Chapter 33: Jealous

**Nala's P.O.V
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The second night, after checking on Dr. Charles I went off to bed to lay down, not feeling sleepy as yet. As I did, I couldn't help thinking about Alpha Anton's behaviour towards me. It was affecting me a lot; it felt so weird the way he's treating me now.

"Stop thinking about him, you have Kyle now," I said softly to myself as I threw my pillow over my head not wanting to think about alpha Anton anymore. The way the alpha was handling me was what I've always wanted from him, for him to leave me the hell alone, but sadly I wasn't liking it now and worse seeing that new young, pretty she-wolf of his, I couldn't help to wonder if she was the one causing it.

"Bitch," I cursed. I was now angry at her and too at Alpha Anton. I was starting to realize that the alpha never did love me. If he ever did, he wouldn't have treated me like this. I am so upset with him right now; I want to yell at him angrily. If he ever did love me what had happened today would never have occurred. My anger increases at him that I started contemplating that what if I did take him back at Roxburghe, forgiving him, he would have surely cheated on me with that bitch of a maid. My breathing became heavy, filled with rage.

My mind couldn't take the non-stop consideration, it was having a too greater effect on my body, and I went off to sleep.

The morning I woke up, I was quite surprised to see Dr. Charles out of bed and in the kitchen making his own tea. He was getting better.

"Dr. Charles, let me prepare your breakfast," I told him, wanting him to sit down.

"It's okay, I'm fine doing it, I'm getting better, soon you can go home and back to your training."

I nodded and allowed him to complete his tea, Dr. Charles poured out a cup of coffee for me and garlic tea for himself.

"So, what were you and Alpha Anton talking about yesterday?" I inquired Dr. Charles curiously while I took a sip of my coffee, eager to know.

"He was just checking up on me, that's all," Dr. Charles gave me a short reply, one I wasn't looking for. I wanted him to say that he asks about me or just say something that the brute wants me back and he wants him to help him out. I just wanted to know that I still own a place within the old brute heart.

"Okay," I answered disappointedly, taking another sip at my hot beverage.

"Did you buy any bread yesterday?" Dr. Charles inquired me while he began to search the cabinets.

"Oh, I forgot," I told him. "But I can buy it now."

"No, you don't have to," Dr. Charles told me.

"It's okay," I said to him as I stormed out of the kitchen and went to get my purse, leaving the house. It was quite sad that I wasn't interested in getting the bread. I just wanted to see Alpha Anton so I could vent out my anger at him. He deserves it. The way he is treating me now made me feel like a fool at how he came to Roxburghe and pleaded to me to take him back. I felt like it was all an act. I wanted to slap him hard across his face now. I was jealous, yes, but I had a right to do so. He ruins my first date with Kyle, and I need to get back my revenge in ruining anything he's doing with that bitch. Also, as I can recall he left me a letter lying that he will always love me. I wish I'd brought it here; it would have become of good use to me to not only throw it into his face but also that bitchy maid of his as well.

"Ughhh....," I growled angrily as I began to walk faster. Every thought I had about him and the things he did just to get me back, just pisses me off, when he never did love me. The thought of Alpha Anton only wanted me as his own because I am his chosen mate and now look what he did now, hire a beautiful maid and throw me aside. I have the right to hit him for trying to ruin my life for his own selfish needs.

"That bitch," I curse again.

I curse along the way until I was in the crowded market. I stopped right away not wanting anyone to think I'm crazy. I immediately went to purchase the bread from the same supermarket, as I was through, I stood outside looking to see if I could somehow see the brute. I didn't. I remained within the same spot for a few minutes. Soon I started to walk opposite from where I was coming from, seeing two of his men I recalled seeing the old bastard with yesterday. Finally, I saw the handsome bitch, Alpha Anton. Gosh, I really hate how good-looking he was. He was standing with his back turned talking to some old ladies who was blushing like crazy over him. One reached out to hold his hand eager to touch him. Alpha Anton held her hand and smiled. His hair was made in one and his ponytail was folded. I slowly moved and stood within a very crowded section where he could not know I was watching him. I bit my bottom lip disliking that I was now acting like a starker and behaving as obsessive he was once with me. What I'm doing is nothing like his dangerous obsessive behaviour with me, I thought getting rid of my not-so-good thought, which was trying to make me feel bad about my action. I slowly remove my teeth from my bottom lip as I exhale slowly while my eyes trace his shirtless muscular, sweaty, tattoo body. Alpha Anton was an example of a great creation and the best of all man ever created by the moon goddess. I hated it and hated myself that I couldn't help being drawn to his sexy body. My eyes slowly trace his hot body wishing I could see him clearly because of his distance. My eyes stopped at his right hand as he slowly moved it from the lady's hand. It was sexily filled with veins that I couldn't help thinking about his hands slowly inserting the full size of his erect penis inside of me. I squeeze the bread within my hand not wanting to have any sexual thoughts about him. My body jumped that I may have ruined the bread. My eyes quickly turned away from him looking into my small brown bag. The bread was fine. My eyes went back to him, and I could help to growl within my throat. Alpha Anton was no longer with the elderly ladies but his whore, the maid. I then realize that they were really a thing. I mean why was she here with him. Her job was at his home, cooking, and cleaning not leaving the house to be with him.

