I have to tell her my past

Lord Richard point of view
I know for the fact that even from the beginning the only thing I wanted was to become better, to rule over all paranormals, but I hate wolves in particular, because they have always made things hard for me, when it comes in achieving my aims.
I took brisk strides before I sat down in the window, looking at the sky, I couldn't even fathom why I'm doing this, but I know for the fact I'm doing this, because I have a History, a history that I don't want to unviel just yet, I took a deep breath, trying as much to keep a calm expression, I then noticed that there are some set of poeple who are rushing towards me , I immediately recognize them, even from their scent, some were bleeding, while some where limping, it took some time,to guess what happened.
I noticed the way, some of them were in pain, it was evident enough that they hate the thought of it, that they have been defeated by an alpha, I know what Raph is capable of.
"we were defeated" Reich started, I took a deep breath, I don't want to say much about it, because I expected that from them..
"you can leave" I said gently.
"uh...?"
"I said you can leave" this time I shouted, because I hate to repeat myself more than ones.
I took graceful strides towards where I had laid Emily and Diana, they were looking momentarily at each other.
but no one could move, especially the way blood was dripping from their neck, it was evident enough, that they wanted to share this moment together with each other, I'll let them,I won't say a word to that, but what hurts me most was that they are acting like they can do without each other.
"p... please let Diana go, she has done nothing wrong, I'm always the one at fault" Emily said, I plastered a smirk on my face, I just love to see them looking this vulnerable, despite the fact, all of them were my pack members.
"I like vulnerable you look,but unfortunately you don't have the room to tell me what to do, I'll decide what to do" I said, before I sat down on the well carved rock, looking Intently at her.
"i know all of you must be wondering why I'm doing all these" I stated , Emily immediately look up, before she stared at me.
"yes.. I'll like to to know why the fuck you are doing all these, despite the fact we have done nothing wrong to deserve it" she said, I plastered a smile on my face, before I walked up to her.
" we have different things to achieve, but most importantly, what we would achieve is by telling you how it all began" I said, he nods her head, almost like she was impatient to know about my past.
those lingering thoughts are the only thing that is making my hatred intensified, I can't stop myself even though I want to, I want to reach the highest peak of power to destroy all those who have hurt me.
" I'll tell you everything about what happened but not today" I stated before I stood up, heading towards the door, I can't bring myself to say a word, before I head straight to the door, I felt my heart churned in pain, because whenever I remember that horrific experience I can't stop myself, I just want to cry my eyes out, but I know i needed to be strong, not only for her, but for anyone around me.
I then took steady strides towards the door, before I sat down on the sit, my thoughts immediately wandered to when I was younger, I thought about it for a while, I saw the need to tell Emily about it, since very soon she was going to die, by using my powers, I know it'll will weaken her, but I have to let her know about it.
I then noticed Lucas walked in, having that sad face before he managed to stare at me.
" we are very sorry alpha but we we lost" he sounded, I stared at him with my brows furrowed, wondering what he meant that 'we lost'.
" lost?" I breathe.
"yes...we lost when it comes in taking over the Greenland pack, they were too powerful" he breath gently, after I heard those words, I stood up in a swift motion, before I went closer to him, Inhaling his scent.
" I know how that feels to be defeated, so where are the others?" I asked, I noticed him gulped hard, but I don't want him to be scared of me, I just want him to be open with me.
"we are very sorry alpha, we tried our best but we still failed" I pleaded, even without me asking for Mercy, I managed to let a husky breath, before I started walking around him in circles..
" you don't need to beg me, because I know how that feels, to try and defeat but at the end you can't" I said gently before I started patting his back, then I immediately shove my hand Inside his body, before I managed to remove his pumping heart, he let out a loud cry before he succumb to the ground.
I smelled the strong stench of blood, then I cleaned my hands before I took steady strides towards the door, I hate to have incompetent poeple working for me.
I stared at all the group of vampires who have been working for me, without further Ado, I then went closer to them, still keeping my domineering voice.
" I know how this feels for all of you who are present here, but you just saw what happened to him, and I won't hesitate to rip your heart out, as long you don't do the right thing" I Said, before I walked back.
"but..." I scared voice echoed, I stopped in my tracks, to look at the one who was courageous enough to speak, I can't utter a word, but I know for the fact that everything won't go as planned, if I should follow this poeple.
"who just say that" no one said a single word, I Could have let things slide, if the one who said that just admitted it, but it got me even more riled up, the way no one said a word, I can't help it, but feel even more angry.
"I'm very sorry alpha, it was a mistake" I noticed a very fragile boy, he was already kneeling on the ground begging.
"please don't harm my brother, because I won't be able to take it" he pleaded like his life depended on it.
"I won't harm your brother, but I'll harm you" I said before I left, I hate to see poeple love each other, because love is a weakness that has brought many to thier downfall.
i took steady strides towards the door, trying as much to keep a steady breaths, before I paved my way Back to Emily, I think is high time I tell her everything that happened to me, and if I do, I'll then terminate her, because I hate weaknesses and I hate anyone to reveal the past I have tried so hard to keep a secret.
"what the fuck are you doing here? are you going to continue your killing assult?" she asked me, I couldn't utter a word, I tried as much to keep a calm expression , because her confidence was quite amusing.
I went closer to her, before I checked the mark, it was still there, and I can't deny that fact, that it was making me needy and I want to drink the remaining life out of her.
the love I ones had for the two of them, is gone and forever gone, I don't see them as my daughters anymore but as poeple I need to get more energy to achieve my aim.
"I hate the break this to you, but you have less than a day to survive and if your mates refuse to unveiled themselves, then you will end up dead or even worse" I said, plastering a smirk on my face, because I love them to see them this vulnerable.
"what have we done wrong to deserve all these?" she asked, tears was already paving it's way down her cheeks, I should have felt her pain, But i was feeling nothing.
"you have done nothing wrong, but your mother did more than you could ever imagine" I Said, as mu thoughts easily wandered to when I was younger when I was so naive and weak, whenever I remember those days, I feel even more disgusted with myself.
"what happened with my mother" she asked curiously, I know she wants be to unveil to her the Truth, which I'll, I then went even closer to her, before I put a finger on her forehead, allowing her to feel the immense pain ones experienced.