Numb

everything was fine, full of laughter and fun between Daryl and me, he was happy and he had a lot of stories, I almost didn't even notice the time that was passing because of that person's chatter. while eating he was just laughing, stories of the fun that took place and he did when he was young, really lucky is the person who will be like, he is a very good person, and a friend too. "I'm fine, Sir Daryl, thank you, thank you so much for the snacks, it made me feel that we eat in out," I said happily and he, in turn, seemed to twinkle his eyes at what he heard, he was also blushing because of what I said, I don't know why but I was just watching him. "There's nothing Cassandra, as long as you are, I'll do everything to make you happy," he said that I immediately understood, I know that, from the beginning, I was right in my observations, in his actions, and in the behaviors he showed me. thank you, and he erases my growing fear of that person, thank him and I forgot that even for a moment. "thank you," I said again and smiled at him. It was close to three in the morning, there was no one in the bar but us who worked cleaning there before going home, thank you and the working day was over. "Sir, it's all over." I heard said of one of my male colleagues shaking both hands while saying that the work was sincere. Michelle immediately came out and nodded at him, turning her gaze to me, and her older brother. "Brother, they seem to be done." Daryl was surprised by neto and mistiula, he didn't have it in himself. "Is that so? Oh sigh, you can go home, tomorrow is payment again. Your salary again." I heard him say and my colleagues immediately shouted with joy, "yes sir, we have money again!" it says loudly and jumps for joy. it was fun to watch them laughing for fun, they seemed to have lost the tired feeling. "Cassandra, let's go home, we can rest our feet, and we still have class this morning at eight o'clock." I heard Nicky's reminder that she was now coming to my seat with her bag slung over his shoulder. "ah ok, well you reminded Nicky," I said as I took my bag that was put in a place. I tried to reach it with my arm, it was a bit far and I was still in front of Daryl, I extended my arm to reach it but I lost my balance and expected to fall but Daryl caught me immediately, which surprised me immediately. I could randomly feel his heartbeat as my chest pressed against his heart. "so-sorry sir, I didn't mean it." I said and he chuckled as he carefully returned me to my feet and carefully help me to stand
"It is just nothing, the important thing is I caught you," he said as his arms support me and his hands clung to my hips. screams filled the bar of my co-workers. "nice, hope all sweet!" "Okay, we have a new love team now." "I hope everyone catches when it falls!" I heard their screams, I was immediately nervous and hurried to get back to my feet, although embarrassed I tried to look into his eyes and he was also looking at me. "sorry, I did not mean to." when I apologized and he immediately inherited a look. "It's okay Cassandra, just don't understand them." I just close my eyes in shame. "Here's your bag oh," he immediately handed my bag to its place and handed it to me. I accepted it and slung it over my shoulder. "thank you." even though my knees were shaking, I forced myself to take even small steps to get away from his presence. "Cassandra," Nicky called and immediately smiled foolishly. I think I know what is next. She will make a joke again about what happened.
the lights were turned off and the gate was closed, my colleagues said goodbye and quickly got on their motorbikes to go home. another colleague of mine and Nicky left us, there were only three of us when we came out of the bar. "Hey, you two, please be careful?" said Jason, a tender young man, I had known him for two years and he was very kind. "yes you are Jason," Nicky said. "Yes sister, be careful, and you're still a woman. Don't worry about me, I'm just across the street from the sixth lampost," he said as he stepped away. it waved and we could no longer see when he turned into the right lane. I just gasped at the tiredness and pain I felt in my back, "Cassandra." Nicky would call me. "What's that Nicky?" She immediately laughed softly and I looked at it. "hmm, nothing." she said and I was just staring at her continuing to step in, immediately she stopped walking and looked back at me. "what?" she asked confused. "What are you doing there? You called me earlier and then you didn't continue what you were going to say." my confession. "Hey nothing, I just want to know what Sir Daryl told you," she said and she started to step again. I chased him and almost ran away because she was a bit too far away from me. "What do you mean?" I asked when I could be honest with her and I calmed down. "huh? I'm not, just gossiping, so tell me what happened?" she asked and stared at me while we were walking. "what happened? From what are you referring to?" I asked and it seems that she slapped herself with what she heard.
"I don't know why you're being stupid, Cassandra," she said and laugh. I don't get the hell of it. my eyebrows immediately met. "I can't because I can't get you. There's nothing, apart from us eating pizza and talking about his childhood, nothing else happened. What else do you expect?" I asked with a bit of frustration. "huh? that's it? so didn't he say anything other than that?" it's a shocking question. "No, are you crazy? We just laughed." I answered and looked up to heaven when I felt a pain in my shoulder. "The moon is beautiful, she's whole now." I said while still looking at the dark and full of stars with a single brilliant, beautiful, and record wonderful moon. "yes, it's September right now? The moon is big every September, but often, you can't see because you're busy." she said in a low voice. "Yes, it's a pity and I'm not like when I was young who was always on the roof having coffee while watching the beautiful moon," I answer. "Are you numb?" what? I immediately turned to her and asked, "what do you mean?" I asked and she laughed, "so, don't you notice? It's all his way of getting you to notice." She said with a laugh and I immediately thought of Daryl. "Don't say no?" Nicky clarified, I immediately shook my head, "Cassandra, I don't know about you, you're so numb." She regretted. you're wrong Nicky, I just don't like it, I'm not ready for such things. but I also don't want to rely on him, I feel sorry for Daryl, I want him to stop what he's feeling and say he won't get any benefit from me but ... also out of fear, I don't know where to start and pity, I feel sorry for him ... I don't know what to do either. "by the way, I can already see my apartment, so ... how's that, you're alone, can you?" she asked and point her apartment near us. "I can do nothing but walk alone." I replied, "yes, it's a bit scary, you're good and you're brave in the dark part of the road" she murmured and suddenly stopped when she was in front of her door. "no, maybe because I'm tired I don't think about such a thing anymore." I answered and also stopped when she stopped walking. "Lady Cassandra, please be careful. I love you my numb best friend." saying this and I hugged. She immediately let go of the hug and snatched the key of her house from the pocket of the coat she was wearing. "All right, I'll continue," I said and smiled.
I'm just out of breath, I'm used to being alone but maybe it's really fun when you walk with someone in places like this. dark and seems used to the places where horror movies are filmed. the wind is also cold blowing from the other side of the world, it's good that I'm wearing a jacket. I hope there is no danger lurking for me here as I walk. I don't know what to do if there is ...
I'm wrong, in the dark part and I can see something, is that black cat? There is no house here, why is there a cat, wait ... I'm scared, I hope I'm wrong. I stopped stepping as it crossed in the dark and went to the light of a light pole. wait wait, is that a man? why does someone seem to be standing? not far from me. Am I not mimicking? suddenly the cat ran towards me, I felt scared and my heart was pounding hard inside me. I just want to back off, if I back off, will he see me? the wait is he human or a ghost? what? is that a ghost wait, why does it look like ... someone is on their knees? shit, what is the meaning of this? Nicky? Nicky! I need you !! I need your help!