Much Worse

Hunnie ☀ ❂ ✪







"Can I get two today, please?"





"Oh yes darling!

What does the Little one crave today?"







His words brightened me up, yet brought much embarrassment to me.





"The strawberry and oreo please."







"Do you have a baby in there miss?"

A small voice squeaks to my side, tugging on my sweater dress and causing the adults around to burst out in laughter.







While retrieving the two ice cream cones from the driver, I smile at the blonde haired child and nodded my head.





"She has to eat for two human beings now." I look behind my shoulder, shooting the Childs parents a crooked smile.





I hated that everyone around me was beginning to notice I was carrying. After handing the ice cream diver his money, I felt eyes glued to the back of my head as I walked away.





"Momma, I want a baby brother too!" The child yells as I nod and my smile my way out, ignoring my social anxiety and walking up the street to my house.





The walk was short but a fire could almost be set ablaze outside with how hot it was. The sun scorched, prompting me to quickly fling off the sweaty dress I wore and my bra, before tossing my oreo ice cream into the freezer. I enjoyed my other strawberry under the cool air of my air conditioner.





My phone begins vibrating to my side, but it was an unrecognizable number, so I didn't even have any thoughts of picking it up. After eating both ice creams cones, I decided to take a short nap before dinner time.





My phone annoyingly starts vibrating some more, interrupting my much needed slumber.

It was the same number from town calling. My eyes quickly close, unable to fight my sleep any much longer.







When I woke, the air in the room was very hot.





Shit, I thought I turned the A.C on!





Before I could even sit up, I jumped out of my bones once a hard and aggressive knock comes at my door. The hairs on my naked flesh rise, sending a shiver to my spine.





Who could be knocking like that? I wasn't expecting any company today, so who could it be?

Throwing my sweater dress on, I bent down with one hand cupping my stomach and grunted in discomfort. Another hard knock crashed down on my door again, startling me half to death.





"One minute!"Sharply, I replied.



My hand goes to turn the door knob when goosebumps coat over my flesh again, anxiously I hesitate, beginning to panic strangely. Instead, I take a small peak out the window left of my main door.



Across the street is a black luxurious sedan parked like an asshole, but I didn't see anyone standing by my front door.







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"I SEE YOU!"





A muffled voice sings outside before a body steps into the view of the car.



A massive dose of adrenaline and fear rushes through my body as I throw myself backwards. The curtain reveals a dark silhouette of the person.





They began waving and tapping on the glass window for my attention.

What are they doing here!

I got up, leaning towards the curtains again, enough to take a look at their face.









"HI!"









It's really him!







Kris, he's on my porch!





Heat poured out from my face and my tongue goes numb.

How did he know here I lived!







"Open up!"

He barks through the door.





I stood slowly, holding onto my stomach just as a shiver runs through my core and I turn the knob.



Meeting dull brown eyes that landed on my stomach before my face, we gaze into each others eyes, his mouth opens up to say something, but quickly closes right after.





"Bahm..."

His name slips out of my mouth and his facial expression changes to annoyance.





I want you too Kris, why are you like this?The urge to throw myself into your arms and beg for forgiveness, was strong, but you hated me, I could see it.







"Why so scared?"

My eyes finally lower to his lips that stretched, revealing his perfect, pearly, teeth.





My attention goes to the car across the street. He follows, then he faces me again. I could feel his eyes travel all over my body, making me feel so much shame and guilt.





I wish I deserved to have those eyes on me the way I wanted it to.







I wished...







"You're coming with me.

Let's go!" Firmly, he motions his head towards the car.



I didn't say a word. I figured this must be one of Kris's hideous tortures, or berating of how much of a whore I was...







"What are you waiting for!"





Without hesisitaion I slip my feet into my first pair of sandals by the door, grabbed my house keys and locked up.



It wasn't everyday you'd see Kris and I together without him yelling at me or expressing how bad of a mate I was for sticking by Anna's side.



I was very nervous and hoped Bahm would be sitting in here as well, but that wasn't the case.





The first few minutes driving was very silent, filled with tension while I deeply sunk into the heated seats, into oblivion until he finally spoke.





"You have, NO idea, how tremendously painfully it's been fighting a mate bond between you and I!" Hips quivering lips pained me.







"Does...he....--"





"No...he doesn't like you!"

He hisses right away, not even giving me a chance to finish and his words burned my ears. Bahm must be listening in too, he always does.





Does he know we are fated mates and sill hates me? A single tear falls down my face, followed by many others.



"Stop that!" He speaks through his teeth, tightening his fist around the steering wheel.





"Not when you took so much away from me!"

Turning to face the window and covering my mouth to cry silently, he was right.





Finally, we entered into a dark garage off a busy road in a high end neighborhood. My breathing become irregular, expecting the worst to take place.





"Relax...

It's my place...."







"But why are we here?"

Frantically, I expressed.

He ignores me and I begin to look around.







Never have I believed he could do anything bad to me, but now I wasn't really sure. It didn't seem like I was here for good news.

"Kris..I don't...want to be here."

He parks the car, turning off the engine and stares at me with a blank look





"I have to talk to you. I have an ...an offer you hopefully won't refuse." He says, his brown empty eyes penetrating right through me. He looked like Bahm to me.







"What is it?"







"We'll talk inside.

Lets go."





His voice trails off once he exits the car, comes around to my side, and opens the door.

My intuition was telling me I shouldn't be here. I could sense something horrible coming . The bond was so submissive to my mates, they could do whatever they wanted with me and I'd never find the strength to fight back.







'Sigh'









The ride in the elevator was long and quiet.

My eyes examined every part of my surroundings incase I had to run away from Kris once we arrived through at pristine, black, marbled door, taking our shoes off once inside, and walking down a short black hall into an opened shimmery parlor.



He led us to two long sofas in the middle of the room and motions to sit, then he takes a seat right next to me. It sent butterflies to my stomach. Wow, I'm sitting next to him without fighting?









"Hunnie?"







"Yes?"





"Do...you...want....to..." He pauses, looking up towards the ceiling. "Do you want to continue being my mate?"





My mind races at his question. Of course I do!



"Yes...yes I do!"

I cried and he scoots closer, placing his hands to the sides of my face.





"You have no idea how much I've missed being this close to you."



Tears fall again by his words. He wipes them as I sniffle and plants a kiss to my forehead. His sudden change in aura took me by surprise. This was the Kris I knew, this was him!

I figured he was going to scold me or much worse!







Without a word, his big warm arms embraces me tight hug. His scent was so similar to Bahms'...I miss them.







"I'm sorry Hunnie.

I really am."

In the hug he places another kiss to the top of my head and I ask, "What about Bahm"?





His body tenses before he answers.



"He says there's a way we can be together, you and me." Breaking the hug, his eyes turn to something of pleading and his lips quivered.





"What do you mean?"





"Well....actually...

Theres two things you must do for this to work, and I promise we can be in your life again."





"With Bahm too?!"





He shakes his head, bothered by my question and searches around upstairs to the back of top parlor.





"We... can share." He opens his eyes wide as though he's upset, but then he winks.





"Listen Hunnie...Listen." He places a hand on my shoulder.





"I really want things to go back to normal, but...but...I need you to...

Too...

Terminate... your pregnancy."







My vision suddenly fades, my heart shatters into a million pieces at his request and an alarm of fear rings in my head.