Found

I think it again and again. While I am eating and he talks of something strange about his company. I was so amazed by him and the way he holds the life of their company in just 18 years of existence. He is mature already.
"If ever...could I found you there?" I asked unknowingly and suddenly realized that it is sound so...ugh!
"Huh? Me? I...I guess no or sometimes. Because...I told you I'm always absent." He stated and I was so dumb enough to ask him that. What a shame!
"Well, that was great. Knowing that I would not be able to see you around makes me comfortable with the environment." I said knowing that my mind tells lies.
"Well, as long as you are comfortable, I will go with it." He uttered and eat.
What the hell. No,
"And it's kinda pretty good to know that you will be able to become yourself to Hankuk. I will surely attend a class maybe once a week or sometimes not. But I will take everything at home." He said and I nodded.
That was so hard, Maki. It's good that you can do it. I feel like I am very mean to you. What the hell. Cause I need to pretend.
My mind stated and I smiled.
I feel like I lost my appetite. His cooking skills are good, kinda good and I feel like I gonna be miss this.
"You're strong enough to face the reality and play of Destiny in our lives, that's kinda amazing," I whispered not knowing if he understands it. I look down and smile. Why do I feel like this?
"Well, yeah, thanks for that. By the way, that phone, I will give to you for you to have things and...If ever you need something, I will save my phone contact on that. You can call me if you need help." He said which is the reason why I was shocked.
"No, you can use it, and it is yours..."
"Don't be shy, I have everything in my home, so please, accept it." He said. But I was so shy.
"Uhm and then, just like before, I will just come around you, and sometimes I wouldn't. If ever, Uh...Will you need me in the near days or months? I guess not right?" He asked which I asked myself to.
Would I be needed him?
"I...I don't know. I guess..not?" I answered and he sighed.
"Okay, I will not give you my number then and will just leave the phone to you. Don't think of Sana's operations too. I said to the hospital which we owned that if ever you need or Sana will need to take to the hospital again, they will ask me for the payment and not to you." He stated.
Seriously, why this man is so kind to me? My heart is melting.
"Why did you do that? you don't need to. I am her sister so I will be responsible for that not you." I asked and he smiled.
"Well, I just want to help nothing more than that," he answered very cold
"But that's too much," I insisted
"That's okay, it's okay." And he said. Then bit the meat on his fork,
I know he has a reason why he did that. I need to know it but How can I if he used to avoid answering me? How can I? Shit,! I feel like I'm playing a dare to touch water here again.
"I know you have a reason, why did you do that? That's too much money you know? if you are the CEO now then you should keep your money and don't waste it on nonsense things. You should spend it on yourself and your needs cause it was from you, from your hard woks and sleepless nights of working..." I stated and he smiled chewing the meat.
"That's nothing. It's okay," he said
"And you said that you received messages around four in the morning, did you sleep? That's too early for you to receive messages from your office," I said and he laughs
"Well, no, I can't sleep so that when I heard the vibration of the phone from the yeh cabinet, I thought it was important and yeah that was so very important. And I have a people that work in night shift and told them that day before I leave than anything, everything, something news about my father and Company, text it to me in any time and they already know it." He mouthed.
"Are you a strict type of boss in your company?" I wondering asked him.
He shook his head and bit again.
"Sometimes if I am stressed due to many works I handle, I shouted at them and say sorry after of a realization and thank God that they understand me and know That I was just depressed so that I did that." He stated
I smiled and nodded. "You are lucky to have them," I said
"Yeah, I know. I was truly lucky that I have them. They are my family too." He said. My heart is fluttering. He's sweet. I never thought of that. Bith of them. His workers and he are lucky to have each other.