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"What? I just said, my head is aching nothing more than that and...I think I'm hungry? No, I want to sleep, yeah, sleep," he stated and I disagree.
"No, what the hell is that? Don't tell me that you have cursed before my name or you just saying something discrimination against me? What?" I asked and he chuckles,
"You're paranoid, and insane at the same time." He retorted.
What the f.
Yeah, I'm kinda paranoid here thinking what the hell is that french words he has said many times. What the hell?
"Yeah, maybe but tell me the truth," I said strongly.
"Yeah, okay, fine. I said, my head is aching and I think I should quit drinking and start a good habit, but...I want to vanish this liver on me. I hate it!"
"Are you insane? It's your liver, your body, how can you hate it? If it will vanish from you, how about your health?"
"But I said, I hate it! Okay?!"
"What the fuck is on your mind huh?"
"You don't understand me. I will sleep, go to your room now."
"No, Maki. If you want me to understand you then Tell me why your fucking reason to drink alcohol many times just to destroy your body!?"
"I don't want." He said and then placed his arm under his head. And then looked away. He now faced the glass window. What the heck is he wanted to do to me? Always doubts and ask?
"You know what? Do you have an illness?" I asked and tap his arm.
"What? Illness? Nothing...I'm just drunk. And my world is spinning my eyes."
"I mean in your fucking brain? Do you have a past illness there? I think you should go to a doctor again and tell them that you are freaking insane." I said sarcastically.
This bullshit is pissing me.
"Tss, of course not, nothing, I told you what did I said lately right? So what's wrong with you? Don't you understand what I've said?"
"Argh! This! You bitch!" I said and then beat him to his arm.
"Ouch! What is wrong with you?!" He demanded and turn his head towards me.
"You, whatever, bitch. Another question, I will ask you again cause you freaking me out! So I will ask two questions." I decided and he asked.
"What the hell? You cheating on me. That was unfair!"
"No, it's not, I will only ask you okay? Bitch stop talking." I said and he moved.
"What the hell. Go now." He said very annoyed.
Hahaha, he's cute.
"So, who're your past girlfriends?" I asked. And he laughs before answering me.
"Hell, why are you asking me that hell?"
"Cause that's my question so that you need to answer it or else...I will beat you again." I said and he laughed nervously.
"Well, Uhm, that's so awkward. But, I have many exes, I mean, I am a playboy at that time when I was in high school. I treated them as my plaything and...but I stopped now in that habit. I mean, of course, anything and anyone can change." He said and I laugh without making a noise.
"What? I don't say anything but you already have words to save yourself huh?" I asked and tried not to laugh.
"Because you kinda judgemental and paranoid so that I said that to clear your mind," he stated and I burst into a laugh, this one is playing safe.
"Okay, my question is who is your girlfriends in your past year, so in making it clear, you don't answer me,"
"What? Are you gonna freaking me out?" He asked irritated.
Well yeah, bitch.
"Of course, not, I just have noticed that you don't answer me already. Bitch I'm not dumb to not notice it." I said and he sighed.
"Ugh, bitch. Okay, her name is Amanda, my first fling, we ended up our freaking relationship because I don't want her anymore and I found another, so next is Nicola, I met her in a pageant where my mother partook with. She was the one who admitted having a crush ok me first, imagine that she is the daughter of my mother's opponent in the red carpet awards. So moving on, I give her a fuck relationship she wants and then broke up again because I don't like her very much. And...Uhm, who's that girl again?"
He said and I was just...
Shit? Fuck boy! He's really was!
"So next is that Smith, Smith is her last name and I don't remember her first name so that...that girl is from Mexico, I met her when her father introduced her to me. And the way he introduced her daughter to me saying that she has a crush on me and I was just...gosh," he halt,
"What the heck? You are so flirtatious! You kinda gosh!!" I said and he quickly sat up on the bed.
I was shocked when he sat up suddenly and his head down to his shoulder blocked the tiny light from the moon. He leaned against the wall near the window and looked up slightly.
