Something

"Is there is something that bothered you?" I heard him asking and I look around and found him standing on the right side of me.
His hands are stuck in his pocket and his stares are in the sun staring at it. I smell his perfume as he is just a few inches of distance from me.
I am here now at the end of the soil and could feel the warmest of the white sand in my feet while I was standing barefoot on it. Staring at how the day ended and mesmerizing every second of the day here on his Island.
*achoo!*
I sneeze as the wind blows and has the little dusk contaminants on my nose.
"Let's get inside, you may get sick here." He said and I look at him and found his stares that already looking at me. The orange shine of the sun passes on his black tantalizing eyes that make them shine bright. I smile at him genuinely.
"No, I'm okay, I will watch the sunset here." I retorted and back my stares on the sun that settles down to nowhere.
"Are you sure? Do you want coffee? I will make it," he asked and I look at him again.
"Of course," I said and he nodded. "Just wait here okay?" He reminds me and I nodded back as my answer.
I watch him as he stepped more and more through the building and could even make me smile in the reason I couldn't tell. What is wrong with me huh?
"I can't believe that I will leave here by tomorrow and couldn't even see the sunshine or down, and now I will watch it. I promise." I said to myself and giggled.
There is a group of birds happily playing while swinging their lovely wings in the air making them flee above and to somewhere I don't know. The scenery that I always wanted to watch every day but so far, I can't do for some reason that I have. Now a lot of responsibilities in life.
The surrounding slowly become so orange and a dark color that makes me feel re-energized. How I wish, I watch it with Renz. I'm sure that he will be happy.
"Stop it, Cassandra, Renz isn't coming back. He has new, don't fool yourself to the idea that he's the same person you've met before," I scolded myself and could even ball my hands into fists. I was so mad, mad to myself for always insisting that idea on me.
I remember how Renz told me that he was leaving by tomorrow,
We tell our true feelings on the very first day of our relationship while watching the sunset and then almost leave me using a sunset too. By watching and treating me like a princess and a more extraordinary feeling I have felt that day and then ask me if the sun is so beautiful, isn't it? Knowing that he wants to tell goodbye to me in a beautiful way.
Promises is just a word and he actually slapped me that reality that promises is just equal to words. Knowing that he will not come back again. Is it okay with me?
"It's been a while since you've told me that you will stay here by my side no matter what happened, but it looks like it's just me here and all alone by myself," I whispered and smiled painfully.
"You're not alone. What is the purpose of me here? Here's your coffee," I heard Maki's voice say from behind. I look at my back and daw him with two cups of coffee in his hands giving me one of them.
It sucks, he hears me being dramatic.
"T...thank you for this Maki," I retorted after taking the Mug from him. I already smell the aroma of black coffee! This looks yummy.
"Tell me something," he started after sitting on the white sand. Placing the mug on his side and then put his hand in front of him.
He gives me the stare I couldn't tell if he was going to ask me a question or wait for me to tell anything. But on how he arches his thick black brow told me that he's really waiting for me to open my mouth and mouthed words.
"Tell you something like what?" I asked and look at him. Intensely and giving me the fuck nervous on my little organ inside my chest.
"About something, you are murmuring lately, what's that, who involved on that chapter of your past or...anything if you are not comfortable to share in me about that." He mounted and take a drink on his hot coffee.
His husky voice keeps me in touch with him. He really makes me feel warm by the way his voice sound.
"I...did I say something lately that keeps your question in your head?" I asked and he chuckle bringing back his gazes to the sun.
"What do you think? Will I ask you if I'm not wondering about that?" He asks sarcastically and I arch my eyebrows at him. Even he's not looking at me I know he knows me.
"Oh, that? It's just a past love and an ignorant of everything in this world." I simply said and then take a sip on this hot brewed black coffee. After sipping on it, I put the mug on between my hands and feel the hotness of it entering my nerves in my hands. I look at it and saw my reflection becomes darker.
I know that just a few minutes and The sun will sleep and We will leave this when the sun shines again tomorrow. I will miss this.
"Care to share?" He asked and I chuckle.
"Do you care about that?" I asked without looking at him.
"I really don't but since this was our last day, let us have some discussion in everything just to...you know, break the boredom in between of us," he stated and smiled.
"That topic was so sensitive for me and very important so, Sorry for not letting you know about it and I think I should keep it only to myself," I said and then took another sip.
"You look so broken when you keep quiet," he said which makes me urge to look at him. Did he just...watching my gestures?
"No, I'm not, I just consider my privacy," I retorted
"What is wrong with that. We're only two here," he insisted in a very cold tone. This is kinda hard to get.
"Even we're just two here, that was so sensitive, Maki, don't force me to say it," I mouthed.
"No, I'm not forcing you, I was just considering your mental health too," he said huskily, "but if you can't, then it's okay, it doesn't matter to me anyway,"
He's mean, I know it.
I sighed and take a sip again. I also saw him drinking his coffee. Should I tell him some of my past?
"Hmm, okay, I was only thinking that you're a stranger to me anyway so I wasn't sure if my stories are safe with you," I said and he laughs softly
"Your words are safe with me. It is also just for the two of us, and...if You think I was just a stranger to you then okay. Leave it to the wind," he mouthed.
Why do I feel I was so selfish if I wouldn't narrate my story to him huh?
"Uh, no, it's not that.