First Love

"Really? So, when I get ugly, you'll hate me?" I heard him say it and I laughed there,
"what? why? are you handsome? are you ugly? you're not handsome, so what's the difference? I still want you," I said jokingly and he stopped walking and looked at me. he's cute, he's like a kid begging me to say he's handsome,
"It's so bad for me, I'm so handsome! Is this face? In Seoul, women are harassing it!" the thickness of its face,
"I think the wind is getting stronger Renz, maybe you'd better stop there in your imagination," I ruined his beautiful dream,
"wow, that's true! I'm not joking I can't sit properly and peacefully in my chair there because the women in front and side of me are always fighting because they are fighting for me! they want me to be theirs, "said Renz,
"Crazy, can you stop the force of the wind in your brain, will you? Your arrogance,"
"That's true, I'm handsome, hahaha,"
"You know, yes, it's now late in the dusk, but can you please, maybe in the midnight, that is the best hour to create your dream, later. Please, maybe my mother will scold me, you're still blabbering on!"
"okay go ahead, this is it, I'm going to stop, but that's true, even if you ask my classmates there to make you believe me," he insisted and we continued to walk, the wind was very strong, not because he was arrogant but because maybe the countries near us are already winter, that's why the wind is getting stronger and the den is very cold.
but it's autumn here, the wind is strong so the petals and leaves of the tree fall off.
"September is already cold right?" I heard him say, I smiled knowing that we have the same thoughts, he is smart and he also notices climate change. "yes, I think maybe because it's in another country, it's cold maybe doom and because we are close to them and we live in the same world, the wind goes to us," I replied and I heard him laugh, I looked at him badly, does it think I'm fooling around with what I said? "what's funny there?" I kept asking and he stopped laughing,
"Nothing, I just laughed when you said 'we live in the same world'," he replied and smiled, his assets are his lips, and eyes,
"Really, is there something wrong?" I asked him, "you're not crazy, you're smart, guess what? you think what I'm thinking, maybe we really meant to be," he said with a laugh, maybe, Renz, I hope you're the one who deserves me. and I am the person you deserve. I don't want to be hurt so I want only one, and only you.
"well, as far as I know, in the Philippines when it's the ber months or September, October, November, and December, it's cold in them, the air is cold but there's no snow," he replied and I was amazed at him. "Do you know anyone in the Philippines?" I asked him again.
"There are, my cousins ​​are there, they live there and they have a business there," he replied and looked at me.
"What's their business there?"
"the Island they bought, tourist attractions is that land near the sea, I'm not sure if Coron Palawan is that place?" he explains, he's great.
"and one more thing, he said they'll buy the other one near there, Puerto Galera data is the name, I'm not sure so I'm sorry if it's wrong. he said, the Philippines is beautiful, there are many beautiful girls and their beauty standard is not toxic, "
"Really? How did he say that?" my question here, it's okay that there are a lot of questions, the important thing is I'm learning from him,
"he said there, the people there are not as white as us, they are a bit 'Morena' in color, they are called brunette, they don't like makeups, they are beautiful even if they weren't there before and they say their eyes are beautiful. when you are fat there, they consider you sexy, and when you're thin and they still think you're sexy, they're still very happy even life is too hard to fight for, "
"It's good then, I hope I can go there," I said and he smiled,
"When you are there, he said, you can see the clear blue sky, birds, the sunset is beautiful there in front of the ocean or any form of water and they are the main source of fruits because of the farmers who work hard to plant.
and he had a word that was taught to me, one of the words of the Filipinos, "cutting it off, he turned to me and looked into my eyes, we stopped walking," Mahal Kita, "
I shook my head at what he said, what does it mean, Mahal Kita?
I just stared at him and waited for him to say something more. I read what was in his eyes, the thrill and joy, I guess, I know what it means now,
"Guess what," he scoffed, saying that and I knew that he would first let me guess the true meaning of it,
"I'm not sure, but ... according to your eyes, what it says ... did that mean I love you?" I asked in surprise and he smiled at the same time.
