Prologue & Chapter 1
New book in the area, a gay, prison novel.
I must apologize in advance if there are any spelling mistakes, sorry, I am from Brazil and I am trying to learn English. This book is proofread, but there may be some mistakes. So I apologize now.
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Alex.
22:45 ''Sao Paulo. '' Brazil.
Shit, I ended up staying late at the college library again, this is the second time I ended up being late and missing the bus, I really hate going to college at night. In addition to being very late, it is also very dangerous to walk at this time of night, various things like this could happen, like me being robbed or killed. ''My mother is right, I think very negatively about things.
I'm a little relieved to see that I'm already close to my stop, I cross the street and walk quickly, out of nowhere, really, out of nowhere a police car appears next to me.
''Hill over! '' The police officer said, getting out of the car.
''Calm down, I didn’t do anything wrong. '' I said, raising my arms up in redemption.
''We will judge this.
He brutally pushed me against the wall and I started to be searched, his friend from the car got out and took my backpack.
''Hey, there are only books there. '' I spoke a little indignantly at this.
I just wanted to go home, why does this only happen to me? This bad luck of mine is wonderful.
''I will check. '' He walked away, heading towards the car with my backpack.
I let out a sigh at that, and the officer walked away from me.
''Look what I found in that bag, Antônio. ''I turned around to see what he had found.
''That’s not mine!! ''I ended up screaming in anger when I saw a kilo of marijuana in his hand.
''Everyone always says this, you are trapped!
'' What!!?
Antônio arrested me and pulled me into the car.
''You were the ones who put that in there!! I have no involvement with drugs!
''If you keep shouting like that, I'll shoot you and no one will know who did it. ''That made me shut up.
Why is this happening to me? Crap!!
I observed the path they were taking and noticed that it was already close to the Police District — Green House.
I feel a great desire to cry, but I'm not going to give those unfortunate people that taste. '' I feel the car stop and I see the police station in front of us.
''Come on, you marginal. ''The friend who said he found a kilo of marijuana in my bag said pulling me.
I pushed myself to start walking, and soon we entered the police station.
'' He comes!
He pulled me aside, and I saw a delegate signing some papers.
''We arrested him for carrying a kilo of marijuana in his bag, boss. '' He said, placing the marijuana on the table.
''That’s not mine!! They put it in my bag!! '' I spoke desperately.
The deputy looked at me and gave a sideways smile.
''Many say this and in the end it belongs to them.
''That’s not mine!! I was coming home from college when they approached me! '' I said, pointing to the police with handcuffs on my wrists.
''Boy, I'm experienced at this, you're going to tell lies to your trashy little friends. ''He took out a paper and signed it. ''You will be taken to the Provisional Detention Center, II Guarulhos.
My eyes widened at this, I've heard that the prisoners in this place are the worst.
''No please!!! '' I shouted, begging.
''Take him!!
The damn cops started pulling me away.
'' No!! Let go of me you unfortunates!!
The policeman punched me in the stomach, and it almost made me vomit.
''Your relatives will know that you are now in jail, you worm!
Tears started to fall down my cheeks, I didn't care if I was crying in front of them.
This is too unfair!
10:00 ''Sao Paulo. '' Brazil.
At this exact moment, I am on a bus with the other prisoners being taken to the Provisional Detention Center II Guarulhos. I already cried a lot when I was stuck in a cell yesterday, just waiting for the bus to come to take us to our terrible fate. ''I don't know if my parents received the news that their son was arrested, all because of those damned shitty police officers. ''What did I do to deserve this? I'm a twenty-two-year-old boy studying administration, I ended up being arrested because of bad men.
I let out a sigh and felt eyes on me from the other prisoners. I've already heard about this prison we're being taken to. They say this place is the worst in the world, but who said they care about us?
''Everything okay there, cutie? ''I was scared by a very tall man with piercings all over his body, he also has a big scar on his cheek.
''Y-Yes. '' I replied, very nervous about this.
He gave me a big smile that scared me.
''It doesn't look good, cutie. ''He sat next to me, making me very uncomfortable about it. ''Want some affection? I can give it to you.
I moved a little further away from him.
''No. I just want to be alone, please. '' He laughed.
''You will never be alone, cutie. '' He leaned into my ear and whispered. ''This body of yours will be mine.
My whole body shivered with fear. He winked at me and went to his seat.
I want to leave!
