Someone Love

This woman was called Ruby, a beautiful black-haired woman who somehow caught his attention. This woman always talks about God and angels whenever they meet.

"Do you have to keep calling me just to talk about that? I'm not the least bit interested!" He said while smoking a cigarette.

Ruby chuckled, she didn't know why Lucien always came every time she asked to meet. Even though she looks cold and indifferent, Ruby knows that Lucien really cares about her.

"So, why did you come even though you didn't like it?"

"It's all because-"

"Because you saved me that night? Are you sorry?" Ruby looked into his eyes gently. He could see the purity and sincerity in her eyes. Something that he did not see in the eyes of other women.

"I am a bad person, I never help anyone. That's why I feel burdened by what I do!"

"Because I said that you are my savior angel?"

"Yes!" Lucien looked at him seriously. Their eyes stared at each other for a few seconds. There is a vibration in their hearts that they are aware of each other, but they always try to hide it.

It's been four months since that night and tonight is Valentine's night where Ruby asked Lucien to meet because he had something he wanted to give.

Ruby took out the gift she had brought, which she had specially prepared. He knew that he would never be able to repay what Lucien had done to him. Not only did he save his life, but Lucien always made sure that he was okay and that no bad guy bothered him anymore.

"What's this?"

"To you. It's valentine's day, so I want to thank you in person!"

"You always thank me in person every time we meet. I didn't help you just to get a valentine present!"

"I also didn't give you a gift because you saved me!" he said. Ruby was reluctant to continue her words when she suddenly felt a rumbling in her chest.

Lucien looked at her with his charming wolf eyes. Ruby knew it was very easy for women to fall for a man like Lucien. He was very handsome, with a perfect physique, deep and deep voice. But what made him even more attractive was his cool and calm demeanor, devoid of any reactions or exaggerated expressions.

Lucien took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. He became like this, could not refuse this girl's request just because of one sentence he said at that time.

"You are my savior angel!"

One sentence that can change his cold soul becomes warmer. Even though it was troublesome at times, but whenever seeing this woman happy, it made her happy too.

"Okay, I accept your gift! But after that don't give anything else including religious books. Do you understand?"

"Hihihi...I understand! But if it's mine, is it alright?"

"If that's okay!"

"You like my cooking, don't you? Come on, be honest!" Ruby tries to seduce Lucien. He knew Lucien never refused whenever he asked him to come to his flat and taste his cooking.

"I love simple home cooking, because I hardly ever taste it!"

"But you always eat dishes made by famous chefs, you're lucky!"

"I think your cooking is more delicious!" Lucien unconsciously threw a compliment that made Ruby's heart beat even faster.

Ruby looked down, trying to hide her blushing face. She fell in love with Lucien and she could no longer control that feeling.

He already knew that Lucien was a jockey in the gambling world who had gotten used to a free life without rules. Meanwhile, Ruby is a simple girl who is gentle and religious.

He always promised himself that he would not make love to a man who was not her husband. But somehow he wanted to break that promise every time he was with Lucien.

"Lucien!"

"Hmm?"

"Do you think I'm beautiful?"

"I think so!"

"But not as pretty as the women who often surround you, right?"

Ruby's questions started to get weird, she usually always talked about God, heaven and hell, now she's talking about something different.

"Actually, what do you want to say?"

"Th-that, s-me-" Ruby stuttered. He wasn't sure that he could say it so easily. Especially to Lucien who has been looking after him for the past four months.

"If you don't say it, I will leave now!"

"W-wait! I was just wondering why you never wanted to touch me?"

"Touch you?"

"I-I mean, is there something in me that isn't attractive enough for you?" he said nervously.

Lucien was stunned, he began to understand what Ruby really wanted to say and he was quite surprised after realizing it because he thought that Ruby was different from the other girls.

"You want me to touch you?"

"N-no, I-I just-"

"Ruby, you know why I always come every time you call me?"

"N-no-"

"That's because I feel at ease with you."

"Calm?"

"Yes, I feel peace that I don't feel when I'm around other people. I feel like home, because no matter how busy and messy my mind is, I still try to meet you because only with you I feel calm." he said.

Ruby was stunned, she was surprised because she didn't expect Lucien to feel that way when she was with him. He felt happy and also embarrassed because he had asked unnecessary things.

"Sorry, I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!" Her tears flowed. He really regretted his words.

Lucien rubbed his head gently, he had to admit that Ruby was special in his heart. This woman had filled an empty space in his heart that he had never opened up to anyone else.

"Never mind, it's fine! This is the first time I want to look after and protect someone in my life. Because of that-"

"I love you,"

"What?"

"I love you, I really love you."

The words just came out of his mouth. He didn't know why he was so desperate to tell Lucien about his feelings. Lucien was quiet and that scared Ruby. He was afraid that Lucien would actually hate him because of those feelings.

"Why?"

"W-why?"

"Why do you love Me?"

"I-I don't know, I just-"

"Is it because I helped you that time? Or is it because of something else?"

"I don't know. But, just like you, I feel calm when I'm with you. A peace that I've never felt when I'm with other people."

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Ruby lay limp helplessly on the bed. The legs are still wide apart, it is very difficult to straighten them. Spots of sperm splattered on her face, body and genitals.

This was the most tiring night of her life. Lucien was really crazy, he did it many times and never let Ruby rest. He was truly avenging her just like he said.

He came out of the bathroom and came over to her who was lying on the bed. He approached and smiled with satisfaction because he managed to give a painful torture.

"How does it feel?"

"You want to kill me?"

"Killing you is very easy, you know? I could have hired an assassin to eliminate you, but I don't think that would have caused you enough pain."

"Why have you changed so much? I know you are a good man and would never hurt a woman. But you grabbed, strangled and slapped me many times."

"Lucien you know died when you decided to leave him. Do you think he will still be the same person when he is reborn?"

"You said you love me, right?"

"I do love you, Ruby. But the way I love you is different. I used to do everything for you, treat you gently and pamper you. But in the end you still left me. If I have to be a bad guy to make you come back to me, then I will be that bad guy." He said while wiping Ruby's tears.

Ruby didn't know what she was doing was right or not. She needs a lot of money to renovate the grandparent's house and her grandma's hospital fees are not small, while she does not have enough income. She didn't understand why she always had to be stuck in a complicated situation like this.

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