"I love you too, I love you too Cass,"
I'm thrilled, why, oh my gosh. My heart is beating so fast
"So am I right? Renz?" I asked him, even though my heart is in trouble, and he hugs me,
"Yeah, you are right, that means I love you and I really love you, Cassandra,"
I heard him say, shit, stop you little organ, don't be like that.
he never really fails to give me a thrill. he knows where I live, what my favorites are, and what I am learning he has already learned. he is also good at sports, but in sports, I don't think I was given the talent and talent. in fact he was a player of our batch, he was the MVP of our basketball. he is very good anywhere, in any field.
"You know that I love you too, don't you? But first of all, you have to face each, my mama to tell and let her know about our plan," I said and he nodded,
"yes, I'm ready there, do you think your mom will like me?" he asked and looked at my lips. I think that's my weakness, Renz stop staring at that!
"ah ... yes if you're kind and respectful, but it doesn't look like she will say yes because you're arrogant," I replied jokingly and he immediately frowned, "oh why do you look like that? It's true, eh," I teased.
"I'm not arrogant, it's true what I'm saying that girls at school are harassing me, and I'm really handsome, aren't I?" it's more a question. Yes, you are handsome, Renz. Too much!
"Stop it, Renz," I replied and I looked away smiling, it was thrilling,
"We're already here at the store, grapes, and pears? Does she also like apples? It started pulling the glass door and let me first come in. While asking me those questions he gently let the door be closed.
" Yeah, she likes it," I answered and he started to walk in the corner of fruits while I was just on behind him, following,
"What is Your younger sister likes?" He asked and I answered,
what does Sana want? I don't remember calling that food, because dad was the last to give it to her, "I think, chocolate, she always eats chocolate so I think chocolate is her favorite."
"Is that so? Okay, that's easy," he replied while putting the fruits in the cart he took earlier when we entered here. it's also cold, this store has an air conditioner, it's big and bright because of the light above and it only opened last week, there are other shoppers, maybe those who live nearby are just like us.
"Renz that's okay, you bought a lot," when I stopped him, and he looked at me, "is this a lot?"
"yes, that's too much, it's okay that you only buy a few pieces,"
"what? Pieces? I don't want to, it's embarrassing for your mom," he asked seems surprised, yes it is okay to buy by pieces because If I am buying here, Only by pieces, not a bunch.
"That's your allowance, are you crazy? Don't spend too much,"
"no, this card is different, it's not my card for studying, it's my budget and for my expenses to where I want," this one turned out to be rich. Okay, I am done, I forgot that he is rich,
"hello, where is the chocolate station here?" he asked a woman in uniform, maybe working here. The woman looked surprised and seemed to stop what she was doing when she saw Renz, what is the reason why she can look like that?
"Sir, it's on the left turn after this corner," she replied politely, Renz nodded and we were about to walk when the woman suddenly asked him again, "Sir, are you the son of Roman Dier Louis? " Renz immediately looked at her and smiled. "Yeah, It's me," he said politely. I do not understand,
he immediately stood up from placing the goods in the pouch below and wiped his hand on his apron,
"Hello sir, can I take a picture of you? At least one?" She asked, I was surprised when Renz looked at me, "can I?" he asked me, "huh? why are you asking me about that? You are the one she's asking for the picture, not me?"
I'm confused by this question, it's crazy, "maybe you're angry," he said while the woman was waiting for his answer, I'm embarrassed, he's still waiting, "ah yes, go ahead," I just answered to end the nonsense by Renz, I can see in the woman's eyes that she was happy when I allowed her to have a picture with Renz, the only problem was that no one would take a picture of them,
"It's me, I'll take the picture," I offered. even though the woman was embarrassed, she handed me her cellphone,
"okay, 1! 2! 3!" click! I count and press his cp. "Another one," I said and the woman was surprised,
"It's okay with you sister?" it's fixed to me, no longer rent just laughing. "Of course, why would I be angry,"
"Really? Okay, go ahead," he said and sat down again. I'm happy to take another picture of them. "thank you, you're really good, you're both kinds," he said and we smiled. I'm not even his girlfriend yet, because this Renz is crazy about what is being said, "Hey what are you saying, we might have an issue here," I said and he chuckles,
"That is okay, cause someday, I will be known as your boyfriend too, and you will be a part of our family!" He said.
