Chapter 29: What the hell did I do?

Nala's P.O.V

His arms softly wrapped around my waist and mine around his shoulders feeling the thickness of his arms and the smooth comforting feeling of his jacket as he held me tightly while his lips slowly dived into mine over and over again. He let go of a soft moan and I breathe heavily holding him tighter becoming very aroused by the sexy soft sound that came from his sweet, tasty lips. My eyes closed tightly and I too moaned as he pulled me closer to him now allowing me to feel the hardness of his chest against my breast. I could feel the nipple of my breast slowly harden until it began to hurt within my bra. One of my feet quickly and uncontrollably went around his waist. I was now standing on one foot. I could feel Kyle breathing heavily and hungrily with every kiss he gave me. My breathing followed his very aroused by every sound he made. He was sucking on my lips like it was his last meal to keep him alive. As I felt his tongue slide into my mouth tracing every part of the inside my mouth. I jumped onto him wrapping both feet around his waist. I kissed him harder as I felt his dick in his pant against my ass.

"Ha.," Kyle cried out.

I jumped off him right away. My eyes opened widely as I saw Kyle hold his bottom lip it was bleeding heavily, he growled as it did. Blood runs from his lip covering a small section of his hand.



"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry," I apologized repeatedly hating what I have done.

Kyle just continues to growl in strong pain.

"Let me help you," I told him as I tried to touch his lips.

"No!" Kyle yelled at me while he blocks me away with his bloody hand.

I began to cry now seeing his lip clearer. I bit his lip pretty badly that it now was swollen. Kyle ran from the room leaving me alone in his private bedroom. I went over to his bed crying really hating what I had done. I now hated myself. I started to think of myself as a monster. I felt so ashamed that I began to think Kyle will never like me after this and look at me as a freak. I grabbed my handbag, and I ran from the house the fastest I could.

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What had happened I didn't want to be home alone. I ran to Blair's home crying like crazy and out of breath.

"Bang! bang!" I knocked on Blair's door hard wanting her to open it immediately. The door opened but it was her cousin Octavia standing at the door.

"What is wrong?" she inquired me surprisingly seeing the devastating condition I was in.

"I need Blair now," I cried to her.

Blair was coming from upstairs.

"Nala!" she called me worried seeing the mess I was in. I ran to her and hugged her.

"I'll handle her," Blair told her cousin as he carried me to her room. As I did, I placed down my handbag on her bed remaining to cry.

"Nala why are you crying?" Blair inquired me. "Did your ex-ruin thing for you again?" she again inquired me.

I didn't answer her I just remained to cry really hating what I did to Kyle.

"Did your ex hurt you?" Blair again inquired me while she held me by my chin, staring at my face.

"No," I cried to her.

"Then why is there blood on your lips?"

I jumped off the bed and I hurriedly went to her mirror I screamed seeing some of Kyle's bright red blood on my mouth. I wiped it off fast and I ran into her bathroom washing my mouth like crazy trying to get rid of any more blood of his I had missed cleansing. Blair ran into the bathroom with me as well and closed the door wanting to know what had happened to me. Eager to know she turned off the pipe as I remained to wash out my mouth as if I didn't want to stop and she pulled me close to her, holding me by both of my shoulders hard.

"Tell me what had happened to you Nala?" she inquired me angrily as she shook me.

"I bite Kyle," I answered her in tears.

"You what?" she again inquired me as her hands moved from my shoulder right away.

"I bite him hard when we were kissing that his bottom lip is bleeding," I again told her.

Blair stared at me shockingly at what I had said.

"I know I'm a monster," I cried to her as I turned my back. "And it's all my arrogant ex alpha mate fault, he is the one who turned me into this," I remained to cry. I recollected the first time Alpha Anton kissed me, he kissed me so hard that he bit my lips and now I did the same to Kyle. I was starting to feel no better than him.

Blair turned me around to her right away and she hugged me.

"I'm sorry what had happened at your first date," she said to me softly.

"Am I a monster?" I inquired her as my head slowly came off her shoulder while I stared into her eyes.

"No, you're not Hun," she answered me softly.

