Sorry

I don't want to, I will almost catch my breath when I see him slowly approaching where I am, maybe I just made a mistake, because there is no reason for him to approach me again unless they are going to order something again. but hopefully that is the reason and nothing else.
"Cassandra, you look so nervous? Is there a problem? You've been like that before?" worried question of my co-worker, Michelle, also a bartender.
"ah am I?" I asked while teaching myself, I didn't think this woman would talk to me. I didn't expect it because he's the sister of Daryl, our manager here, known as a stubborn and non -talking person.
"Yes, I have no one else to talk to but you," she said, wait, what? just me?
"ah yes Michelle, thanks for asking," I said shyly. She grinned and took the paper she was writing order slips for receipt later payment of customers. "
"Uhm, may I ask, Michelle?" When I asked, she immediately stopped writing and looked at me. "about what, Miss Cassandra?" She asked as we turned and held a ballpen. "Where's Nathalie now?" I asked as he immediately stepped closer to me. the sound system is noisy and you can hardly hear each other from the loud noises and dancing with screams. "Didn't she say?" She asked again. the what did you tell me which one? I shook my head and she stared at me for a while, "she resigned just yesterday." She replied to me to my surprise. why didn't she even say it? "Can you tell me the reason?" I was curious, the light was on her whole which served as a light for me to see her, new hair color, Violet hair and pinched upwards, Michelle is really beautiful no matter which angle you look at. "According to what she passed on, she was about to be raped," she replied and kept his mouth shut. "W-what? Where is she?" I ask again, I want to know the answer but I seem to be overreacting to ask especially and second in the highest position Michelle here at the bar, "at their house in Daegu—" "Uhm, Miss Cassandra, he wants you to talk. " Michelle's words were cut short when I heard the voice of the man who made my hair stand on end. "Oh, Van, are you here again?" Michelle asked the man, will they meet? but how and ... where? why "Michelle, I just saw you here again," he replied. "I'm busy. All right, Cassandra, go there." Michelle whispered to me and went inside. SHe left me and ordered me to go there? shall I say I can't cause I'm scared?
I watched her feet step into the door, she just left me here and here with this man? Michelle is so bad for me, You are so bad! I arranged my long hair in front of me so that it would somehow be interrupted, I took a few more breaths and then slowly turned around where I heard him, is it right for me to talk to him? I don't want trouble anymore, I'm avoiding it but why does it keep approaching me? even though the big sound systems were playing loudly and the noises of the screaming people on the dance floor were very sensible and I could hear my heart beating so hard. I slowly turned around and faced him at the same time as I went over the hem of my uniform to almost bring everything out of me because honestly I never wanted to wear something like this. I let out another breath before I looked up at him. I immediately felt the cold air touch my body when I saw him waiting for my response, what? what the hell! steady and he looks at his colleague in the other corner while dangling his hands on the table opposite him, is he already bored? I don"t know how I can get out of this situation. I can hardly move when his sight hits my eyes, those Emerald eyes always hunt me! he straightened up and smiled before opening his mouth. "Miss, he said he wanted to talk to you even for a moment," he said, what's the matter, are the children of bad luck, and I'm always with them? "I'm sorry Mr ..."
"Van, I am Van, and call me Van." he continued what I was going to say, at the same time as introducing himself he reached out his hand to shake hands with me, should I shake hands or not? I'm not comfortable with him. "oh, haha." when he put his hand on the back of his head when I didn't immediately respond to shaking hands with him, did I embarrass him? I'm just nervous about you! I immediately nodded, "ah, Okay, Mr. Van, I don't want trouble, it's strict here and I don't want to lose this job," I said directly and he immediately laughed softly, thinking maybe this man was joking with me. he gently took off his hat and arranged his hair with his hand, is he trying to seduce me? cause he's so fucking hot with that simple way! I watched him as he tried to fix his hair into properly parted hair. "Uhm, Miss, we didn't expect that to happen either, because honestly, we didn't expect Matella to react that earl," he explained and looked at me righteously again. says the study, when you seem to want to be convinced
the person you're talking to looks it in the eye, but that doesn't bother me, Mr. Van. "You're a bit upset too," I said to myself, yes they are confused, what? is not expected eh they are with that woman? and ... very jealous, "ah, I'm the one who apologizes for what matella said and did," he said to my great surprise. "I'm sorry but I told you earlier that I don't want to go to your place." I answer again, I don't know if it's rude or I really have the right to refuse because I just don't want to be rude again. he gently pressed his other lower lip as he came back wearing his hat and looked at me again, what does that look mean, I looked down at his lip, "okay, I won't force you to miss." he replied and turned away from me. Wait? Is that a threat, my body is getting cold from what I heard, maybe it would be better if I just went? is he bent? God help me! just wait, what do you want. say it? I immediately looked at the man walking away from me, he was calm and didn't seem angry, but the way he said it before was really scary. Will I be careful from now on? I think someone is waiting for me later and will just kill me when I go out, please don't. Nicky! ok I'll go with Nicki but ... her house is just closer than mine. "girl, are you okay? are you having a hard time?" I heard the woman next to me ask. I immediately looked at it and saw Nicky arranging the tissue paper, "Ah, Nicky can we go together later?" I asked immediately. "Of course, isn't it far from your house? So for my understanding... We can walk together but we'll be together for only mean time" she explained. "ah yes, but ... ahh ..."
"What? Did something happen Cassandra?" She fixed and released the tissues, she slowly approached the palm applied to my forehead. "You don't have a fever but you're pale." She replied. "Wait, have you eaten yet Cassandra?"
"yes, Haha, don't worry about me, I just thought of something," I answered and faked a smile but I was actually shaking with fear. "Are you sure? You're not like that." She assured me and again I refused in response. She looked at me again with concern, "just tell me if you need anything ah? don't hesitate to ask me for help." She said and walked away, I even heard the heel of her shoe as she walked back to his seat. I'm just stuck with the nervousness I feel, maybe my death is really near. Maybe soon I'll be gone, well I'll just accept that someone will help my family in Suwan.
"Cassandra," he called ...