"I don't know about you, you know I might not answer you, what are you going to do?" I asked and he took the chocolates, "fuzzy," just weirdo,
"Is it okay with her?" he asked and held out the huge amount of chocolate in his hand, "yes, get it ready, reduce it a few more" I suggested, but he didn't want to. "It's good that there are so many so that Sana has a stock of snacks," he reasoned. "I remember, Renz, we're already talking in pure English and not Korean, are you fluent in English?" I asked and we walked to the counter,
"ah is that so? of course my mother is half-French so she taught me English instead of the Korean language so that I can keep up with the conversation of the people there in french when she takes me there, power of English, you know?"
"Oh, you're great, you're smart, when you're together, do you speak English?"
"yes, we rarely use Korean, haha" he replied and placed the tray in front of the woman,
"You, you're smarter than me, you're pure Korean and you're good at English, the difficulty of English for Koreans like you," he praised,
"no, how can you say it's hard, I can handle it oh,"
"It's not like that, I read and watch articles that it's hard to translate Korean into English, as well as words, because the sound and use of the word are different, there are formal and informal ones, in English, there is nothing like that. Sometimes it's even used "I love you in Korea for the beloved and others will be said when you think of them as casual for other people, the words you will use will be different, it's hard to explain," he replied.
"그 비용은 얼마입니까?"
"오천오백팔원입니다,"
"Okay, here is my card," he said after asking how much we got worth.
"Sir, the machine doesn't accept black cards, only normal ATM cards are allowed," he replied,
"Okay, just wait," and he grabbed another card from the wallet, black card is for a billionaire isn't it?
"here, haha, sorry," he apologized and took the card, "okay, by the way, your wealth brother," I laughed at what I heard from the cashier, you're right there sister, that's the wealth . "no, not really, haha, I just borrowed it," he explained, don't be fooled there sister, that's his. "okay all right, as what you said,"
"Here's your card," the woman said and took it. "thank you,"
We left the convenience store, I'm a little nervous and because he's really going to face mama, I'm afraid of what mama will say to me, and the one I saw with papa, he might get even angrier, I don't know, how do I do. "Hey, are you okay? Are you thinking about something again?"
"Yes," I answered sparingly and he smiled. "Don't be nervous, no matter what happens, even if we don't allow it now, there are many more years, I have many more opportunities, so don't worry. I'll wait for you no matter how long,"
"haha, is it okay with you even if you wait for decades?" I ask here,
"Of course, you, won't you change when your mom says that our plan can't work right now?"
"It's going to change, it's going to change, Renz," I replied and he fell silent at what I said. I'm not done yet,
"really? haha, that's okay,"
"no, that will change when the star disappears into the galaxy of a lifetime,"
"What? The stars will live forever," he was confused, I smiled
"So I mean, I'll love you forever,"
"I'm thrilled Cassandra, I didn't know there was a sweet side to you?" he answered and I laughed,
"Are you crazy? What do you think I'm serious about everything? Haha, I also know how to joke, look, I'm just kidding you about those stars,"
"Hey, there's nothing left to lose. you already said that I'm going to live inside you for years and forever?"
"no, I'm serious there, keep it in the rock and tell the stars, I'll never change, and I hope you do too,"
"of course, am I still,"
"We're here at home,"
"ahh, yes, it's like I was suddenly born with nervousness,"
"That, you can do that, you said you can do it,"
"Yes, just wait, —h-hi?"
"Cassandra, did you come home last night? come in,"
"thank you, mama, ah, I'm from the contest,"
"oh, what's the news there, daughter?"
"Hello, mom Florida, I'm Renz Galleria,"
"ah, ma, yes I have someone with me, take off your shoes Renz, and let's go inside," I invited him and he immediately obeyed,
"Renz? you look familiar to me, I think I have seen you somewhere,"
"Come inside?"
"All right, just wait Cass, I'm nervous,"
"haha, that's because you said you're brave?"
"Well, it looks like your mom will be fine,"
"no, it's just tired from work so that's it .."
"oh, what do you want to drink with you Cass?"
"ah, maybe just tea for him,"
"eh, you?"
"just milk mama,"
minutes later,
"I'm sorry our house isn't in order yet, I heard mama say while she had the two cups, she put them on the table and Renz nodded,
"It's okay, I'm not choosing a nice house,"
"You look like someone, what's your name?" mama asked and I just kept quiet and listened to the two,
"ah, R-Renz Galleria Louis," he stammered, I laughed at him and he winked at me, telling me not to laugh,
"Dier, Louis ... are you the son of Roman dier?" mama asked. Earlier, some people asked if it was him, what was there .... my idiot, I forgot, he is the son of models,
"Yes, that's my father,"
"Hell no, Cassandra, why did you come with him here?" mama asked out loud. I almost jumped in panic and mumbled as I spilled the milk I was drinking, "why?"
