What a dream

"I'm also impressed with you, your courage to face mama haha, even though you were nervous before you were like a superhero defending me against the enemy, although mama is not an opponent but it seems like that haha,"
Florida said to him with a laugh, now I was talking to him upstairs in our house. the house is only one floor but there is space at the top that can be hung,
"yes, I was nervous before, if you only knew how trembling I was when I spoke, my hand was just holding the plastic when the fruits were done when I was so nervous, I even forgot to give auntie Florida the things we bought for her, haha, Sana was really satisfied with the chocolates, isn't she? hoping ... "
I heard him say. I looked at him and smiled. he took a deep breath and looked up at the sky, he was obviously amazed at the beauty of the night.
"yes mad, I'm really happy and I'm still being asked who are you and who are you in my life," I said while looking at the big star in the sky.
"It's a beautiful day, a lot of good things have happened to me," he opened up to me and smiled as he looked up,
from the place where our house stands you can already see the beautiful lights from the buildings in the city. towering buildings in the morning and shines like a star at night and looks like it falls from the sky. the air can also relax because the ground on which the house was built is high. how many times have I gone and hung out here but now I just realized that the scenery is beautiful especially when you have someone with you. I hope it happens again if it happens again, but I stick to his promise that he will never change, so maybe it will happen again. I can't wait any longer.
"Well, your mom allowed us to be boyfriends and girlfriends, but I have to woo you first and prove everything. But that's where we're going, isn't it?" I heard him say
"Where else we're going?" I asked and turned to look at him
"ah, where else? in a relationship! haha," I felt the joy in his heart when he told me this.
"ah, where are you, I'll make it hard for you to woo first so that I can test your behavior, later when we become married, you will kill me suddenly because what I'm cooking caught fire,"
"No, you're good at cooking, aren't you?"
"Yes, it's just cooking!"
"So, there's no reason to be angry with you when it comes to cooking, but ... you ... you're thinking we're going to get married right away!" he teased. if you only knew Renz, I used to imagine that I would marry you, haha.
"ha? no ah, I just thought, just popped into my mind! don't even be assuming,"
"we, you're nervous there, don't fool me, I can see in your smile that you're nervous! look at that oh, you're blushing!" To make matters worse, I slapped him on the shoulder and laughed,
"you, stop it, I'll leave you here look," I said annoyed but turned to smile,
"Okay, I'll be quiet, haha, you like to be pissed, you can be pissed easily," he said and held my hands, his hand was warm. even though the air is cold I am no longer cold.
"You know ... just now my day was completely happy," he said while filling the gaps between each of my fingers with his.
"what do you mean, Renz?" I asked and he tightened his grip on my hand, he looked at me and said
"I'm so happy because I hid my love from you for a long time, I'm afraid I'll be rejected, and then I don't know that we're just hiding both of our feelings for each other,"
"But that is all worth it, wasn't it?"
"Which one? to wait? yes, haha, because if at grade seven you admit to me, even if I already have feelings for you then I might reject you, because we were young then and I know mama won't allow it "because now we're in grade 10 now and we can make a decision on our own and do you see our contemporaries, we already have girlfriends, I'm still afraid of mama when it comes to such things,"
"I understand Cass, that's why I'm thinking, we happened to hide our feelings for this, for now,"
"the sweet lord really made ways, didn't he?" I will ask
"I'm an atheist, we really don't have a religion, but, I'm ready to be baptized in your church at our wedding."
"ah, are you an atheist? that's okay, it's okay and at least you understand us and you're not insulting us,"
"Yes, why should I scold you? We are the ones who don't seem normal because most people are baptized in churches? Because here they often don't believe in God? And that tradition often takes place in other countries, especially in the Philippines, almost everyone there is baptized, "
"really? did your friend who lives there tell you about that thing?"
"Yes, he seems to be innovating because his relatives are there, inviting him to church, he is not baptized, he is also an atheist."
"It's hard, you'll need to get along with them so they don't look at you weird, right?"
"yes, Cassandra, but I'm still thankful to God that he let me be with you, and get to know you,"
"ah, yes, haha, but in case we will now going to get married, pretend we're getting married and then you have to be baptized before you can marry me, what will you do?"
"of course, I will be baptized,"
"What about your mom and dad if they don't agree, will you insist?" he was silent at my question and just looked up at the moon, I waited for another second to hear him again
"I'm not sure, but I'll fight, I will fight for you."
"Yes, I know that," I said and took a deep breath,
"Is that going to make me an atheist, causing us problems?"
he asked. we just got to know each other very well but there was a problem right away. I looked up at the sky and blew air
"No, as long as we feel the same way for each other, maybe that's okay ..."
