Chapter 12: I wish I'd stay home

***Nala's P.O.V

"What is that?" I inquired frighteningly, sitting up on the bed.

Blair just laughed and remained to devour her sandwich not bothered by the loud noise we both heard. I again heard the noisy sound, this time a door slammed hard. I jumped off the bed while my heart began to race heavily.

"Calm down Nala," Blair told me as she reached out for my left hand pulling me back to bed.

I stared at her surprised that she was acting like she didn't hear anything.

"Don't that noise bother you?" I inquired her curiously.

"Oh, it's just Octavia and the new wolf she met at the bar about to fuck," Blair answered me.

I sat down immediately and began to wish she didn't tell me that. I felt much better that it was nothing bad about to happen but knowing what the noise is. I wish it was something else.

"They can't seem to get enough of each other from the day they danced," Blair told me.

I lay on the bed wishing I could just fall into a deep sleep now. I hated that I came here. I mean why did I? I discovered the person they were the day I went to the bar with them, and I foolishly accepted Blair's offer to stay at her home believing everything was going to be fine, normal I should say. I was worried about them wanting me to go to a party and pressuring me to come. What, I should have asked Blair if any man would be coming to her home. Stupid me, I cursed myself as I closed my eyes. My back turned as I heard whoring Octavia and her man kissing. Blair laughed as I did.

"Is it the first you've about to hear two wolf fuck?" Blair had the nerve to inquire me.

I didn't answer her. I rolled my eyes reached for one of her pillows and covered my head. It was a waste of time doing so. I could hear Blair laughing at me and Octavia moaning.

"agggggggh..........," I heard Octavia cry out. "I'm feeling pain!" she cried she again cried out but louder. I immediately came off the bed and rushed out of the room, running downstairs. I needed to be out of the house now.

Blair caught me before I could exit the house. I push her hand away and ran outside.

"Nala!" she stopped me.

I stopped at the front of her house. I still could hear her cousin crying out like she was in pain. I walked over to the tree. I didn't hear her sound and so I stood there. Blair walked over to me. I turned my back as she did not wanting to look her in the face.

"Nala," she called me.

"I don't know why I came here," I turned around angrily and said to her.

"You're behaving childish," Blair said to me.

"What!" I said surprised at what she had said.

She looked at me gravely and I saw with her chestnut brown eyes that she wasn't joking around.

"What do you mean I'm behaving childishly?" I inquired her. I couldn't understand why she was saying this to me after what is going on inside of her home. What was happening is disgusting. I believe sex should be private and not for everyone to hear.

"I can't believe you run out of the house because two wolves are having sex," Blair complained.

I stared at her.

"I know you're a virgin I was once was too but what is happening inside is normal Nala," she remained to complained to me.

My head lowered feeling ashamed. It was true what she said, but I just wasn't used to all of this.

"What is happening inside is something amazing to do, it's the most wonderful feeling just feeling a dick inside of you," Blair said to me. "I just wish you could act your age for you're not a child anymore but an adult."

My head raised staring at her.

"I'm sorry," I apologized to her. "I'm just not use to all of this."

"I know," Blair answered me softly.

She reached for my hand wanting us to go back inside. I took her hand.

"Since you're first hearing wolves having sex, you want to see what's going inside of Octavia's room?" Blair inquired me.

My eyes widen and I shook my head quickly not wanting to.

"Come on just one peek" Blair eagerly wanted me to as she pulled me.

I pulled my hand away from her.

"See you're doing it again," Blair complained. "I just want you to see how good it is to ride a man," she told me.

I stood still. Blair took my hand and the next thing you know we were both entering the house. I could now hear Octavia's voice, but she didn't sound like she was in pain this time. She was enjoying herself. As we both went upstairs Blair let go of my hand and signal me to follow her into her room. As I did, she went over to a corner of her room. I watched her as she slowly moved a picture frame from the wall, revealing a small dark hole. Blair called me. I stood still not wanting to. What she was doing is wrong. It felt wrong. I didn't like the idea of spying on someone having sex, especially seeing someone naked. Blair angrily gave over to me and pulled me over to the hole.

"This is wrong," I whispered to her. She ignored me and took her first peek soon it was me. I stood still not wanting to.

"Just one peek and I promise not to bother you, anyone," she told me. I angrily went to the hole and tipped onto my toe to take a quick look so fast that I don't see anything as I did. I found my body froze instantly and I stared into Octavia's room uncontrollably. It's like my body didn't want me to move. What I saw was for the first. Blair moved me from the wall seeing that I didn't want to move and covered back the wall. I walked over to the bed and sat down. She came over to be smiling.

"Do you see how a good sex makes you react?" Blair inquired me. I just nodded as my mind repeatedly played back what I saw. It was the weirdest thing I have ever seen. I've never pictured sex in that way. Alpha Anton and I had kissed before and I too have felt his large dick behind my ass, but I have never seen it. A man dick sure is weird. Beautifully weird I should say. Still, what I saw in the room I didn't expect was a part of sex. I laid down on the bed, staring lost where the hole was hidden by the picture frame.

"Did you see how my cousin was enjoying herself on him?" Blair said as she laughed and laid beside me.

I stared at her and back at the wall. What I saw was not what she saw, something I'd never think of doing. Still, I didn't understand why Octavia choose to do that?