Booseful Tranquility

Bahm







Oh no.



This is awful!

Not good, one bit!







My mouth hung open as Kris takes his leave before I could even say much. He wore such a calm and vague look on his face the whole time he spoke, only glancing over at me once.

Lingering servants began cleaning off the table as I sat there crushed, not knowing how to react to his request. The moon lit the lake like a bowl of creamy milk across the way, and red torches guided our way back out the patio space and towards the castle.





Bile bubbled at the bottom of my stomach before I could even make it down the pathway. My legs and arms felt so heavy. Never feeling this sick before, I stumbled away from the table and off the path, holding my head stressfully. This was a hard left blow.





The heart implanted in Kris' chest was out of love!

Now, he was simply telling me he didn't want my love.

He doesn't want anything to do with me, or from me anymore.

It hurt more than I expected it to. Never have I ever thought he would go this far and want to lose... all connection to me.





Collapsing on the lawn, only meters from the pathway that led into the courtyard, a court maid shakes me frantically, calling my name, but I wave her off, ensuring I was alright. My body slumped lifelessly as I laid there, reacting to the difficult and heart breaking world that was crumbling down on me.







I love this man...

Why won't he forgive me?

Why can't he see it was all an accident. If I had my memories I would've never reacted that way towards him!







Days go by and all I could do was isolate myself in my room, hiding my true feelings, and my true self. Having lied to Hunnie many time, informing her that I was always sleeping, instead of how I was curled up in bed, sulking.





"There's no way we can place your heart back in this body.

It isn't a bright idea right now."

Aldrerix said this to me a few days ago, before our channel was infiltrated by that demon again.





I knew exactly what Aldrerix meant. There was no way we could let this demon try and manipulate my heart as well. He already had an upper hand with my abilities and emotions.





I have to come clean, get straight to the point of why I've been stalling to take my heart back and tell Kris just what's going on. Now, I'd have to see the look on his face once I explain exactly what happened to me down in Hell before I came up to the surface.









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𖣘𖣘𖣘𖣘𖣘𖣘𖣘



𖣘𖣘𖣘𖣘



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Taking to the bar in our marvelous lounge room, the one Kris loved being in, I sat on a chair facing the windows and holding an empty bottle in hand, watching outside towards the courtyard.





Having just enough alcohol to numb my mind and body, I dropped the bottle on the ground, throwing my head back in exhaustion and letting sleep take a hold of me just like the passed three nights.





When I woke, I was hoping it would be dawn already, so I could go cuddle with Hunnie. She's has her own schedule to spend equal time with both of her mates and on some days she walks over with Leolo, whom guards Kris' room as my trusted guardian.



If only I can sleep forever, knowing the ones around me would be safe in my absence, I would. To stop fighting myself and to not listen to the voice in my head. One that was looking for blood.



When coming back to my senses, the room was still dark, as well as outside. The more I blinked in my groggy state, the more I could tell someone was standing to my side. Then, my body finally realized there were warm hands on my shoulders.







"Hey...

Why are you sleeping here?"



Hunnie says softly and I sit up right away, wiping the corner of my mouth with my hand. She looked like an angel wearing a an all white night gown that revealed her bust and dragged on the floor behind her.







"Mmm!

I just fell asleep here," I croak and she extends her hands for me to take.







"What are you... doing down here?"









"Leolo showed me a shortcut. We didn't think you'd be down here!

He was very shock to see you down here.

Says he couldn't smell you."









"Oh, yeah.

My scent is cloaked."





Staggering onto my feet and taking Hunnie's arms in mine, we walk the rest of the way through the dark lounge room and out into the dimly lit halls. I hope they didn't see that large bottle of bourbon, or smell it around my mouth. I've been trying to hide the way I've been self soothing. Besides being around Hunnie, I'd rather drink until I fall asleep.









"You're up early."

A groan escapes my exhausted lips, trying to mask that I was still a bit tipsy.









"Yeah Kris started working out a quarter after 4, so I decided to come earlier.

I can't stand the noises.

Why did you cloak your scent, by the way?"











"For Kris...

The room is cloaked too..I figured he'd be more comfortable that way.

You can tell him that after lunch if you want." She nods, placing a hand behind my back and under my baggy t-shirt.







We pushed through my heavy dark oak doors, and I lift Hunnie in my drunken stupor, placing her on the bed with a small giggle erupting from her throat. We lay under the covers, preparing to sleep in when Hunnie turns to face me.







"I've been feeling movement." She says cheerfully, sliding my hands all over her hard stomach. They've been doing some growing. It made me so happy to know we will have our son in our arms soon.





Lowering my body, I place my head on her stomach, laying there eternally as I listen in on the heightened heart beat of my son and his small movements. One much too small his mother would never feel. This excited me even more. To have moments like this!





I place a kiss on her relaxed stomach, wrapping my arms around and under her back. The scent of Kris was all over her and strangely, it soothed me back to sleep.





Finally, the sound of birds chirping, maidens whispering about in the castle, and Hunnie's growling stomach, indicated that it was time to wake up.



My first glance was Hunnie drying her hair vigorously with a towel while she browsed her wardrobe rack. Her robe then drops to her feet, revealing her naked backside with the world's well proportionate ass that I love to bite at!

She turns to face the bed once hearing me sit up and shoots me smirk as she bends forward over exaggeratedly to slip her feet into black panties that her voluptuous rear swallowed whole.





She turns again to pull a white sweater dress over her head as my eyes glued all over her body.

Being pregnant really looks swell on her. My stuffed turkey of a mate.





"Glad to see your eyes working." She jokes, sitting on the sofa and applying lotion to her legs.





"I'm sorry baby.

My ears have been a bit distracted.

I've just been so tired and adjusting to everything still."







"I know.

You gotta take it easy with the alcohol too, it could be that.

This also isn't my first time smelling it on you."







"Yeah...

Everything is so overwhelming!"







"Oh really?

Like what?"









"Like...Everything Hunnie!" She looks up with a pout, lotion still in hand and I advert my eyes after raising my voice a smidge. I didn't mean to be this way with her. The anger, was with myself.







"Does...does it have to...

How are you doing after what Kris told you?

Abou-About your heart?"



My eyes close tightly, stressed by the memory that never failed to leave my thoughts and I throw the covers off my body viciously while stretching. My hands come around my phallus in second nature as I think of my reply, opening up to the high cove ceiling above me. The small black paintings around the edge were my focus for they looked like free little black birds.









"I don't know how to feel Hunnie...

This isn't something that I want. At all!

I don't know what to do."











"I understand that Bahm.

It hurts me so to see you both so separated from each other.

It eats me alive at night."





"I'm sorry.

Let's not talk about it any longer.

I'd wish to forget."



The words slipped right out of my mouth as Hunnie seats her self right beside me, rubbing her hands across my chest before she begins placing kisses to my jawline. My skin twitches under her touch, bringing fourth tranquility to my soul, especially when one of her hands wrap over my hand and around my member.

Her breath flowing through my nose was an addicting euphoria that I desired to surround myself in. She pecks my lips, trailing down my chin immediately. She made me grin in the process, Hunnie still hates morning breath!



I remove my hands from my phallus, and Hunnie slides her hot wet mouth down my length. Along sigh of arousal and relief leaves my throat.





Sometimes, just sometimes...I wish I could have her all the time.