The raw urge to devour

Rowland's point of view
when we were outside with her, after taking the shower, I noticed she was not walking properly, she was finding it hard to keep a steady strides, she will smile at me, whenever I had that intense gaze on her.
" don't you think you need to check the hospital, because you don't seem too well" I tried to reasoned with her, she immediately school her head.
" there's no need to for that, why will you need to Take me there, while I'm perfectly okey".
"no you are not" I retort back.
after sometime,I then decided to walk her back Inside, before she sat down on the couch.
" please stay here,let me go a and organize all our pack members" I stated solemnly before I Left, I immediately told Seb to organize a meeting for all the elders, before I generally announce my Luna to the entire pack.
after sometime we then decided to head straight to the meeting room, because Seb has already done what I instructed him to do, all the pack members were looking at me, like they wondering why I had brought about this meeting.
I sat on my chair, looking at everyone, while everyone had Thier eyes on me, I can't help but feel even more secure, from the gaze they had on me.
"alpha...are we having any problem with the neighboring pack, that's the reason you have brought about this meeting?" Lucius asked, I immediately shook my head, he has always been my delta, but I don't know, there is something about his tone of voice,his expression, that doesn't seem right to me, I took a mouthful of air, before I started with my domineering voice.
" as you all Know, I'm not getting any younger, I have always wanted and even worse craved for a mate, but the moon goddess were so unfair to me, to the extent, I had to wait for ages before I can get one"
" have you found your mate?" Alfred chimed in, making me took a deep breath.
"yes I have found one " I said, he stared at me with an evident shock expression, before he came closer to me, Making me feel so overwhelmed, I tried as much as I could to keep a Calm expression, I don't Know what else to say, because deep within me, I'm so excited myself.
" Then where is our Luna?" Seb asked, I plastered a smile before saying.
" that's the reason why I have all decided to bring you here, so you can organize all the pack members, so you could all see your Luna " I said to him, he then nodded before they all departed, but Lucius was still sitting there, he didn't move an Inch, I just couldn't bring myself to say a word, as I stared at him, waiting patiently, for what was about to happen.
" is there something the matter?" I asked with a very concerned voice, because I wanted to dig deep, to Know what's has been bothering him, making him act weird.
' no... nothing alpha " he said, before he left, there is something about Lucius gaze that I didn't failed to miss,I took a deep breath, before going to the Forest.
whenever I want to clear my head, from things that are bothering me, I found myself going to the Forest to keep calm, I look at the clear skies, because I Inhaled the beautiful scent of wild flowers with alot of rodents, I wanted to hunt for a mouthwatering meat, but the place seemed oddly empty, I was determined to find something for my woman, because I can't possibly let her to Sterve, i made sure that I focus in other to observe the scents that are around me, I then Inhaled the mouthwatering scent of a deer, I immediately allowed the transformation to take place , I just want to eventually get a grip on myself, I tried as much as I could not to lose focus.
before I started running towards the deer,I immediately I had it in my grip,the poor animal struggled in my grip, but it Only proved futile, I started eating the raw meat, before I took the remaining day deer, down home, before I handed it my Luna, started devouring the meet, like her life depended on it, leaving so many stains on her clothes, she stared at me, almost wondering why where I had gotten this meat from.
"Emily slow down okey, the meat is going no where" I tried to make her calm down, but she was not buying it, she was devouring the raw meat like a starved creature, I Then decided to sit on the dining with her, before I stared at her, looking at her with so many emotions, especially the way some specs of blood, which managed to stain a side of her lips, I had the raw urge to kiss those lips, Despite the fact it was stained with blood, I wanted to kiss it, to feel her again.
I'm always finding it hard to control myself, whenever I'm close with her, I took a deep breath, trying as much to keep a calm expression, because I don't want to act out if recluse, I then stood up to leave, she immediately stared at me before she asked, evidently concerned.
" why are you leaving, is it because of my eating habit?" she asked, putting on her cute yet sexy voice, that's already Making me hard, I'm using my last strength to stop myself from devouring her right now.
" no...not really, when was the last time, you ate a fresh hunted meat?" I asked her, she had a smile on her face, before she said.
" that's about ten years ago?" she Said, making me open my eyes wide in shock, I believe that my woman has to surfer the way she did, I then went close to her, before I cupped her cheeks, Making her look at me.
" I'll make sure, anyone that Made you suffer must pay" the Mere thought of my woman going through hell, was already bringing Cold shivers down my spine, I hate to admit this fact, but I hate the thought of it, I want her to experience complete happiness with me, she then cupped my cheeks, after she had dropped the meat on the table.
" I don't want revenge, what happened to me, what's what led me to you, so by revenging, it only meant, that you don't want the situations that led me to you, I'm happy the way I am with you, you don't need to try to make me feel, like I have a hunted past" she said, I smiled to her sense of reasoning, I Just couldn't hold it any longer, as I smashed my lips to hers, a soft moan managed to escape her lips.
" mine,this is mine and mine alone" my wolf growled in pure ecstacy, before I roamed my hands around her soft body, making her feel the need to be better, I took a deep breath, trying as much to keep a calm, even though I just want to ravaged her at the moment.
I then remembered, that she needed some time, to get some things ready for herself, because what I did to her yesterday, it made her still in pain, I can't possibly ravaged her at this crucial moments, i immediately stood up, trying to catch my breath.
" what happened, is anything the matter?" I asked, making me shook my head Almost immediately.
"no I can't do this, you are still in pains, and moreso, you will need sometime, to heal" I tried to reasoned with her, she plastered a smile on her face, before she immediately stood up, while taking seductive strides towards you.
" I want you as much as you want me, so what's the big deal, let's just feel ourselves, let's not try to stop ourselves, but rather, let's feel the moment" she said, making me plaster a smile on my face, I can't believe that I'm actually doing this, but I definitely want to make things happen , but the thought of what will happen to her, brings cold shivers down my spine.
" don't stop yourself, Rather let's be in the moment" she said while licking her lips, I can't hold it any longer, as I smashed my lips on hers, allowing the pleasure, that comes with being so close to her, she was looking so beautiful, I can't stop myself, for wanting her even more.
I started nibbling her nipples, allowing the moans to escape her lips, she was already screaming the word perfection, it made me wants to be close with her even now and then.
after sometime, we had an unforgettable session, " fuck this is the best sex I ever had" I thought Inwardly, while trying to keep a calm expression, before I could do or say anything, she has already stood up, to take another shower, then i noticed her sexy curves, which are just so perfect to birth my cubs.