Chapter 34: Regrets

Nala's P.O.V

Warning: This chapter contains strong sexual content. Please read at your own risk!!!!

His lips hungrily kissed mine passionately. At that moment my body felt like a small fire, and he was like a river of gasoline running into me. My body was blazing by his powerful touch. My eyes quickly closed, and I cling onto him more than the clothes he wore, ever will, wrapping my arms around him returning his kisses. My breast pressed hard to his muscular chest and my hands slowly traces his long strong, muscular arms gentle leading it to his robust shoulder. My entire body shivered feeling his veins in his powerful hands, the small strands of his hair against his skin, and the heat of his body slowly increasing. He was heated for me and I too for him. My body wanted him so bad that I felt like I was going crazy for his loving. As he remained to kiss me, his right hand tightens around my neck while his next hand, held my waist tightly. Alpha Anton slowly began to place the full length of his tongue inside my mouth tracing the inside. My hands went to his muscular chest very aroused at what he was doing to me. I moaned enjoying his tongue playing within my mouth. What he was doing was some good things to me. He knew how to please me. I was happy I was here with him. I was not regretting it all. Coming here was the best thing I've ever done so far. My body was starving for him, and I was very wet for his cock that I could feel how wet my underwear was. I needed him to stop kissing me now and give me something hard and long, that's what I wanted right now. My lips quickly came off his and I lower my head removing his suit from his body. He removed his hand from around my neck and he leaned against his desk. He stared at me watching me take off his clothes. He soon helped me with his jacket and remained to stare at me quickly trying to unbutton his shirt that was taking so fucking long to come off. I got so angry I held each side of his white shirt attempting to rip it off. Buttons flew everywhere tearing apart his shirt. I heard Alpha Anton laughing devilishly at me liking how fucking thirsty I was for his body. He leaned up against his desk as I was about to touch is beautifully muscular tattoo body and held my face wanting to kiss me. As he did, I finished taking off his shirt until he was shirtless. My hands quickly went to his pant pulling on his belt. He stopped me as I was trying to zip down his pant.

"No rush babe, I want to play with you first before I fuck you," Alpha Anton said to me pulling my hand from his pant I was dying to rip apart now. I didn't listen to him and zip apart his pant. As my hand brushed against his dick that felt like a very large thick hose. My heart raced within my chest, and I cling to him once more eager to feel it against my body. I tried to pull down his underpants eager to see his cock as much as I wanted to feel it.

"I want you to go crazy for my cock," Alpha Anton said to me as he quickly held both of my hands pinning them behind me. I couldn't move them now.



"This is for being away from me for too long," Alpha Anton teased me as he began to kiss my neck, running his tongue slowly against my neck. My eyes close and I moan. What he was doing to me was very wrong, it was not easy being tempted by him now. I wanted him so much that I was sweating hot for him like crazy. He licked my neck slowly with intense pressure and brought his lips back to my mouth. My body slowly move back and forth happy I could feel his erect dick before me. I lowered my body wanting it to touch the right spot while I wished I was out of this damn pant now. I wanted to feel his dick more against my wet pussy. Alpha Anton laughed enjoying tempting me and knowing he was winning. He knew I wanted his dick now more than anything and he won't place me down and spread my legs for him as if my life depends on it.

"I'm going to make you cry for my dick today," the brute had the nerves to say to me within my right ear as he laughed.

"Stop this," I said to him.

"No," he said back to me, playfully. "You have no idea how badly I longed for your pussy. I'm going to make you feel my pain."

Hating what he had said to me. I stared into his handsome face, and I began to try and pull my hand away from his wanting to take off my clothes. Alpha Anton wants me badly too and he was thirsty as much as I was. If I could strip myself naked, I know for sure he won't be able to wait any longer to fuck the hell out of me. Right now, I wasn't interested in any lovemaking as some she-wolf would. What I wanted now was for him to fuck me hard.

Alpha Anton held my hand tighter behind me not wanting to let me go. He smirked as he stared into my eyes, but I wasn't going to give up. If he was teasing me, I was going to do it to him too even if I must talk dirty to him in making him strip me naked. My eyes went to his shirtless body staring at his sexy body and down to his underpants that were buffed by his dick. I felt my pussy slowly running wet like crazy.

"I'm wet..," I told the alpha naughtily as I brought my eyes to his.

