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Zia's P. O. V.

I had to make sure Rose was in her bed, carrying her inside but she was sleeping like a baby, I could not help but feel like a mother of a toddler.

As soon as I walked to my room; I felt like my weight was a little too much, and I could not handle it anymore.

My knees felt too weak as I fell on the floor, the coldness made me shiver, I do not know when I started to cry but my tears were choking my dress when I gained a little bit of my mind.

Holding the door, I stood up a little before walking to the bed.

How can I do this? How the fuck can I do this? I love Tyler, I love him so fucking much... How can someone come into my life all of a sudden and demand a place?

' he practically did not say a thing to you about it' my inner self said as I groaned.

I lay on the bed, my tears falling as soon as I did so.

This is not right, I love Tyler, yes I love him

Whatever I heard or saw was ... It was an illusion, yep it was an illusion, I am just missing Tyler nothing else.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket before I searched for the next flight to California, I cannot stay in Mexico anymore.

I will go to Alaska with Tyler, there, there no one will hamper my mind, I should not have listened to grandma Ellie.

Going clubbing was a bad idea, maybe there was some substance in the air.

looking at her phone screen which showed no results of the flight because there was a storm.

I threw the phone on the wall as it broke into pieces, there was a sense of helplessness.

The helplessness I never wanted to feel.

This was not happening, I do not know what got into me when I started to rock myself like a baby after folding my arms in front of my chest and hugging my knees close.

There was not much comfort in this position but it was the closest thing evenlyiping my tears a little I got out of bed to walk out of the room and get grandma Ellie's phone to call him but the strings on my back loosened again.

I looked at the top I was wearing, it is all because of this top.

In the next second I tore off the top from my body before I shade it into pieces.

The small pieces of clothes all around my bed made me even sadder, I stepped out of the jeans I was wearing before walking to my shower.

I rubbed the soap against my skin making it burn me, maybe even sketching my skin but I do not care right now.

All I want is to remove the touch of that man.

I am only Tyler's and no one changed that fact, I love him and only him.

I love him

I love him

I love him

I don't know why when I was saying all this instead of Tyler's face this time I saw that man's face.

I snapped my eyes open, I love Tyler not him!

Turning around I kept my head against the tile, even hitting my head at times until I felt a low pain building in it.

I looked around, I do not need to think of that, this is a finished chapter.

If there are no flights then I will go by car ride but I will leave tomorrow morning first.

Walking back to the room I took a packet of blood and tried to calm myself down.

I was naked when I climbed into the bed, I do not have Tyler in front of me but I do have his memories.

I just need to make myself cum on his memories and I can have a night's sleep.

Author's p. O. V


Zia's hand slipped from her neck to the boobs that rested on the pillow near her, she let her hand touch the hard pebble-like nipple as she encircled her fingers around the bud before tugging at it hard just like Tyler did with her

A hiss escaped her lips as she did the same with the other nipple.

Her body grew a little hot, she imagined Tyler's arms on her as she closed her eyes and guided her hands down to her belly.

Her body shivered as if it was him touching her in all the right places.

She let her hands touch the public hair on her before she parted her knees slowly.

She remembered how Tyler liked to spank her pussy before he ate her like she was his last meal.

She slapped a hand over her her hersngussy as she let out a silent scream.

Her lips formed an o before she did that again.

Her fingers slipped inside her warmth beforegnggo pumpinginginginging it out of herself.

Her vampire's hands did have the speed but they were not as good as Tyler's.

He knew her body more than she ever did.

He loved her like she never did.

He is her love not him, not any other man.

She was having a nice time as her stomach started to be in knots when the feeling of the man's hands on her back returned.

Her toes curled in pleasure as the hands slid inside of her before they started to pump in her and encircled her clit.

She let out a moan as her sensitive bud made her close her eyes tighter.

This felt so fucking right

Taking her time she touched herself in the places she felt the need to, palming her boobs she felt she was close before she gave herself an orgasm in the memories of the man she did not even know the name of.