Chapter 9: The strong muscular guy looks familiar

***Nala's P.O.V

I gazed at the tall, thick, and muscular guy walking across the road accompanied by three men. The three men following him looked like his guard. The well-built man, long dark hair blew within the wind as he remained to walked and his large muscular tattooed hands held firm to his side so strong. Every step he took, I could not only see that he was one mighty and powerful wolf I could also sense it. I couldn't help to stop and stare at him. I wanted to enter the store that was two-step away from me, but my body didn't want me to. I needed to know if it was him. Still, I didn't want to believe it was him, my alpha mate I had rejected and too the one who had made my life back within his homeland along with his father a complete hell. The wolf I saw made me think it was him, but Alpha Anton is not that muscular. The muscular man I was seeing looked like he had muscle on top of muscle. Alpha Anton was not his size. He was too big and too thick for him. Also, I don't remember his arms being covered with dark tattoos like he was wearing long sleeves and too his hair wasn't long. It was always short and well-trimmed. I couldn't stop staring at the dark hair guy observing him carefully if he was the other asshole. I was happy it wasn't him after comparing his features with my bastard alpha mate but there was just something about the guy from across the road. He was giving me a strong feeling that seems dangerous, and my wolf and I was loving it. I don't know why. My eyes suddenly widened hearing the thick muscular man's voice. It was the asshole, yes. It was Alpha Anton. Before he could turn around, I immediately ran inside the supermarket. I hid behind a shelf packed with flour and rice, making sure he didn't see me or was trying to follow me. I stayed there for a few minutes and soon moved thinking he didn't see me.

"What the heck is he doing here?" I complained angrily.

Discovering it was him, every pain I felt by him had now awakened inside of me. I hated it and felt miserable. Hurriedly I took up everything on the list Dr. Annie wanted, knowing she must be wondering where I was. I paid my bill and slowly step outside of the supermarket ensuring I didn't see him again. Gladly I didn't. I then began on my way home hurriedly. I walked as quickly as I could eagerly to reach home. I held my head straight the entire time.

"Nala," I was stopped by a powerful voice. It was the strongest voice I've ever heard.

I turned around to where the voice was coming from, instantly, I turned back around and ran as fast as I could. I locked the door behind me as I reached home breathing tiredly.

"You're finally home," Dr. Annie said as she rushed out of the kitchen and took the bag from me. I gave her, her change along with the bag of groceries. As she went off, I went upstairs. I locked my door behind me and went over to my window peeking through ensuring that he wasn't following me. I didn't see him, and I wasn't sure if he had followed me just like he did back there.

I moved away from my window, and I began to cry. I didn't want to see him again, and now that he may know where I live is scaring me right now. I began to curse myself hating that I stopped by his voice. I wipe away my tears not wanting to be hard on myself. I know if I had recognized his voice I would never have stopped. Everything was different about him, even his face. He looked good as much as I wanted to say he wasn't, way much better than I remembered him to be, and his chest looked harder and thicker than a pillow. I shook my head not wanting to think about him anymore. I just hope I don't see him again. He's an alpha and he must be around his pack so hopefully, today will be the last day I'll see him.

I felt better by that last thought. I went into the shower and took a long hot bath. I needed it after all the bullshit I've been through today. Strong males messing up my damn day and playing around with me.

Dinner as usual Dr. Annie and I sat quietly devouring our meal. There was not much to talk about. We worked together and lived within the same house. We had nothing interested to say to each other. Before heading into my bedroom, I help Dr. Annie with the plates. I exhaled heavily as I lay on my bed. I didn't need to change in going to bed. I was already in my nightwear. A simple white and long nightwear, Dr. Annie hated seeing me in. She always complained that I need to dress my age. I didn't care anyway. Well, this my life from work to home nothing exciting.

Why was he here? I begin to think about my terrible mate. I needed to know why he was within Roxburghe; was it some alpha-to-alpha business he was dealing with, I thought hard. I started to think of how different he looked. He looked good and alright. I hated he was, I wanted him to be suffering from all the shits he had put me through. I shook my head not wanting to think about him and there my mind went on something I wish never had any discussion about today, sex talk with Blair. As much as I didn't want to go there again. I couldn't help to think about Blair and her dirty mind and how she allowed a man she had just met at the bar to sex her off. I would never have done something like that. I turned onto my side and hissed my teeth remaining to think about the conversation we had. What will you do when your body is in heat, I remembered her asked me.

"I know how to control myself," I said softly. "I will never masturbate if my body should become in heat."

My legs widen as I turned onto my back and my eyes lowered staring at my lower body. The word masturbates strongly began to consume my mind. I didn't know why but I was a bit curious about it. I didn't understand how one can get themself sexually aroused by fingering themself without a man. Masturbation was quite odd to me. Sex feels good, I heard Blair's voice within my head as I remained to gaze down on my lower body. Soon slowly I felt tempted and began to pull up my long nightwear revealing my pink underwear with a large bow and designs of kittens on it that Dr. Annie said was quite childish when I bought them. As always, I didn't care what she had to say. I loved it and she wasn't going to be the one wearing it.

"Bang, bang," my door knocked two times and then it opened.

I jumped off the bed quickly pulling down my nightwear.

"Nala, I'm going over to a friend house," Dr. Annie told me.

"Okay," I answered her as I nodded.

Suddenly, Dr. Annie started to make a surprisingly sound as she stared at me. My eyes lowered to where her eyes were and there, I saw that my underwear was showing. I didn't pull down my nightwear properly. I pulled down my nightwear quickly, feeling embarrassed.

"You have a fat vagina," Dr. Annie said as she laughed.

I turn around embarrassingly, hating what was happening, and went under my sheet wanting her to leave now. She remained to laugh and went away closing the door. I hated when she acts like that.

"My vagina is fine," I said as my hand went inside of the sheet and rested against my vagina. I've always had a fat vagina and I'm quite fine with it, Dr. Annie just overreacts foolishly sometimes, I thought. I squeezed myself feeling how fat it was within my hand, next thing I know my hand was within my underwear passing through my hairy vagina and resting at each side of it. Masturbate, masturbate, this tempted thought started to run through my mind. My hands started to move along my plump vagina moving back and forth while my pubic hair brushed against my right hand. I didn't feel anything. I didn't feel a wonderful feeling as Blair said and so I pulled out my hand, disappointed I had tried fingering myself. My hand went straight to my nose as I did. I didn't like the smell on my hand. I immediately went to wash it and went off to sleep.