Gtkyb 2.0

"Why does it looks artificial?" He laughed and asked me. I smiled sweetly at him before answering him. I shook my head, "no it's not, it is just looking so amazing like, you know, that is one of the rarest colors of the eyes in the entire universe so that is why I was so amazed by seeing a person personally with that eye color."
He looks at me while grinning, "why? So you mean, you are amazed at me?" He asked and wow, what does he feel? "Uhm, because of your eyes," I said, and he pouted, "so if I'd never had this eyes color you will never be amazed by me?" I laugh at his tone. "Uhm, maybe, haha." I answered, "tss, well my Mom and dad had these eye colors too, and my sister... My little sister had blue." He stated I was left hanging on, "jinja? That was so amazing!"
"Yeah, by the way, tell me which of the customers beats your friend." He stated and I immediately point out the group of men who are sitting on the left corner while looking so drunk and with girls on their side, sneaking Kisses, eww. "Are they really are?" He asked in awe, "do you think I will point out someone that is innocent?" I sarcastically asked and he nodded when he reached out to who are they. "Why are you yelling at me? I am just asking!" He asked. "Then why are you yelling at me too?"
"Because you are yelling!" He stated in a soft voice, I am now being comfortable with his presence, I didn't know that he is friendly in person. "No I am just kidding, stop that stare," he added and arranges my hair, "silly, stop it," I immediately take away his hands to my head. "I think that was so bad." He started to change the topic. I looked at his eyes and it met mine, even the darkest place can't replace his handsome face, his eyes that were very enchanting and amazing, his jawline, and his lips, so attractive. I looked down in his chains, his very expensive chains that shine when the disco light hit it, his long hot neck, broad shoulder, and a muscle on his chest, "bad? what?" I asked and think of Matella and what I did lately to her. "Uhm, that time when we first met, haha you are kinda elusive, It is so hard to even get your name."
"Ahh, that night when you make that man scared and run?" I asked and he laughed.
"Why? That's our first met, do I say it wrong?"
"No, I was just finding it funny but yeah, that night..."
"Uhm, seriously, I didn't say thank you for your kindness, Van. That night was one of my near-death experiences for my whole life." I stated and looked away.
"Really? Uhm, it is just nothing, I just found it abusive and imperfect, that is why I help you.."
"And that is why I thank you!"
"No, you deserve to be treated like a queen, that is why... I made a move to at least tell you that you deserve to be respected." He said in a serious yet sweet tone
That was so nice to hear, my heart melts and I was so happy, I couldn't imagine that he is kind.
"Uhm, t...thank you,"
"What I am saying is that night when I introduce myself to you,"
"Ahhh, that following night, yeah I. I remember it, I...I'm sorry, I am just an introvert I can't give my name to others." He shook his head while smiling and his brown silky messy hair sways, He looks like a prince in real-time, bowing to his princess. But I am not his princess! Erase, erase it from your head you silly Cassandra! "Yeah, I do think of it too, and okay, I understand, no worries I'm not mad, haha!"
"Really?"
"Of course, I do, by the way, I wanted to say this formally,"
"What?"
"I am Van Ridome, Van for short," he said and reach out his hands. I was overwhelmed for the second time he waited for me to take it. "I'm Cassandra Trinity, Nice to meet you, Van," I said and I took his hands. " He looks so happy, "well was happy to meet you, Cassandra." He said and we both let each other's hands.
"That was so nice, are you single?" He asked and I was stunned by it.
"Uh, huh? Single?"
"Yeah...I mean... Are you with someone in a relationship or a single, not committed to?"
I chuckle and remember, I asked myself, am I now single? Because it made me feel that I am single. while him...enjoying his life at Hankuk university, I know that he would not know me now, and don't remember me, us...
"Hey, did I say something wrong?"
"Huh? I am sorry, what are you asking again?"
"I ask if you are committed now in a relationship?"
"Ahhh, that... Uh, yes. He is far from me, that is why we are not together."
" really? Long Distance relationship? That was so hard," he said while looking at me
"It is not when you love someone, distance doesn't matter," I said politely and smiled at him.
"Hmm, may I know why you are in a distance relationship?" He was confused with it huh?
I remember the time when he said that he was going to Seoul because his parents wants him to be with them, I thought it was just for a vacation, like, that time, when he asked permission from me, or so I called it permission or he's just informing me? winter season, while the snows are dropping, receiving a message from him through the telegram, "love, I am sorry, I need to leave you, my mom wants me to spend the vacation to Seoul where they are staying, I can't help but to obey her or else, she will be mad at me and forced me to break up with you, I am sorry for saying this so late, I promise you, I will come back, I will for you. I love you!
Sincerely,
Renz."
But until now, he's not here, and I don't know if we are still in a relationship or Am I just pretending, hoping that we are still? Cause it feels no,
"Uhm, Van he's just in a far, busy with his obligations too."
"Really? I hope, you both are okay."
Do we okay? Are we okay.? Are they still us? Cause, Renz, I don't feel you in any way.
"We are okay, Van, we are always okay."
Freaking lies. I hope it's true.
"Is that so, now I will go back to them, Nice to meet you Cassandra, and... Tell me if you need something okay?" He said and smiled.
"Okay, Van. Thank you."
I said and he gradually put back his cap that covers his hair again, and I was watching him stepping back to his troops.
