Chapter 40
Alex.
22:00 ''Alex's House'' Sao Paulo '' Brazil.
It's been almost two weeks since I was released, and whether I wanted it or not, I feel a huge void inside me, missing my friends, especially Diego. ''Who would have thought that I would fall in love with a criminal, a criminal who managed to break all my barriers? I didn't even have the opportunity to tell him that I love him, too.
Coming home was the worst thing in the world. My parents were acting like victims, saying they didn't visit me because they thought I was a drug addict, and they didn't want to be embarrassed by visiting me. ''My brother turned my life into hell this week, telling all the neighbors that I was arrested and everyone looked at me strange, even though they knew I was innocent.
I went back to college, and everything changed. People don't even look at me properly, and they keep whispering about me behind my back, saying that I could have paid the police officer to get me out of that place. ''People are terrible at judging people; they don't know the story right, and they will judge the person.
I miss my friends a lot; in fact, they were my first friends since I didn't have time for anything; it was school and college, and it's always been like that. ''I don't miss prison at all, but I miss them, that's all. Every night I dream about Diego, his dark eyes that attract anyone's attention, his mischievous smile, and his laughs that are good to hear.
I miss him.
My wound on my face has already healed, leaving a big scar, and this makes it worse for me because people look at it and make up everything about it; it drives me crazy. ''I wanted to visit them, but my family is really on my case; I can't do anything they want to know; it's making me crazy and very angry.
I let out a sigh and went down the stairs at home. Seeing my brother in the living room, I rolled my eyes.
''Look if it's not the stoner. '' He said, laughing.
''Look, if it's not the stupid piece of shit. '' I said, smiling sideways.
''You think so, don't you? ''I've heard this so much in jail that it drives me crazy.
''Look, go fuck yourself and leave me alone.
''What language is this, Alex!? '' I looked at my mother, who has her arms crossed.
''A language I learned a long time ago. ''I spoke roughly.
''Look how you talk to me!
''I don't care about you, you know what? Fuck you all; you just use me as a domestic while your bum son is sitting on the couch. You say you're ashamed of me for being arrested, but your darling son smokes weed, gets in trouble, he's almost gone arrested, while I am innocent and you judge me. Fuck you old bastards!!
I grabbed my wallet from the table and left this shitty house. I walked through the streets of São Paulo with my head full of all this. Furthermore, I just wanted to have a job so I could leave this place. ''I wanted to see Diego; I miss him so much.
Tears fall down my cheeks, and I hug my own body because of the cold.
Crap!
I walked a little further and got a big shock when I saw an all-black car pull up next to me. I looked out of fear of being robbed.
The rear window of the car opened, and my eyes widened when I saw who it was.
''Surprise fagot!! '' B spoke with a big smile.
''B? '' I asked in shock.
''And so are we fags. '' Kelly pushed B away. ''Guys, he was in shock.
Boquinha also stuck her head out the window.
''We are all free!!
The front seat door opened, and my eyes widened when I saw Diego.
''Surprised to see me, love? '' He asked with a beautiful smile.
''D-Diego!?
I quickly jumped into his arms, hugging him so tightly.
'' Hey, my love. ''He also hugged me tightly.
I smelled him, and that made me hold him even tighter.
'' I love you too. '' I spoke, and he squeezed me.
''My beautiful little bunny. ''I took my face off your neck. ''I missed you so much.
I didn't respond to anything and simply kissed him, making him reciprocate. His tongue entered my mouth, and I ran my hand through his hair to deepen the kiss even more. ''We separated due to lack of air; I couldn't get away from him.
''I also missed you very much. '' He brushed his thumb across my lips.
''My boy, only mine. ''Kissed my lips once again.
He is real.
I put my arm around his neck, bringing him closer to me.
''Ah, how cute, guys. ''I heard Barbie's voice.
I smiled between the kisses and separated our mouths. I saw my friends now outside the car. Furthermore, I moved away from Diego and ran to hug them too.
''I missed you guys. ''We had a group hug.
''We miss you a lot too, little nigga. '' Little Mouth said, smiling.
''Now let’s all be together. '' Kelly spoke excitedly. ''You will now be able to have a peaceful life, Alex.
I nodded very excitedly. I'm already very tired of my family. '' I looked at Diego, who extended his hand to me.
''Are you coming with me? ''I took his hand, and he pulled me towards his body.
''Yes, I will go with you wherever you go. '' He smiled and kissed my lips in a long peck.
''Now you belong to a drug dealer. ''I ended up laughing at that.
''I always belonged. '' He smiled.
''Yes, you are my prisoner. ''I smiled lightly at that. ''But it is also free; it is only tied to me.
I shook my head laughing.
''And you are also stuck with me. '' I ran my hand over his cheek affectionately.
''Yes, I am your prisoner too.
I kissed him with all my love, with all the feelings I had inside me.
''Me too, Diego.
''I love you too, my little bunny.
Hug him.
''Now we can be together.
''Yes, I won't let you leave again; it will just be you and me.
'' Forever?
''Until death.
Smile at that.
I was arrested; I was almost raped several times. Diego made a lot of mistakes with me at the beginning, but then he changed. Life is not fair, but we can enjoy it.
''Let's go to your new home. '' Spoke with a big smile.
''You are my home, Diego.
''And you mine.
''Oh man, how gay! '' Kelly spoke.
''We are gay! Little Mouth replied.
''We are fagots!!! '' Barbie spoke.
I ended up laughing while still hugging Diego.
I gained new family, wonderful love, and friends.
Life wasn't so unfair to me.
I looked at Diego again.
''I love you; I will never get tired of saying that.
He looked at me with his black eyes.
''And I love you too.
Forever.
Until death.
END.