He remained to stare into my eyes and slowly he began to unzip my pant. My breathing increased and I closed my eyes as he pulled it down. My eyes opened as I felt my pant completely rip from me quickly. I looked down seeing I was only within my underwear and my pant across his office. I couldn't believe what he did. My eyes went back to his hungrily. He finally unhands me. I ran to him and jumped onto him, wrapping my legs around his waist. We kissed passionately. I moaned enjoying every moment of him. He ripped off my blouse and slowly remove my bra. His lips left mine quickly and he began to kiss between my breasts. My eyes closes and my head raised as I moaned loudly. As I felt his lips onto my nipples. I moan even louder, and I brought my mouth to his right ear, biting it not knowing what to do by the strong pleasurable feeling. I grabbed his hair as he squeezed my left breast playing with them. I cried out and dropped back while my legs tighten even more around his waist. Sex with him felt so good, every one of his touches was making me go so crazy. Alpha Anton holds me tightly around my waist making sure I couldn't fall onto my back. I know for sure he won't let me go. His mouth slowly came off my breast and his tongue carefully trace down to my navel. He brought my body to him quickly and hit away everything from his desk sending them flying across the office. Some of the items hit over an object and a large hardcover book went straight to the window breaking his office window. Alpha Anton didn't care about it. He had money anyway. All that mattered was me. He placed me to sit down on his desk that was now empty. He ripped apart my underwear and widen my legs that I groan in pain. He was widening my legs too much. I cried out but I didn't tell him to stop while my side aches. I loved it, which was crazy. I was horny as fuck how do you expect me to act. I carefully watched him as he lowered himself and brought his mouth between my leg. His lips touch my wet pussy. I cried out and jumped from the desk almost falling while I became even wetter. He grabbed me and brought me to him.



"If you can't handle my tongue, how will you handle my dick?" he inquired me.

I didn't answer him I just remained to stare into his eyes sweating and breathing heavily.

He smirked and held me within his arms carrying me from his office. We both exit his office naked. My eyes went behind him as we were walking past the stairs going down and there, I saw Izabella like she was on the lookout eager to know what was going on upstairs. My eyes went away from hers and licked my mate's neck, letting her know he was mine. Soon we were in his room. The right place I wanted to be. I wanted to lie down onto his large bed while he fucked the hell out of me. He slowly put me down to his bed. I lay down and widen my leg dying to feel his dick. He finally took off his underwear and threw it aside allowing me to see his dick. It was one hell of a weapon. He was large, long, and thick. I was soon nervous if he will be able to get inside of me. He gently came over me, I touched his right hand as he did. I widen even more. And I cried out and grabbed the sheet while my face made up as he began to insert his large cock inside me. Alpha Anton push aside my legs and came close to me. His entire dick slowly went inside of me as he did. I could feel my walls parting by him giving him the best space they could, while it held him tightly. He stared into my eyes while I moaned and rest both of his hands at each of my sides, ready to fuck me.

"You have no idea how long I wanted you within my bed," he said to me hornily.

His head lowered to kiss me. My hand run through his hair as he did, loving the taste of his lips as I was loving the feeling of his dick inside of me. I cried out as he started to move slowly in and out of me, pushing back and forth his erect dick. A strong pleasure ran through me as he did, and his kisses became harder like he was going to devour my lips. His speed increased inside me. I clung to him and moan while I insert my teeth into his shoulder and pulled his skin biting him very aroused. I pulled the skin of his shoulder harder, and my legs wrapped around him tightly as his dick began to slam hard inside of me. I cried out. My moan and the sound of his dick slamming into my pussy hard echoed in the room. My breast and body jerked from his dick. I cried out even more while he began to moan. His manly moaning was sexy. The bedhead hit hard and repeatedly against the wall. His dicked slammed harder inside me murdering my pussy. My moaning soon started to sound like I was pulling a heavy loud because of his rough fucking. Alpha Anton wanted me bad, and he wasn't playing with me. He wanted to leave a mark where I could only be satisfied with him. The way he was fucking me I was quite surprised, for my first time I was able to handle him like I was well experienced. I felt my eyes shift and I pushed him onto his back off me. I sat onto him, and I rode him hard. He held my ass and helped me to smash his erect dick. I squeezed his balls as I rode him and grabbed his chest. He sat up fucking me back and kissed my breast. He brought my neck to him, and I growled as I felt him slowly about to bite me. I screamed and jumped off his dick.

He stood immediately.

"No, I'm not ready," I told him as I stood away from him.

Alpha Anton sat down on the bed, disappointedly.

"I thought you were here to be mine, not to make me fuck you," he said angrily to me.

What he said made me see that he was very hurt, that I started to regret coming here. I felt like I only came here to disappointed him. I went over to him to grab the sheet from the bed and cover my body.

"I enjoy what you were doing to me," I told him as I covered my body and touched his shoulder, wanting him to know what we did I was happy about it. I didn't regret losing my virginity to him.

Alpha Anton just got up and walked away from me heading into his closet for a pair of clothes. I sat down and watched him. I didn't like being ignored by him. It hurts and after what we were doing it hurts even more.

I love you Anton I wanted to tell him, but I didn't know how to say it. I watched him sadly as he put on his sweatpants and a white t-shirt.

"You know your way out," he told me not looking at me as he began to leave.

"Anton," I stopped him. He turned to look at me.

I stared at him not knowing what to say. I just didn't want him to leave.

"I have a pack I need to stay strong for Nala, I'm tired and I can't keep chasing after you just to ruin my spirit and always being disappointed," Alpha Anton said to me sadly as he left.

"Anton, Anton," I cried out his name. He didn't stop. He left me. I began to cry wishing there was a better way in dealing with the situation, without anyone getting hurt. I lay on his bed sadly.