So much anger

Emily's POV
I woke up the next morning I was feeling so tired,the thought of facing that harsh life by Richard, was Still lingering the depts of my memory, I tried to keep calm, but deep within I was happy to see the handsome of face of my mate.
I stood up before I went to the kitchen then a prepared a hot coffee for him. When I was done, I went back to the room where a left him, he was lying so peacefully on the bed.
"Wakey.. wakey, here is a cup of coffee" I said to to him, he pried open his eyes as he stared at me with a smile on his face, it was evident enough that he was feeling happy by seeing my face.
He then took the coffee from me, while looking so Intently at me, I took a deep breath, while trying to calm my nerves.
" You look very beautiful" he commented.
" It's not timr to act sweet right now, but it's time to think of ways how we are going to to defeat the Richard" he gave me frustrated look before he release a sigh.
" I know about that, for that reason I'll actually want you to always be by my side, for the meantime, you don't know how I have missed you " he said, making me sprawl a smile on my face.
He took a deep breath, before he stood up, while heading outside the building.
For a long time, I felt complete with the one who mattered so much to me, there is nothing I can do about it, but sincerely I have always Loved and care for him.
I noticed Diana was talking so someone in the pack, I'm glad that she was actually relating well with the poeple around her.
"How are you Diana" I greeted gently, she immediately started dragging me to a more secluded environment.
"What is it, I hope everything is alright?" I asked, she directed her gaze to different direction, while trying to calm her thought.
"I... I" she stammered, finding it difficult to voice out her problems.
"You what?" I asked.
" I dreamt about Richard, he threatened that he might come even more Sooner that expected" he said which made me stared at her in shock, I don't know what else to do, I tried as much to keep a calm expression, I don't know what to do to make me calm my nerves, the whole thought was heart wrecking.
" What are you doing?" The voice of my father managed to linger through the air, I stared in bewilderment, I can't remember the last time I saw him.
" What are you doing here ?" I demanded, evidently enraged, he had a sad smile etched on his face before he he gestured me inside the room.
"You know that's not how to talk to your father..."
"I have already accepted the fact that I don't have a father, so I'll prefer you stop talking that I'm your daughter" I said in rage etched in my voice.
" I know you feel nothing but contempt for me, but I'll want to assure you that I'm actually here for a good reason, I don't actually want to cause commotion between you and your mate".
"What brought you here father!" I shouted.
"Calm down, don't let the past interfere in the presence, we need to talk about this more amicably " he said which made me tried to take deeper breathes in other to calm my raging nerves, he was right, I need to get my shits together, so I can allowed him to talk.
"Where is your mate?" He asked out of the blue, which made me furrowed my brows and my jaws dropped, I took a deep breath, while trying to calm my raging nerves.
" I actually wanted to talk about something" he said gently, when he noticed my expression, he knew I was angry.
" Here I am, what did you want from us" the authorative voice of Rowland echoed through the room, giving that feeling of tranquility, I took a deep breath, before I went closer to him, I found myself looking even more closely at him, I can't hide the fact that I really cared for him, even by just looking at him.
" I'll want us to make negotiations" he started, which made me furrowed my brows and also wondering if it was actually my father talking, I took a deep breath, hoping for a good outcome.
" Okey, I'm listening" my mate continued calmly which actually took me by surprise.
" I'll want us to talk Richard, he has Also come to our pack a and caused commotion and I'll like us to be allies, so we can defeat him together" he said finally, which made me kept my mouth hung open, I couldn't utter a word, his words actually caught me by surprise, I took a deep breathe I actually wondered what he would achieve by doing this, but I know for the fact, he was actually doing this, because he knows he's vulnerable when he's alone, immediately my eyes dart to Rowland, In other to observe his expression, but he was not saying a word, rather he just kept silent.
My father's presence was already sickening me, I hate to see him here.
"No we are not going to agree to that" I said abruptly, " we already have those who are ready this help, because you don't need you here " I said to her, before I doze off to sleep " I took a deep breath, while trying to keep a calm expression, I don't know what else to do in other to calm the anger in me, but I was already too angry that I just can't control it, no matter how hard I tried.
"I'll think about it, then I'll give you a feedback" Rowland said.
When those words escape his lips, I immediately dash out of the room and hurriedly Left the room, feeling like I was betrayed, hate the fact that he had to succumb to the words of my father, I wanted to voice it all out, but I can't.
I took a deep breath, while trying to calm myself down, that's when I eventually heard the lingering voice of my father that managed to seep in, he knocked on the door, but I didn't responded.
"Can you please open the door, I'll like us to talk about something very important, please just let me in" he pleaded, but I was not buying any of it, I just wanted to keep calm, after knowing the fact that very soon, I'll have no other option but to let go of everything, I took a deep breath before I decided to open the door.
"I know that you are very angry with me, for that reason, I'll actually want to say I'm sorry, I'm sorry the way I treated you back then and I failed to appreciate your unique features" he said gently, I took a deep breath, before I stared intently at him.
"Did you know the pain I experienced through our my childhood? And now you came, telling me that are sorry, just because you needy an ally, what if Richard hadn't invaded your community? would you have asked for forgiveness?" I asked him many questions in a row, because I was feeling so hurt, I don't know what else to say, I tried as much to keep a calm expression, while trying to keep calm, I don't know what else to do, I then found myself trying to get a grip on myself before I immediately stood up to leave the room, because I hate his presence.
But only to feel a firm grip on my hand, u stared at my wrist and I was filled with nothing but disgust.
"I can't believe that this is what I'll eventually experience by being close to you, but be rest assured that there would be a time that you can't even set your eyes of me" while I forcefully removed my wrist from his grip.
"No... please don't go just yet" he cried, his vulnerable voice, stopped me, I was crying Inwardly and I want to clear all my thoughts, I tried as much to keep a calm expression, k don't know what else to say, but I was glad for the fact that, at the end of everything he eventually realize his mistake.
" Please don't go just yet" he pleaded again, but I was not buying any of it.
" Please" he continued pleading, but my was still Adamant about my words.
" I won't accept you back father, I just want to forget about everything, and I hope you won't pester me further" I said, before I took a deep breath, then I heard towards my room, I found myself heading towards the door, but I was stopped by the domineering voice of Rowland.
"You need to forgive your father And let go of everything".