"You know what, My family, they don't really believe in that, so it's a bit difficult to make a decision," he said and I nodded while looking at the city lights.
That's hard Renz, the difficulty is when our differences are about beliefs because that's where everything is rooted, eh, if we're not the same, everyone will be affected. I don't want to force you to be baptized if you really don't want to and ... I don't want you to suffer one day
we have no intention of speaking alike,
"You're really famous, I thought you were just kidding," I whispered to break the silence,
"Yes, because that's because of my parents, I told you I'm handsome,"
"the thickness of your face,"
"Seriously, it's just because of my parents that everyone knew me. When they took me to the red carpet award of the famous models, that's where I met, well, I even secretly called mommy's mom back then because ... "
"Because?"
"ah ... because, mama .... she's ferell,"
"ferell? what's with her as ferell?" that word is familiar to me, what can it mean. He looks upon the wristwatch on his arm, and he looks at me
"Hey, it's going to be eight o'clock at night, I need to go home, Cassandra,"
"Ah, yeah, I forgot about the hour,
"yes you have to go home, let's go down," I invited and we got up from sitting on the iron stairs.
we immediately went downstairs and mama was looking at us.
"Are you going home, Renz?" Mother asked,
"Uhm, for now, yes, I'll just come back next time auntie,"
he replied politely, mama nodded at him and we continued to walk out, he put on his shoes and so did I.
"I'll take you to the store," I said and he would have refused when I got ahead of him,
"You might be damned to come back, you're not with me anymore so you might be damned,"
"no, kind people here,"
"Is that so, okay, you said so,"
", bye Auntie Florida!"
"All right, be careful when you go home!"
"Yes, I'll be careful!"
"I think mom, likes you now,"
"is that so? do you think too?"
"yeah cause, he's not smiling at anyone but you,"
"That's okay if she wants me, then I will wait for your answer, I'll wait for that haha,"
"Stop, then, by the way, thank you for the food, Sana told me to tell you that before I climbed to the top, I mean she told me to tell you, thank you there. Mama too said thank you,"
"really? haha, I'm happy then."
"I'm happy too, I thought they'd be really angry, no. I'm just paranoid, haha,"
"I hope this will continue, the good relationship between us, did you say I'm an atheist?"
"no."
*****
"ah, my headache ..."
I just grabbed my forehead when I felt the extreme pain in the back of my head. the pain, still aching, lasted a few more minutes before it gradually faded from my feeling and I opened my eyes.
wait, why is the bed different ... why, where am I?
what happened why am I here?
I looked around, why is there champagne on the table next to the bed and why is there a fancy light at the top of the ... bedroom?
whose room is this! where am I!
I quickly got up and dropped the white blanket from my body but what surprised me ... was what I was wearing, why am I not wearing anything below? why I'm just wearing a bra ... maybe ... am I being raped?
what the hell! am I got raped ?!
I quickly picked up the blanket I had fallen on the floor, whoever this room belongs to and whoever did all this I will pay ... that is if I can get out of the room alive.
I wrapped the blanket all over my body. I have no clothes, and the door is locked inside,
"shit, what's going on, why am I here ..." I asked myself. I will go crazy when I find out that someone who raped me is ugly. I hope I'm not raped.
have a key, have a key !?
I quickly picked up the key on the table with the champagne, is the owner of this room a man?
I inserted the lock key and it fit, wait, I might die when I open it, or maybe I have a gun pointed at my forehead.
I slowly turned the door, no one when I peeked, the path was clean, where am I?
I slowly walked holding each end of the blanket that served as my clothing. until my feet were covered and my hair was still loose.
my chest is pounding, am I dying now?
shit, why does it seem so dark around me, I'm nervous,
I could see the orange sky from the hall I was walking in. it's afternoon?
I look around and I see those structures that are well built, I see a staircase down, it looks like I'm the only person here.
I didn't go straight to the stairs first. I looked at the bottom of the structure I was stepping on now and I saw the immense floor, what is there here?
am I the only person
I almost ran down the stairs and everyone was very quiet. it was dark and it seemed like night indeed.
"Hello! is anyone here?" I shouted inside but my voice just echoed. with a table and with utensils, with more silhouettes,
"Hello? is there anyone here? show up," I said again and no one answered,
Little by little I heard the oncoming helicopter, the sound was getting louder, I nervously turned around from the room I came from and ran up the stairs, shit, who is the mastermind of all this?
I went into the room and locked the door, nervously looking at the door and the chopper getting louder and louder,
I can almost catch my breath, what ... why am I here?
