Chapter 14

Alex.

09:00 '' Provisional Detention Center II Guarulhos '' Bathroom '' Sao Paulo '' Brazil.

My body is hurting so much; this man is a monster; how can he still want sex after yesterday? My ass is burning so much, I feel like my legs are going to let go at any moment on the floor. '' I look at him as he takes a shower very calmly, as if he hadn't just fucked me. 

I can't believe I ended up cumming with this man. I feel dirty. How did I enjoy the sex? Holy shit, I feel like I have a problem. ''I start to pass the soap over my body as if I wanted to remove the marks from it on my body, but I know that's impossible. 

'' Here. '' I was startled and turned around to see him handing me a toothbrush with paste already on it. ''It's new; don't worry about it. 

I looked at him, a little scared that he might want sex again. I reached out my hand, taking the brush from his. 

''T-T-Thank you. ''He looked at me and gave a sideways smile.

''You don't need to be scared; I won't have sex with you again, even if I want to. ''I swallow hard at that. ''Finish your shower so we can go. 

He went to the other side of the bathroom to dry himself, and I started brushing my teeth with great relief.

How I missed that. 

I finished brushing my teeth and turned off the shower and went to dry myself too. I stayed next to him, very scared that he would grab me and want to have sex with me. My body is hurting a lot, especially my ass; my whole body is sore. 

I put on my overalls with a little difficulty due to the pain in my body. 

'' It ended? '' I looked at him, who is watching me. 

''Y-Yes. '' I replied a little nervously, 

''Then let's go; I'm hungry. '' He said, leaving the bathroom, and I followed him without saying a word. 

My ass is burning so much, I'm walking with difficulty. What I want right now is to disappear, holy shit. ''We arrived at the cafeteria, and I looked towards the boys who were looking at me worriedly. 

''Can I sit with them? '' I asked, a little scared. 

''No fucking way will you sit; you will sit with me! ''He pulls me to the table.

He sat next to the boss, and I realized that there is nowhere for me to sit.

''Where do I sit? ''He looked at me seriously.

''On my fucking lap! '' He spoke harshly. 

I bit my lip, very nervous about this. Why do I have to go through all this humiliation? '' I looked at B and Little Mouth, who were looking at me worriedly. B nodded.

I swallowed hard and went closer to him and sat on his knees; he didn't seem to like that and grabbed my waist and pulled me to sit right on top of his dick. 

''Eat. 

He pulled out a plate of food, and I saw that it was very fancy food. 

How does he have this food? It's very different from the first food I ate. 

''Don’t think, just eat. '' I spoke rudely.

I don't say anything and start eating. I let out a sigh when I tasted the food.

Shit, this is perfect. 

''If you keep making those noises, I'm going to fuck you again. '' He whispered in my ear.

It made my skin crawl.

What the fuck is happening to me? 

''I-I’m sorry. '' I spoke and went back to eating without showing any reaction.

He kissed the back of my neck, and that made me jump a little in fright in his lap.

''Damn boy, if you want to be fucked so bad, just keep it up. '' Spoke in a loud tone.

I lowered my head, very embarrassed by the people's eyes on me.

Idiot, greasy soul, fucking unhappy!! This fucking idiot likes to embarrass me. 

I went back to eating a little quickly. I want to finish it quickly and get off his lap. Furthermore, I let out a sigh and thanked God for having finished eating. I really wanted to get off his lap, but I'm afraid he might hit me. I don't feel like going through all this shame. 

''Newbie! Follow me! '' I turned around, seeing a guard looking at me seriously.

''And where is he going!? The Devil asked coldly.

I noticed that the policeman faltered a little under the devil's gaze. 

''H-He has a visitor. '' I looked at him in surprise.

''Visit? Who? '' I asked anxiously.

Is it mine?

''He says he is your brother.

My happiness died a little.

My brother? He always hated me; why visit me out of the blue?

I looked at the Devil, and he let go of my waist.

''It's better if it's your brother; if it's one of your boyfriends, you'll suffer! ''I swallowed hard.

It's better not to answer; I just nodded and got off his lap with great relief. ''I followed the police officer without saying a word.

