Violently kiss

I heard those footsteps walking through the door leaving, and several ones comes, in hurry. "Hey, Cassandra what did he say to you?" I heard Nucky say while in confused looks, I faced her and turn my whole to her. "Uhm, he just said to me that I need to go upstairs to the Rooftop later when the successor introduce their names to the crowds, he will go to te me something and he said he would anticipate me to come there so I need to," I stated and she widened her eyes, knowing that she is a vote for Daryl to become my boyfriend, she flips her hair and rolled her eyes with a big smile in her painted lips, "what's with that smile, huh?" I asked in a serious tone and she immediately turn her gaze to me, this time, she was on her pouty beautiful eyes, while her hands holds my fingers and smiled, "You kinda cool, I mean, I know you know what will gonna happen later, don't you?" She asked this time, she sounds optimistic. I look away trying to get out of her tantalizing eyes, "no, don't look there, I'm in your front so look at me," she said and her finger touched my chin and slightly move it, realizing that I was looking on her again. "Yeah I know, but..."
"But what? You don't like him? Why?" She cut my words and asked, "no, Aside from that, Nicky, I see him as a friend, not that way," I uttered that made her chuckle, "how poor," she said and snorted, "I just wanted you to have a love life, maybe that's the key to at least make you happy every time you don't feel adequate," it said and I rolled my eyes,
"I need money, not man, And... I'm still not getting over with..." I stopped suddenly when I suddenly realized the thing I was going to say, She doesn't know who Renz is and what is his role in my life, besides that, I only met her after a year that Renz leave me. "What?" She asked and I smiled jokingly, "I...I mean, I don't like him, period." After she heard me repudiates she finally let my hands on and she walk a few distances with its heel that creates sound every time that she is stepping, "Well, if that's your decision, I can't force you, but, he's perfect," She uttered that made me think of something strange "Nicky," I called out her name and she raised her brow waiting for my words, "do you love him?"
"What??? Why me?" She screams in shock, giving me an unpainted look, " Nothing, I just thought you have a feel for him, to the...way you act," I said and she laughs softly, "what the hell are you saying? If I love him then I will not go to tell you to love him back," she said in between of laughers, I shook my head and shut my eyes, "Uh, yeah, you're right, but... Okay, I understand now," I said that made her laugh until she feels an ache in her stomach, "what the hell, I thought you are kidding with those words and Then I realized that you are serious, Oh my gosh why did you ask me that stupid question huh?"
"My mind says that so My mouth speaks, Anyway, never mind, just don't think about it and Later he said when I will go there if you wanted to, I will come with you," I said and she broadened her eyes with her lips on nowhere to say, "Did he said that I was going there with you? I mean, that's private right? And only a few Important people to him only had that access to go," she stated and I nodded, "nice, so you are important to him, huh? That was so sweet," she added and giggles, I pat her shoulder and shook my head, "He said if I wanted to then I will," I said and she raised her brows and claps, "I was so impressed, If ever you want him as the way he likes you, I hope it's not too late," she stated and I hung on, "I wouldn't come, I don't like too," she added that made me stand straight and faced her, "hey, why? That's so awkward,"
"Yeah that is it, I don't want to go, firstly, It was your privacy, second, I vote for him but you will refuse, third, That makes my heartbreak too, and I don't want to be emotional while I was watching you two having that scenario, I hope he will be okay after that." She stated and I carefully listened to her, I smiled in bitterness, "I think he will, he will be fine afterward and find another woman who's better than me," I answered while looking down at the white tiles floor. "He's rich, handsome, and Influential, I thought it would be easy for him too," she continued
"Yeah, that's my reason too," I agreed and look at her "but, maybe not, if he's deeply in love with you, but I hope also that it was just an affection, affection that can change quickly in just days," I heard her saying