I stopped crying at what she had said.

"Has it ever happened to you?" I again inquired her wanting to know if it was something normal and I was overreacting.

"No," Blair answered me.

"Then I'm a monster," I began to cry to her.

"No, you're not Nala," Blair disagree with me. "Probably you just like it hard that's why you accidentally bit his lips."

"No, I'm a monster just like my mate," I cried as I moved away from her and went into her room, lying down.

The night I didn't sleep. Blair would get up frequently from her sleep to see if I was and would try to make me sleep but there was no way I could. My humiliated date night stole it from me. By the time I decided to get some sleep morning was already here and it was time for work. I only got probably 30 minutes of sleep.

Blair lends me a pair of her clothes to wear since I didn't have any clothes for work now. When we got to work Dr., Annie had just reached so we all entered the building at the same time. Dr. Annie went straight to her office as she did. I stood for some time in the waiting room with Blair.

"Do you think you can work today after not getting enough sleep?" Blair inquired me worried as she rubbed my shoulder.

I touched her hand thankful for her always being there for me and too worrying about me. I nodded.

"I'll see you at lunchtime," I told her as I went off into the office to Dr. Annie.

The hectic day of Monday began and soon we had several patients with not-so-serious illnesses come in for help. They were all sent out with a prescription. It was soon lunchtime I was really happy. I could probably get some shut-eye. Before I could leave the office Blair came to me.

"Kyle is here to see you," she informed me. I almost panicked but as soon as Dr. Annie looked at me hearing the future alpha was here. I walked out of the office immediately following Blair and there I saw Kyle with an ugly swollen lip. It was ruining his handsome face and it was my fault.

"I need to talk to you privately," he said to me as I approached him. I lead him into the lunchroom.

"I'm truly sorry about last night," I again apologize to him with tears in my eyes.

"It's okay, it will heal," Kyle answered me. "Still, I wish you didn't run off on me like that last night I was worried about you," Kyle told me.

Hearing what he said, I got close to him and hugged him. It felt good knowing that he wasn't angry about what I did to him last night.

"Do you want me to get you something for your lip?" I inquired him softly as I moved away from him.

"It's okay," Kyle responded back to me.

"What I said last night I truly do admire you and want more from you," Kyle told me.

My head lowered worried about what if I hurt him again.

"What is wrong?" Kyle inquired me worried.

"What if I accidentally hurt you again," I told him.

"You won't," Kyle said to me. "What had happened last night I discover that you seem to be a she-wolf who love rough sex and I am willingly to give it to you."

I looked away frightened at what he had said.

"I'm a virgin," I let him know.

Kyle turned my face to him right away and he stared into my eyes passionately and was very aroused at what I had said as he did, I couldn't help to stare at his lip I had injured.

"No wonder your ex doesn't want to let you go," Kyle said to me. "He realized you're a good she-wolf he foolishly allowed to slip through his hand, he's a stupid wolf"

I blushed by what he had said.

"Can I take you out this evening to a favorite place of mine?" Kyle inquired me.

I nodded.

"Good," he answered me with a smile.

"I'll pick you up after work,"

I again nodded.

Kyle hugged me not being able to kiss me before he left. I returned his hug. I stayed within the lunchroom feeling very relieved and too trying to catch some sleep.

"Nala," I heard Blair again call me as she came into the lunchroom.

"Dr. Annie wants to see you now," she told me.

"For what?' I inquired her curiously.

"I don't know but she seems deeply worried after reading a letter that she had just received."

I ran into her office right away wanting to know what was wrong. As I did, I saw Dr. Annie with a sheet of folded white paper in her hand.

"I have something to tell you Nala but please don't be too worried," she told me.

"What is it?" I inquired her desperate to know.

"It's about Dr. Charles."

"His he alright?" I asked her frighteningly. Dr. Charles had been good to me and my mom. He's a good wolf and I would hate for anything being wrong with him. I love him like a father.

"He is sick with a terrible fever."

"No," I said worriedly. Knowing he lived alone.

Hearing what Dr. Annie had told. I know at that moment I had to leave now just to take care of him until he recovers. I owed him.