"Does your head still hurt?" I asked and just stared at him.
I couldn't see him clearly because there was no light on which caused the surroundings to get dark.
"yes, so I leaned over, I'm dizzy," he explained and I laughed at it.
"You don't like the effect of alcohol, why do you insist on drinking a lot?" I asked and he did not answer.
"So, why did you break up again?" I asked referring to the Smith he mentioned.
"ah, is that so? Smith, I broke up because we're going back to Korea, to Mexico. We just took a vacation there for six months also to join mom in preparing for the pageant for the world's most best selling brand,"
he said and I smiled not because of his flirtation but because of what I heard. does it mean that he has already traveled to different countries?
"Uhm, is that so? haha, ​​you're a very funny man. but. is it beautiful in Mexico? aside from its cultural heritage, is it beautiful there like Seoul at night with lots of light in the cities ... it seems like that .." I asked and saw I'm the one who nodded.
"yes it's beautiful there, I can't stop at the condominium we're staying in because I was excited to see beautiful parks, places, or something memorable, back then," he said and I smiled.
"It's like life is just fun for me because I get everything I want and I didn't have a problem then," he added.
I fell silent and so did she on the other side of the bed.
"Those times I was happy every time we left the country and went to another country, I thought because we were her only family. I thought I was her only child and ... I thought everything was just for work purpose when we leave Seoul," he said again in a low tone.
disappointment and sadness are evident in his speech. he kept looking up and I don't know if he closed his eyes or not.
I was asked in my mind. maybe he was hurt by what happened but the details are not yet clear to me.
"why?" I asked him in the same tone as he was speaking.
"I don't know, I'm just a victim too." he started and the wind blew loudly.
the door was open so the wind came in.
"I felt that too. I thought ... we were the only family and Sana and I were his only child. I just thought everything," I replied inside my head
"I don't know why that has to happen, I mean, we're happy. Dad wasn't fooling her, I wasn't a reprimanding child, everything was okay. I just can't really find the exact reason why she chose to fool us and then chose someone,"
"Maybe it wasn't really meant for you to be together for this lifetime, I don't know, I'm not sure but, everyone has a reason why that happened," I replied.
"I know, I just want to understand, many people want to be like her, many also say that my dad and I are lucky because she is my mother, and ... she also has many disappointed people because of what she did, "all his answers.
he formed weakly and went back to leaning against the wall.
"Is he also the reason why you know the French language?" I asked and he replied.
"actually, she's half French."
I laughed. what a coincidence?
"haha, it's just like oh, you and Renz are still the same, life coincides, it's like playing games with me."
I whispered and I don't know if he heard. as long as he sneezes softly,
"Where did you find out? Does your mother have another family?" I asked and he nodded.
"Yes, at the same time. Her child is near my age. So, it looks like when she said goodbye to Dad and say that it might take her a year in France, it turns out that she was pregnant when I was only four months old. Dad allowed her. and just get a nanny to take care of me. because papa has a lot of respect for her and for that's for her job he trusts mama. "
I don't know why he's telling me this but here's what I want. is that I know his background and past.
"It was hard then, your Daddy trusted, but didn't he notice months ago that he was in France?" I asked and he shook his head
"Daddy is busy in the office and he's the CEO of our company.
"he also doesn't think that mama has a man there and that there is a child in her womb, as long as papa tells me, mama doesn't show half her body every time she calls to greet me,"
why do they have to fool and fool? isn't it enough to have one person in their life? why are you still thinking of doing that? they hurt someone's feelings eh.
"He said when she returned to the country, her body still looked like a model so he thought that mama really just did work there and nothing changed in mama's treatment of papa. and ... it took her another and a half years there."
he explains weakly.
"I'm mad at your dad, if you're hurt, I'm sure he's hurt more and disappointed in what happened," I replied and he smiled.
"In fact, he didn't want to sign their annulment papers then and was hoping that they could get back what they used to have, he really believes that mama just made a mistake, but ... when I found out about that too. when I was in France and Mama dared to admit everything to me, everything changed for me. "