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Zia's P. O. V.

I miss Tyler more than anything right now, why did I not allow him to come to me?

Oh yeah because I was fucking angry

But now this anger is making me sadder, what is happening to me? Why am I being this Moody?

Taking steps towards the rooftop, I glance at the moon as I think about the years I have spent with Tyler.

Life so far has been great with a person like Tyler, who loves me to death, and who will be with me no matter what.

But I am failing, I am failing in being the support he needs to stay as the king of all the realms.

I felt as if someone was watching me, I looked around to see the guard was back with the car I crashed yesterday night

Grandma Ellie was furious and very much tensed when the guard told her that I met with an accident.

Thank god rose was able to calm her down otherwise she would have traveled to see me at the hospital in that state

Her health is starting to degrade now, I am afraid I will lose her even before Tyler can make it here.

The smell of disease in her blood is not unnoticed by me.

For once I thought to make her a vampire but a life where you do not need to eat sleep drink or rest... It gets boring, to me at least.

I do not know how Tyler managed to spend 157 years without a beloved, I can't imagine being away from him.

Maybe that is why he is trying to find something that keeps him busy.

But why that one is not me? Why he is not thinking of marriage and starting a family with me?

I know, I know vampires do not get pregnant, and children are not their thing but fuck it I love kids.

I have more than enough funds for myself that I need to raise a child alone.

I wish people could understand if half of the families who are privileged enough to have enough for themselves and their children, should adopt a kid.

Giving a family to one who is not privileged to have one, won't make them give you thousands of blessings and love.

Rose was a kid when I helped her financially by giving her a job at my place and now she is an independent woman and beautiful.

I should talk to Tyler about adopting a child or two. Maybe that will give us something to mend the broken relationship.

I do not know where I went wrong or where he went wrong but something has been off between us.

I can't pinpoint what but it has.

Once again I felt as if someone was looking at me, I tried to look but my powers between humans were limited, and not getting enough blood to satisfy the bloodthirst is just adding to my weakness.

I looked around and then glanced back t the moon before going back inside.

Walking to grandma's room, I opened the door slightly only to see her reading a book, rose was asleep near her.

I shook my head and smiled, " grandma... You should sleep," I said as I sat near her on the bed she looked at me finally taking down her attention from the book

" Oh shut up young lady, do not forget your time when you made me say stories to you but still your noisy ass would not be asleep," I felt my cheeks turn pink as she said that.

True, I always made her stay with me late at night even when grandpa was waiting for her.

My secret revenge on him for stealing grandma's love for himself, I was too small and innocent to know the love they had between them was the greatest one.

" Oh come on Grandma," I said as I took the book from her hands and put the bookmark in it.

The peacock feather bookmark, the very same one grandpa gifted her in school during the time they were still strangers.

They had a cute nice love story that was later arranged into marriage.

"It has been with me all these years," she said as she saw me looking at the father with longing in my eyes.

I miss grandpa
A lot sometimes.

"You miss him?" I asked.

" In every breath," she replied, the intensity of the words was hard to ignore.

I glanced at the title of the book, it was a vampire love story, " hmm... So what do you think about a life like this grandma," I asked.
This was my chance to know if she wished to live to be a vampire or if she was rushed to die as a human

"What?" She asked, her eyes starting to drop, and I smiled.

" A life of a vampire, no need to eat, sleep, drink, rest," I explained, this was my chance to know what thought she had in her mind.

The ones she has not shared with me till now

"You know from the moment I lost my husband, I lived for you," she said as she looked at me, her wrinkled eyes twinkling with the flash of old memories.

"A life like that would have been a blessing with him" so she wants to be a Vampire?

"But—"

"But—?" I asked.

"He has been gone for too long, I wish to be in peace with him, to be with him, stay as a soul with him perhaps if I was blessed with him, I would have taken the first chance to be a vampire but without him, that would be just pure torture," I nodded as she closed her eyes.

"A life without true love is nothing, you should get Tyler to understand you, " she said as she opened her eyes a little.

I was shocked by what she said.

" You have centuries ahead of you, be at peace with him," she closed her eyes again and stared at her in shock.

Did she know?