Missing her

Raph point of view
I know Raymond must hate me right now, the thought of it was making my heart churned but I just can't help it, I know he will eventually forgive me . I had to Inflict pain on him, so he will escape with his woman.
I then noticed Richard stared at me, it was more like he was amused with my every action, he then managed to look at me with a gaze that shows more like he was impressed.
"I must admit, I like your strategy, but I know it all, I'm just here to inform you, about what Diana did" he said, then in a few seconds I found myself trying to hold the tears, I couldn't stop myself any longer, I took a deep breath, trying as much to keep a calm expression, when I see the scene that just flashed through me, it clearly shows that Daina was ready to go that extent to protect the ones she love, but what baffled me at the moment, was the pain of loosing the one who matters much to me.
I don't want to act vulnerable right now, but I wish to could get a glimpse of her face again.
"then where is she?" I asked, he plastered a smile on his face, trying as much to stop herself from shedding one more tears.
"I'll advise you to look for her yourself, but what I came to inform you, is that I'm giving you the graceful time of two weeks of training, because I'm not backing down..." he took a deep breath before he continued, "Ambush is a little bit too old, so I prefer we face each other, let's do this one on one"he said to me, which brought a smile on my face,it was evident that he wanted to make things worse, by giving that two weeks.
"I'm glad you gave us time, so Aiden let's leave " I commanded before we took steady strides to leave not until I heard his domineering voice echoed.
"I'm giving you this two weeks to train, use it wisely " those words stream the air, before he vanished.
while we were walking I then stared at Aiden, because something doesn't just seem right.
"don't you think something is a little bit suspicious here?" I asked Aiden, he immediately nod his head, before he came closer to me.
"I know that, but.... what could have possibly happen to make him take such a decision, I know how he acts,he hates to be commanded, so no matter what Diana could have done, shouldn't have moved him" he said which made me nod my Head, because he's absolutely right.
"so what did you suggest we do?" I asked him, then he came closer to me, before he said.
" I saw his looks, it was evident enough that he was sincere at that moment, so I suggest we use most of the opportunity given to us, so we can make the best use of it, to defeat him" he said, I nod my head, because he was right,I then took a deep, to clear my head, trying my best to keep a calm expression.
We continued walking in silence, and I don't seem to get this thought out of my head, I tried as much as possible to keep calm, I don't know what will happen when I get home, I just wish I could meet the woman who means alot to me.
When we reached the house, I noticed that most of my pack members were there, and the beautiful face of Diana was clearly shown, it brought that unknown happiness in me, before I rushed Inside the house,I tried as much as possible to keep a calm expression, I don't know how to approach her, before I ran to her, and I embraced her like my life depended on it, I couldn't hold my back my emotions, I just wanted to feel the warmth of her body, the intoxicating scent that managed to fill my nostrils.
when I noticed her, I saw that she has really lost weight, i immediately knew the pain she might have went through when she was Inside that hell hole.
" I love you so much, I can't wait to feel you deep In me " she said, while licking her lips, it brought a smile on my face, I can't stop myself anymore, before I gave her one last hug.
"God, it feels like forever that I have embraced this body, I'm very sorry Diana" I said looking vulnerable, she is the only one, that has the right to see this side of me.
"Sorry? about what?" she asked, her brows was furrowed.
" I'm sorry for letting you down, I shouldn't have left, I'm very sorry" I pleaded like my life depended solely on it, I don't know why this guilt will continue to hunt me for the rest my life, It makes me feel like I'm not worthy enough for her.
" you don't have to worry okey, I know what you went through, in other to help me, so I'll rather suggest you come with me" she said to me, I sprawled a smile on my face, wondering why she is just so perfect, when we are Inside the house,I noticed some sets of baby clothes, which made me furrowed my brows.
" what are all these?" I asked, she curved her lips to a smile before he said.
" I don't need to tell you " she said seductively before she moved closer to me, with a test kit held firmly to her hand, I checked the results and when I noticed the two lines.
my heart broke, she noticed my gloomy expression, before she cupped my cheeks.
" what's the matter?" she asked, I immediately shook my head, because I don't want to think much about it, I took a deep breath trying not to look so vulnerable in front of her.
"I'll love to be a father..but I don't anything to happen to our child when we have a serious case to handle with Richard" I said to her, making her plaster a smile on her face, she cupped my cheeks, before she brought me closer to her.
" I know how that feels, but you need to be certain, that everything will alright, don't bother yourself too much about it" he said, making me took a deep breath, I can't stop myself any longer,I just want to be close with her and feel every part of her, it makes me want to ravish her right there and then.
" let's go inside, I'll want to prepare something hot and delicious for you" I said to her, she followed me while plastering a smile on her face.
She then sat down , while waiting for me to start my routine.
"do you know I have always hated the word, that relates to cooking, but you have helped me, do more than I expected" I told her, trying my best to suppress the joy that was trying to surface.
"You don't have to talk like that, because when I was younger, I never got the opportunity to experience what it actually meant to feel truly in love, I never got the opportunity to feel loved by anyone, not until you came into my life and made everything more beautiful for me" she said to me, I just can't stop myself any longer, before I walked closer to her, telling her how much I love her.
I shift some strands of her hair, making her look at me.
" I know that have not been a good husband and alpha to you, but I promise that from today henceforth, I'll always try to protect with all I have got, I don't care what the world will say, but I will always be there for you " I said to her, trying as much, to express myself.
I brought my lips closer to hers, inhaling her scent, while closing my eyes.
"damn you smells so good " I commented, before I gently place a kiss on her lips, it was gentle, not to rough, but soft, expressing myself through that kiss, I don't want to lose this moment, so I find myself trying not to lose control of the moment, I used my hand to feel her soft skin, before going down to her thighs, she let out a soft moan, which made me want her even more, I can't stop myself any longer, before I went close to her and placed soft kisses on her earlobe, she leaked more moans, that's when I came to realize that that's her weak spot.
I immediately retracted from her, making her stare at me, almost like she was wondering why I did what I did, I couldn't stop myself any longer, I just wish that everything will be alright, I took graceful strides towards the door.
" you are still weak so I need to cook for you" I said to her before I stood up, I noticed she stared at me with a shock expression, almost like she hates what I just did, I then heard the sound of the door being unlocked.
that's when I noticed Seb was there, he was panting before he told me the most heartbreaking News.