I want to cry! I want to go home,
a few more minutes louder,
the chopper seemed to have landed due to its gradual slowdown. who came and ... what did he do to me?
I couldn't think of a way and just hid under the blanket, I pretended to be asleep, I was waiting for who would come but a minute later there was no pain. I can still hear the propeller but it is weak now.
"God, help me please, I don't have clothes yet, what will happen to me?" I prayed while lying under the blanket. all my hair stood on end when I heard the man's approaching footsteps, and the rattle of the key he had inserted into the doorknob,
he turned the door and I closed my eyes, nervous and trembling. I need to pretend that I am asleep, shit.
as soon as he entered, the smell of his perfume immediately spread in the room, I tightened my grip on the blanket when he closed the door again.
"Are you still sleeping? I thought the effect of the medicine would disappear today?" I heard its question. his voice ... I think I heard it, where else?
I felt the weight on the bed I was lying on, and its two hands on either side of me. I remember
I didn't cover my face, and ... only my stomach was covered with a blanket.
I felt the hot air on my neck, I closed my eyes, even more, I knew he was very close to me and I was just wearing a bra ...
"Wake up, otherwise I'll kiss you," I heard its threat. did he notice wait how!
"One, don't pretend, I'm not kidding," he said again, every word he said caressing the side of my neck his hot air. I'm terrified.
"You really don't want to? You'll take care of it," he said and seemed to lose weight on the bed, I took a deep breath, and waited another minute. he is gone
I felt the erection of a feather when a soft object touch my neck, down, I did not expect to be holding me on the shoulder of the person who is now kissing my neck, The warmth of his lips,
"stop, don't, please .." I begged still closing my eyes, I heard his laugh,
"I'm right," he whispered, causing me to wake up,
I saw his appearance, Thick eyebrows, straight nose, black eyes, kissable lips, and his mole under the nose and side of the left eye,
I immediately sat up in bed and almost touched my lips to him,
"I know you, you're the one at the bar ... the one ... kiss me, you pervert! You're rude!"
"chill, I haven't done anything bad to you here, and then don't shout, your voice is irritating," he said and it was fitting that I removed his necktie,
"You idiot, take me home to our house!" I said nervously and he looked into my eyes down to his lips, he laughed softly and smiled annoyingly,
"I like our position, you attract me," he said and I immediately looked at my grip on his necktie, I slowly removed my hand from clinging to it and turned around, so I could not meet the heat of the breath from his mouth.
"you ... pervert," I whispered while looking at the other side. he still remained close to me and with one move closer to me his lips would touch my neck again.
"I think I want to kiss your pretty lips," he whispered, causing me to turn to him — which I shouldn't have done,
"p ... ple.ase," The only word I have said when his one hand touched my hair and forcefully approached him. my hand was across his chest, pushing him but he was deliberately strong,
"It's your fault, you're seducing me," he said and without hesitation kissed my lips, I could feel the force in the back of my head pushing me to stay close to him, he was already painfully tugging at me,
his lips moved as he pressed against me, I could feel the heat of my abdomen and the grip of one of his hands descending to my thigh while the other remained in my hair.
he slowly moves his lips to me, I resist the sensation, I should not kiss him back, this is my first kiss.
my mouth is still closed and I fight myself not to kiss or come back. but he tightened his grip on my hair and quickly passed it,
"ouch," I almost yelled, the pain on my hair, " y-you, hurting me— "
I couldn't continue what I was about to say when he suddenly put his tongue inside my mouth, I tighten my grip on his clothes when I could feel his hand massaging my thigh, shit, I could feel something flowing from my womanhood, no it's impossible
he pressed the kiss and I was almost out of breath with the repeated insertion of his tongue in my mouth, defecate especially and I do not know how to feel, I could feel the pain of my abdomen and the continuation of the release of fluid in my womanhood, while crying, his hand continues to caress my thigh upwards,
"don't please," I begged when his lips parted from mine, he was just looking at me and looking serious, his hand came out of my hair and smiled.
"your lips are so sweet, I wonder what would be the taste of your womanhood,"
I was surprised by what he said and my eyes widened,
"your pervert!" I said and almost choked on the pain in my lip,
"well, whatever you do fighting the sensation, when your body wants it, you can't do anything."
I heard him say, he stood up from kneeling on the bed and went to the door, he's tall and his skin is white like cotton. his eyes were almost covered because of his messy black hair. it turned to me before unlocking the door,
"Come down, I'm going to serve food," he stated and went out the door. he left the door open and he also left me stunned.