"Bitch," I said softly. I couldn't help myself. Suddenly I found myself parting through the crowd and across the road wanting to go over to him and hit them both in the face with my bag with bread.

"No," I stopped myself in the middle of the road before I could embarrass myself. I quickly went straight along the road returning to Dr. Charles. Along the way, I find myself crying. I really didn't want to be bothered by what he was doing to me but seeing her being so close to him, really hurts me. I stood along the road to Dr. Charles sadly. I thought rejecting alpha Anton I would never have any more feeling for him and hated him, but deep down I still have feelings for him, and it seems my wolf too didn't want to let go of our mate. She knew what had happened during the past wasn't his fault but his father's. I still have feelings for him, and I will forever no matter how I lie to myself that I don't anymore.

My face made in anger standing in the road for a few minutes.

I tried moving on with my life in making a new start within a new land. Everything was going well for me, and I even made a friend. I thought my life was on to a very good start, but then Alpha Anton return forcing himself into my life again, digging up every feeling I buried for him. If he had let me be, my life would have been fine, and I wouldn't be in this situation now. Now, what I was going through was his fault to blame. He was the one who awakened the feelings I had for him and now look what he did. He shoved me aside after he meet that bitch.

"I have a right to be angry!" I said out loud as I turned back around heading to him. This time I was not going to stop myself. I was, even more, determined to see him. I wanted to slap him and his bitch. I held my small bag tightly and walked quickly, faster than I ever did. I was soon within the market. My teeth clench angrily, and I walked over to where I last saw him, not stopping at all. I was so surprised he wasn't there nor any of his men. I remained within the area and spun around to see where he was. I didn't see him, there was no sight of him within the market anymore. I wasn't going to turn back, I wanted to vent out all my anger at him, he deserves it. Recollecting where he dwells, I decided to head to his house while I hoped he was there, or I'll be going to his training house instead. I wasn't going back to Dr. Charles's home until I saw him. I walked along the road. Within a few minutes, I was on his land. My feet were tired when I got to his large white house. I paused staring at his house. I was once again having thoughts if I was making the right choice confronting him.

"No," I said angrily to myself as I walked up to his house and knock on his large white door. In my mind, I wanted to kick it off. I wish I had the strength to now. The door opened and my face frowned to see if it was that bitch, but instead, it was Pamela, his next maid.

"Good morning," she greeted me with a smile.

"Good morning," I responded back to her as I hurriedly enter the house before she could tell me to.

"Is the alpha here?" I inquired her staring upstairs.

"Yes," she answered.

I started upstairs.

"You'll have to wait to see the alpha," I heard Pamela behind me.

I stopped and turned around on the third step going up, eager to know why

"Is Izabella with him?" I inquired her.

"Yes," she answered. I ran off instantly not hearing what else she was telling me. I didn't damn care.

She upsets me wanting me to wait downstairs so the brute can have his time with his maid. Alpha Anton ruined my first date with Kyle, I wanted to ruin whatever he was doing with that bitch now. Remembering he was the type of alpha who spend a lot of time in his office, I grabbed his office doorknob. I opened it hard while I yelled, "you piece of shit!" My eyes closed angrily as I did, trying to hold back my tears. "You came to Roxburghe wanting me back and acting like you love me but look what you're doing to me now!" I again yelled to him while my eyes opened quickly crying like hell and in temper.

Suddenly, I froze frighteningly seeing it was not the alpha alone in his office with his maid. He was sitting behind his desk all dressed up professionally in full black speaking to two men sitting before him. I stared at alpha Anton gazing at me surprisingly. My eyes slowly went to his maid too staring at me while she held a silver tray and then the two men. I felt so bad that I overreacted. I now felt so ashamed. I immediately began to run out, hating what my jealously had caused me to do. Before I could, I felt my body stop. I turned around and there I saw the alpha holding my right hand. I began to pull my hand wanting to leave this embarrassing scene right now. The alpha held my hand tightly not wanting me to leave, I lowered my head hiding my face extremely embarrassed while I remained to pull my hand away from him.

"This meeting has ended," the alpha powerful voice ordered the two men. They immediately got up and left right away.

"Leave Izabella, now!" he growls at his maid who seems like she didn't want to leave.

"Lock the door on your way as well," he told her. "And make sure that no one comes upstairs until I say so."

"Yes alpha," she answered.

I raised my head slowly and watched her as she leaves closing the door behind her, she glanced at me as she did and I couldn't help to give her an angry look, wanting her to see that I was his Luna, his fucking Luna even though I had rejected him. I am alpha Anton first Luna and forever will be, no matter how many bitches he dates. I pulled my hand away from Alpha Anton now we were alone, staring at him upset.

"I’m angry at you!" I shouted at him. "And damn right I'm proud of it."

Before I could say anything else to him. I shrieked as his hand quickly went around my neck. He swiftly and gently dragged me by my neck, bringing my lips to him.