I'm having a little difficulty because of the pain in my butt and ass. This man disgusts me; I hate him; it makes me want to kill him, but I don't have the courage to do so. Also, if I did such an act, I would die immediately for your friends. 

The police officer opened the door, and I saw my brother. I approached the table and sat looking at him without understanding the real reason he had come to visit me.

''Hello, brother. How have you been? '' He asked with a smile that I already didn't like.

''What do you want, Thomas? '' I asked seriously. ''You never liked me; what is the reason for that? 

''When we received the news that the precious son was arrested, do you know how I felt? ''I clenched my fists strong.

''How? 

''Very happy to know that I am finally free from your presence. I always had to put up with you at home, our parents always praising you for being a good son. Now you were arrested for using drugs. 

''You know very well that I never used drugs!!! Put up with me? You never did anything at home when I got home tired from college and still had to wash the dishes that you purposely dirty to harm me!! You were always lazy and never thought about our family!!! 

''You know, I was very happy when you were arrested; I became the owner of that house! '' He laughed loudly.

''You are a despicable being for making your parents suffer like this. '' I spoke with disgust at him.

'' I? It's not me who's in prison; mom had a terrible time when she found out that her precious son was arrested for using drugs. For me, I would prefer that you had been shot; it would have helped humanity a lot to eliminate its existence. 

I ended up losing control of my own body; even though I was in pain, I jumped on top of him without caring about the pain in my body. 

''You unfortunate piece of shit!! ''I punched your face several times.

The police officers quickly entered the room and pulled me off of him.

''Let go of me!! I'm going to put an end to this unfortunate piece of shit!! 

I tried to free myself, and the only thing I got was a club in the stomach, which took all the air out of me. 

''I hope it rots in this place!!! '' shouted angrily.

''Go to hell!! '' I shouted back, ignoring the pain in my belly.

He wiped the blood running down his nose.

''I hope I never see you again!! 

The police dragged me out of the room; I tried to free myself several times.

''Be quiet the fuck!! '' The police officer shouted at me.

I let out a sigh and felt my eyes fill with tears. How can a brother be like this? Wishing evil on your own brother just because of envy. ''I realized that we are not going to the cafeteria; I saw a sign above that said, solitary. 

The policeman opened a door, and the other one holding me threw me inside without any ceremony. 

''You're going to stay here for a few days to learn! '' He closed the door, leaving me in the dark.

The only light that illuminated this room was from a very small window. I went to the corner and sat down, pulling my knee up. I put my face in them and cried. Furthermore, I cried with anger, I cried with sadness, I cried a lot.

How did my life change so much? Just yesterday, I was a normal student; now I'm a prisoner.

I just wanted a hug from my mother at that moment. I heard her say that everything is going to be fine, even if it isn't, but just hearing that from her always calmed me down. 

I don't know how many hours I've been sitting here in this dark room; I've already changed positions several times; I've walked around this small room. 

I was startled when the door opened. I looked up and saw the Devil with his hands in his pockets staring at me. 

''Come on!! 

I got up and left the room with my head down, unable to look at him. We went to our cell, and no one bothered us; he didn't say a word, either. ''I entered the cell and didn't know what to do at that moment.

''What the fuck happened to you in solitary confinement!!? '' I flinched at your scream. 

''I-I-I… 

''No fucking stuttering!! I'm tired of this; say shit straight!! '' I swallowed hard and took several breaths to try to calm down. 

''I… I ended up throwing a few punches at my brother. '' I spoke in a low tone.

He looked at me and raised one of his eyebrows.

'' Why? '' He crossed his arms. 

''For… For being a huge idiot. ''He stared at me for a few minutes and then let out a sigh.

''You sleep on top. '' Pointed to the bunk. ''I'm not in the mood for sex right now.

And I really appreciate that. 

I approached the bunk and had to jump; since there were no stairs, I lay down, letting out a sigh of relief; my body really needed this. '' He lowered his overalls, leaving only his chest showing. I turned to look at the wall and closed my eyes.

I was very surprised to fall asleep very quickly.