My entire body started to shake with fear just thinking about this possibility. I don't want to be raped, I just want to leave this place. '' Feeling my body lock up as soon as the bus stopped, I slowly looked to the side, seeing the prison.
What did I do to deserve this?
''Come on!! '' The police officer shouted.
We all got up and went in order to get off the bus. My entire body shivered with fear when the same guy from before got behind me.
''What a beautiful ass, cutie. ''I walked a little fast to get off the bus.
We all stood next to each other. I saw a police officer approaching us with five others by his side.
''Welcome to hell; there are no jokes here; if you do anything wrong, you will be sent to solitary confinement. It is divided between the South side and the North side, I will decide which side you will go to. Now follow me!!
We were pushed to follow him.
I started to observe the place, it's very big, and the walls are a little worn out.
What am I doing here, my God?
We entered the prison and were stopped once again.
''Take off his clothes, I want to see if he has anything on him!
The police officers approached us and started to take off our clothes. I closed my eyes as I went through all this humiliation, as soon as we were naked in front of him he smiled sideways.
''Turn over on your back, put your hands on the floor, and stick your butt up. I want to see if there's anything stuck there!
I gasped at that. How would anyone have the courage to put something up their ass? I mean, I don't doubt anything anymore.
''Come on! ''The police officer forced me to turn around.
What a humiliation.
I put my hands on the floor and stood with my ass stuck out for all the police officers to see. I noticed that I'm not the only one who is embarrassed here, some prisoners are embarrassed. '' Feeling a hand open my buttocks.
'' Clean!! '' shouted.
Damn! I feel like crying again.
''Now everyone stand up. ''We got back on our feet.
The police officers took off our handcuffs, and I quickly put the orange jumpsuit back on my body.
''I will decide which side you will go to now. ''He started looking at all of us.
Most of the prisoners went to the South side, and when he looked at me, he smiled.
''You go to the North side. ''I didn't like the way he looked at me. ''Take him!
The policeman pulled me aside to walk, and we headed to the right.
''I just want to see if it will survive on the North side. '' He said, laughing.
I bit my lip nervously at this.
''What’s on the North side? '' I asked with great fear.
''Just some interesting prisoners. ''Smiled at me. ''But since I am kind, I will put you in the little doll's cell.
I ended up looking confused.
'' Who? '' I questioned without understanding.
''You will meet him, because if I put you in the cell of one of the prisoners hungry for new meat, you will not survive a day. ''I gulped at that.
I don't know whether to thank him for putting me in that little doll's cell or not.
We entered the jail, and the prisoners began to get agitated.
''New meat on the block!! ''Some screamed at this.
I hugged my own body in fear at this.
'' How delightful!! Carlos, put him here!! '' A very, very muscular black man spoke, looking at me like prey.
''Hold on, I'm not going to put you here like the other one I did.
''It's not my fault if I ended up letting go during the fucking, his ass was very delicious. ''I widened my eyes at that.
This guy, Carlos, shook his head and led me to who knows where.
''W-W-What happened to the boy? '' I asked very scared.
''He killed the boy for fucking so much. ''I was paralyzed by it.
And does anyone die from having sex so much? Holy crap!!
''Here we are. ''We stopped in front of a cell. ''Little doll, you have a new cellmate.
He opened the cell and pushed me inside, I saw a boy on top of the bunk.
''Enjoy! ''He closed the cell and left.
Don't know what to do.
''No need to get all scared, faggot. '' I looked at him, a little shocked by his effeminate manner.
He is not very tall, he is a little short, dark and thin, his hair is light brown and his eye color is also light brown.
He got down from the bunk and reached out his hand to me.
''I'm the little prison doll, what's your name, love?
I shook his hand a little unsurely.
'' A-Alex.
''A-Alex, it's a pleasure to meet you. '' He said, laughing at the way I said my name. ''No need to be nervous with me, love. I won't eat you.
I let out a sigh.
''You are so finished, go get some rest, the cells will only open tomorrow morning. So you don't need to worry about your virgin ass.
He laughed at my look and went back to the top bunk.
''Go to sleep, tomorrow I will introduce you to your new home.
I took several deep breaths and approached the bottom bunk and sat down, covering my face with my hands.
Why am I going through all this? The only thing I wanted was to finish college and get a job, I wanted a life for myself, now everything has been ruined by those unfortunate people.
I lay down on the bed and looked at the top bunk.
At least he's not like the other prisoners here, wanting my ass.
''Fuck. '' I whispered and closed my eyes tiredly.