"Maybe...I hope, I hope we can still be a friend and my job won't be affected by it." I pinned my lips and she look upon the door, "Hey, I think I need to go, good luck for later, I hope so, " she murmured almost running to quickly approach the entryway and I was left hanging, "if ever...I hope you would not be mad at me," I said to myself and turn around facing the sink again, putting the gloves used for dishes and gently wiping all the glass with a clean white piece of clothes, Several Deep breathe I gave and I heard a couple of shoes entering the door to the kitchen again, I hope it's not you, but Who's in behind me feels another man, the way its perfume smells and covered all the corner of the little space I was working with gently approaching me, I don't look around, I act like I was busy doing my tasks but a deep and warm air touches my nape, I felt unsecured and My heart beats faster, I quickly turned around and in quick, I broadened my eyes when he's so near to me, "who are you?" I asked in between of freezing my body because if the scared I was feeling, he comes nearer to me and his long coat almost touches my skin, I want to run, I saw him placing his both big and muscled arms in both of my sides in the sinks wall, cornering me and I was on my knees trembling while my heart is on trouble, "w-who are you? Why are you here?" I asked multiple times but he remain silent, my hand almost don't know where to hold so I keep it in between our bodies, pushing him to not be so closed to me, but he's a man, a kinda strong, he stopped on stepping a few inches of his lips against my lips, I was on a freezing stage holding my breath, I lean a few distances and he wrapped one of his arms to my little waist pulling my body to him, "h-hey, h-how dare you? Who are you?" I said almost breaking my voice and he wear off his sports cap revealing his messy but looking cool black silky hair and a pair of almond-shaped with thick long lashes blue eyes that met my gaze, I feel like everything around are in slow-motion only looking at its beautiful own kind stunning looks, "I was hunting you so far, and longer," he finally spoke that made me feel hot, "w-who are you? Anyone, please help!!" I yelled and he chuckle sarcastically, holding my waist, he turned around pulled me out of him, I feel the cold wall on my back and his arm pinned me, I shut my eyes while my lower lips slightly shaking, my hair falls and untied, "you will know my name, later," its husky voice vibrated through my body and his warm air enters ever pore of my nape's skin, "just be quiet and I will not harm you," it said in front of my ears, almost all of my body shaking in nervousness, I was froze standing, dare not to open my eyes, I fell his touches strolling to my shoulder down to my arms, I can't move, I feel the heat around my eyes but I will not cry, his touches leave me and a soft little thing touches the nape that made me hist, it continued slowly and romantic way, my hands between our bodies can't help but to hold his shirt under her opened black coat, smelling his perfume gently open my eyes, I hold his shirt more firmly when I felt his lips kissing my colar bone, This is my weakness, My heart uncontrollably beats and I was looking on the ceiling, I can't talk! I'm gasping for air!
"S...st..stop," I said in between of suffocating, but he deepens his lips in my neck planted marks, while his hands are on the upper part of my left legs beside my private part gently massaging it, I was shaking, my stomach feels the ache, hot and... "Uhm, s-stop," I said once again, he left my legs but touched more upper until he finds the zipper of my skirts, "No, please stop, d- ahh!" I yelled in pain when he forcibly hold the back of my head and straightened to look at his gaze. I feel the pain that causes me to shut my eyes, he didn't open the skirt's zipper but his hand remains on my ass, "don't you dare say it to anyone or else.." I heard him whispering and put a kiss on my lips, quickly he stepped and reach for the door, I heard those steps leaving while I'm on my body, in the wall while my hands are on my skirts shutting my eyes, almost crying, "I...I w-will sue you," I whispered and breathes multiple times. I look down on my legs and sit on the floor hugging my knees, I feel down, how dare him,
Should I tell Nicky about it?
I feel the pain in my nape and remember how hot his air touches me, I felt a warm fluid that goes through my underwear, his kisses, it is my second time that letting a man kiss me, how dare-but are that man from that night and the man lately is same? I almost forgot about my tasks and think only that guy, his perfume, I remember how it smells because some part of the kitchen stills smells like him, I was shaking I gave out a deep breath every second and gently calm myself, I feel wet inside, that guy is so damn dangerous to me, should I tell it to Daryl for my safety? But I don't want to bother him anymore nor to come closer to him cause of the affection that feels toward me, if I will tell it to him, he may take it and help me but I need to say yes to him because he helps me, how dare you" how dare you man!!" I yelled in the floor that echoed on the corner of the kitchen, my tears fell finally I feel so broke,
I let myself in a minute and tied my hair again, later that I realized the Sanrio I used to tied it was broken because of the way he forced to hold it lately,
Facepalming and my heart still in trouble, I need to get up, I'm not finished yet, I will try to forget about that things for a while to keep my focus on my job, he's waiting to..in the rooftop, the man that nothing does me but to love me.