I was left hanging on, my mind, my heart, and my soul. Remember you again... it is been two years since you left me those messages. I was right, this shit might happen after that. Anyways, I am still in love with you, I was still waiting for you, I am still that person, that Cassandra you love. nothing changed, my love for you was for eternity. And I am in love with the only person, and it is you. Only you. My Renz.
I took a deep breath and gently close my eyes, how dare that the love never leave but the person does. And the feelings we both put on it, the promises and the efforts, watching the sunsets together, counting the stars, making promises, singing our love song, counting the number of days, months, into anniversaries, how dare you, love?
"Cassandra." Nicky greeted while looking at me,
"Oh, hi? I have a word with that man,"
"Ah, yeah, I saw it. And...that thing," she stated while looking at the tray I was holding.
"...I thought that girl was hurt, didn't she?" She continued. "So, you saw it too? You watch us?"
"Uh, yeah... I just wonder if those men who were sitting will beat you too, you know, but seems like you are the one who chose violence more than them." She said while softly laughing
"No, I just, I just...you know? That one girl named Matella is kinda overacting and...kinda! Urgh!" I answered while I am balling my fists
"Shhh, calm down, at least you teach her a lesson tonight, I am sure after that, she will learn unless she's born stupid," Nicky said and I laugh,
"You are bad to her, but... I like the way you think. Haha, it's kinda erotic."
"Hmm, beforehand, may I know the words you've shared?" She suddenly turns her face to me, and my eyes met her, I am confused, these two kinda have a feeling for each other, doesn't he? She?
"Hmm, sure, what part of it you wanted to know, huh?" I placed my elbow on the table and I let myself rest for a while even though I am standing. My long hair touches my bare skin in my arms, and it tickled me, I took the rubber band from the cabinet and started to band my hair into one bundle. "Uhm, what do you mean, I mean..." She hesitates to asks,
"Does it still hurts? you need something?" I asked and wait for her response, she is still sitting on the swivel chair, and looked pale. She nodded and I looked upon her, " well, he asked me about you, and what happened to you..." I started and watch her expression, the glim lights from the running disco ball hit her eyes, just like Van, it glows through the darkness. "Really?" She asked in confusion, "yeah, do you think I will tell you lies?" She shook her head after hearing my question, I bit my lips and bent down to look at her closely. "Uhm, no of course not, you are my trusted one and..."
"Sh... Stop that cheesy words." I cut her and smirk.
"You...Cassandra, you are different tonight,"
"Am I? tss," she gulped and I watch her looking at me, I can sense her confusion inside her head.
"Uhm...b-by the way, I...I heard your phone ring lately, while you are still there. Check it out, I think it is important." She changes the topic.
I smiled and look at the bag that is placed and peacefully sitting at the chair.
"And now may I know why you ask me about that words we have shared?" I raised my brows and she looked at me,
"Uhm, Cassandra, what happened to you?"
"Nothing, just ask me,"
"I am just confused... Cause maybe later...he...Uhm, he...he gave you death threats, I am just."
"Okay fine, then I will go, tell me if you need something," I said in a cold voice, I feel different tonight,
I walked into the chair where my bag is placed. Gradually opening the zipper and taking my phone, it looks so much old, But I can't buy a new one,
Password encrypted: please type your password.
The phone stated.
"Renz Galleria."
Phone unlocked.
I sighed, you are still the topic of my everything.
I opened the text messages cause there is a red dot that signifies there is a new message to me. Without hesitation, I opened it and saw... An unknown number,
My heartbeat was fast when I saw the first words.
"Cassandra, it is me, Renz.."
I...I didn't expect this,
"How are you? I hope you are okay,"
Even it's just a text, I can hear his voice saying it to me like he's just in my front.
"Well, if you were going to ask me, am I okay? Yes, I am. This is my girlfriend's number, and I asked her permission to text you,"
What? Girlfriend? I thought I am still yours and you are still mine? But why...
"Sorry, after saying that I will come back, but... but I didn't."
Is this the end? How about me? What about my feelings? Renz, come on, what about me?
My tears starts to fall and I couldn't help but let them go. I wish my tears can wash the pain in my heart until they vanished.
"After waiting for you, is this the answer? Is this the fucking answer?" I almost whisper,
"After questioning myself about us, you...you did this to me?"
"Cassandra! Shane is here, come on." I heard Nicky's voice. I immediately put back my phone in my bag and walked closer to her.
"What?" I asked
"I saw Shane and her troops, walking, what are we going to do?"
"Did you tell her to come? I said no right?"
"Yeah, but she's stupid, right?"
I nodded. "So what?" She questioned, "I...I don't know, but if she will know that we are working on it,..."
"Yeah, That was the problem, we can't escape that easily cause we have a task tonight."
"You see the wig in the stock room, right?" I asked her and she nodded, "so...are we going to use it?" She raised her voice
"Of course, or else!"
"Okay fine! I think I can walk now, stay here and I will get it."
"Faster!" I said and she immediately stood up and went inside, this bitch is a really annoying, stupid brat. I saw them wearing sexy outfits and everyone they are walking through laid eyes on them. So...seducing, she's great at seducing. Did I watch her, looking at every corner of the bar looking for someone? Are they looking for us? This can't be! Nicky go hurry! Shane stopped her eyes to where I am standing. Slowly walking towards me, f-fuck! I...I am dead. Did she familiarize my face? Oh fuck.