"ooh gosh, he doesn't fit in here, hey you, man, why did you come here, you're the son of a rich man?!"
"no, don't worry, I'm fine, I'm fine here,"
"You, your father is strict, isn't he? I see you on TV on the news in Seoul, why did you come here? You, Cassandra, don't you know the man with you?"
"Mom, he's my classmate, there's nothing wrong with us,"
"My Cassandra, if that father finds him, you'll take care of it,"
"no, ma'am, I live here independently and he let me to do this so while they are fixing something there in Seoul,"
"Can you wander around?"
"yes ma'am, so do not worry about me, it is all fine,"
"hay, okay, make sure of that, you said so if ever, don't come here again, if our neighbors will saw you here, we might get into trouble,"
"Okay ma'am, by the way, I want to say something,"
shit, here it is, he's really brave, I'm nervous, you're annoying Renz, I hope, I hope mama agrees!
"What's that? Just wait and I'll call Sana, she's in her room,"
Mama stood up and went to Sana's room, "Renz, are you sure?
"Yes, take a risk, we will never know unless we will try,"
"Anyway, you're right,"
"Sister ?! hello sister!" I saw my 5 years old younger sister run,
"hello Sana! how are you?" I hugged my her and she ignored Renz,
"한국말로 말해요 언니, 제가 영어를 잘 못하는 거 아시죠?"
"네, 죄송합니다. 깜빡했어요. 어딜 가든 항상 영어를 사용해서 영어를 사용했어요, 죄송합니다!"
("speak in Korean, sister, You know that I am not that fluent in English,"
"yeah, I am very sorry, I forgot, we always use English wherever we are, so I used English, sorry!")
"괜찮아 언니, 학교에서 어떻게 지내? 이겼어?"
"네, 그랜드 챔피언으로 우승했습니다."
"워, 내 여동생은 정말 대단해, ​​모두가 잘됐으면 좋겠어"
"너도 대단해! 머리는 어때? 또 아파?"
" 조금,"
("that's okay sister, how is your day at school? did you win?"
"yes, I won as a grand champion,"
"Woah, my sister is so amazing, hope all,"
"you are amazing too! how is your head? do it hurts again?"
" a little bit,")
"그런데 언니, 저 사람은 누구예요?"
"어, 그는 렌츠다."
"안녕, 사나, 나 여기 초콜릿 있어. 좋아했으면 좋겠어."
"워! 초콜릿! 너무해, 안녕 형, 내 여동생이 여자 친구야?"
"사나, 그 얘기 하지마." 엄마가 말하는 소리가 들렸다.
("by the way, sister, who is that guy?"
"uh, he is Renz,"
"Hello, Sana, I have here chocolate, hope you like it,"
"Woah! chocolates! that's too much, Hello brother, is my sister is your Girlfriend?"
"Sana, Do not talk about it," we heard mother saying,)
"사나, 이제 방에 가도 돼, 우리 얘기야, 너 같은 어린애들을 위한 얘기가 아니야."
"알았어 엄마, 내가 갈게 언니, 안녕, 고마워요, 형"
("Sana, you can go now to your room, it is for us, this talk is not for young children like you,"
"Okay mom, I will go there Sister, bye, thank you for this, brother,")
We saw hee run towards her room with huge chocolate in her hands, happy,
We were both nervous, What the hell,
"What are you going to say?" mama's term that made our chest throb,
"I want to flirt with your son,"
"What ?! you don't matter, find a woman equal to your life!"
"I want your son,"
I heard Renz say while holding the plastic of the fruit, trembling, nervous, I couldn't speak anymore.
"But you don't fit in, Renz, can you see the difference in your lives? look around, if it's not clear, look around you, have you seen any fancy things? have you seen any nice chairs and carpenters use? have you seen anyone wearing an expensive brand of clothing? nothing right? "
"I'm not looking at wealth, ma'am Florida, I have good intentions, I'm not looking at the wealth of the woman I love,"
"But son, why?"
Seriously, I want to cry, you are kinda brave, Renz!