing my emotions, showing how I have missed her badly.
" I have missed you, where have you been? what happened to you.." I said in so much happiness, I found the moment so overwhelming that I just couldn't contain it anymore, I just want this moment to last forever.
"thank you very, for always been there for me, I even thought that you have forgotten about me" she said, plastering a sad smile on her face.
" why will I do that, you know when you never came to school, I have been looking for you, I even went to the extent of going to your home in search of you, but I never got you, I totally lost contact with you " I said to her, she then enveloped me in a very tight hug, it made me want to be close with her, and talk about life with her.
" please pardon my behavior, can you come Inside" she welcomed me, I found myself looking at the environment, trying to observe the curtains, the decorations, there was that familiarity attached to it, the familiarity I just can't ignore, no matter how hard I tried.
" so are you leaving here?" I started, she beamed with smiles before she managed to come closer to me, holding my hand so firmly.
" is this really how it feels to be happy? I meant to be genuinely content, to feel like you don't owe the world anything, but you will you can achieve anything in the world" she said excitedly, I know why she's Happy, I think the alpha of this pack is her mate, my eyes then dart to her mark, which was evident on her neck.
when she noticed I was looking at it, she immediately closed the mark, almost like she doesn't want me to see it, I took a mouthful of air, before I said.
" you don't actually need to hide the mark, this is actually the mark, that has been embedded on me by my mate" I said, while straining my hair to the other side, she saw the mark as she immediately gasp.
" the ..the mark, is exactly with mine, it's like a symbol of a full moon" she said, I never bothered to observe, my eyes darted to her mark, that's when I noticed that it was actually true, the mark was exactly the same.
" what could possibly be the reason?" I asked, she shook her head, Indicating she's also as oblivious as I was.
after sometime, I then noticed our mates approached taking elegant strides, thier body was evident , it shows more about thier musculinity, I took a deep breath, before I immediately held until Raph, because I really need to talk privately with him, he stared at me, he creased his brows, almost like this was not the right time for all these.
"please can you give me the chance to talk privately" I excused myself before I went outside, only to noticed that Raph was evidently frustrated, I then stared at him before I said.
" I noticed the mark between me and Emily, is the same, is there something we need to take Into reconsideration?" I asked, he took a deep breath, before he said, " I know about it, you don't need to reemphasized about it" .
"wow so you knew about it?" I asked evidently shocked, I couldn't bring myself to say a word, so I then started taking graceful strides Inside the house, feeling almost betrayed, I then felt like something was wrong, something was not right, and I need to get to the bottom of this, no matter what it'll eventually get to the root of this.
"don't bother yourself, I need you to be okey" I said to her, he took a deep breath, trying as much to keep a calm expression, I felt sad, because I have already gotten used to his presence, and I don't want to let go no matter what, I took a deep breath, before I enveloped him in a very tight hug, showing how I have missed him, he started doing the unexpected, when he started licking the mark, I found myself myself closing my eyes, feeling so much heat radiating from my body, I wanted to feel him a badly, I wanted to him to shove himself inside of me.
" please... please" i begged not even knowing what I was begging for, I wanted to feel him inside of me, but he immediately jack off, making me breathless.
" is there anything the matter?" I asked, he didn't give me time to respond, before he left, leaving me standing there, I couldn't fathom what was wrong, but I know for the fact, that something happened to him.
I then sat on the bed, and i cuddled myself, feeling the need to let out the burning tears, that was already threatening to paved it's way down my cheeks, I just can't help it anymore, I just wanted to cry my eyes out, and let out the pain, because I'm sick and tired of this sherade.
before I could do anything, I found my body getting weaker, as time goes by, I then decided to doze off, I was sleeping, only to feel a hand tapping my shoulder, I immediately jolted in fear, before I stood up, only to meet the woman I had met earlier on.
her pale skin was still there , her dark hair was still cascading down her back,her eyes was still beaming with smiles, I couldn't stop myself anymore, I just wanted to be close with her, despite the fact I'm not certain about her, I just want her warmth to soothe my nerves, so before I knew it, I have already enveloped her in a hug, exuding all my happiness in that hug, she stared at me, almost like she was wondering if anything was the matter.
" What's the matter, my young one?" she asked, I immediately shook my head, she then wiped my trailing tears, making me feel a little bit better.
" I just came here to tell you about what happened to you, when I was younger, I have always wanted to tell you this, but I couldn't communicate with you, unless you mate with your man " I said, I took a deep breath, before I managed to enveloped her in a hug again,I just don't want her to speak right now, I just want to continue feeling her presence,I took a deep breath, before I found myself crying on her shoulder, I don't know why I'm crying, maybe because I'm hurt, the way he just left, without bothering himself about me.
"Calm down my little one, he has alot on his mind, he would be back soon"
" you think so? don't you think he's now disgusted with me"
" no he's not, it just that it takes time, for the wound to heal, he's actually scared, that something might happen to you, and you are his only weakness, despite the fact he hate weaknesses " she comforted me, I felt a little bit calm, that's when he cupped my hands before she started.
"I actually wanted to tell you, about what really happened to me, when I was younger, it was when I wanted to achieved my aims, by running away, because I was fed up with your father, from his domestic violence, I tried many ways to leave that home, but...." she trailed, as streaming tears, paved it's way down her cheeks.
" but what mum?" I asked her curiously, making her plaster a smile on her face, "I just want you to be rest assured, that everything will be okay "
" but what mum, please don't leave me hanging" I found myself curiously begging her, I just want her to talk to me.
" but, I never got the opportunity to leave that house, because of the constant assult I received from your current father, then one day I managed to escape, not until I noticed a man who was following me through the woods, I hated myself that day, but I just couldn't help it, he didn't think twice as he had his way with me, making feel like I was one with him, after that day,I was never the same again. I then went home, only to realize that I was pregnant...." she pursed, taking a deep breath before she continued.
"I was pregnant for you Diana, I wanted to redeem myself, but I couldn't, because when my husband eventually found out about it, he molested me to the core, calling me a cheater" she took a deep breath before before he cupped my cheeks.
" I know I shouldn't be telling you this, but I have to,I just wanted to let you know where you really came from, who do you belong to and who was your father " she said, I was curious to know who was my father.
" have you eventually found out, who make love with, the other day you ran out of the house into the woods?" i asked because I was curious to know.