Chapter 62

**Cole**

Winter moves her mouth up my body. So that she can easily access my mouth with hers. We start to kiss, and she pulls herself up on top of me. She positions herself and then I feel her wetness all over my groin. She starts to ride me.

I love the feel of her on my cock. I love her moving back and forth on me. Pushing her hands into my chest as she is bouncing up and down. I feel her legs starting to shake and I can feel her getting tighter. She is moaning. I feel my balls twitch and we both come together.

Winter crawls off me. I pull her close to me and we fall asleep in each other's arms. The next morning I wake up to the sound of my beautiful mate getting sick in the bathroom. I hate that this sucks for her but at least it will not last long.

I go in to see if I can do anything for her. “Hey Hun, can I get you anything? Is there anything I can do?”. Winter scowls and looks at me; her stare is as cold as ice and she says, “I think you have done enough!” Then turns her head to resume her aliment. This continues for a while.

I feel bad I must leave her in the bathroom, but I have a full day. Since we made a plan last night I need to convene the council. We need to let everyone know what our intentions are. I call out to Winter and inform her I'm heading out for the day. The only sound I get back is her getting sick yet again.

Yikes, I am glad that is not me. I know that thought probably is not great, but I cannot help but think that. I hate to see her like that, but I do not think I could handle that day in and day out. Whomever said women were weaker is seriously disturbed.

**Winter**

Goddess, please help me. How am I still on the bathroom floor? This better not last the next five months. I have stuff to do, and I do not want to be confined to this bathroom floor at all hours of the day.

Finally, my nausea passes, and I get up and ready for my day. I call for Marie to bring me a small meal of oatmeal up to my office. I need to strategize for the she-wolfs to come up with the best training I can. I have decided to make this mandatory for all females of the pack over 16.

I know making something mandatory could across as pushy and extra but honestly if nothing else the females in this pack need to be able to protect themselves. I send out a large mind link to the whole pack informing everyone of this.

I know that doing this may cause some pressure and complaints being brought forward to Cole, but I figured this was the best way to go about this. Now I need to make sure I have firm plans made for training in two days.

I start to feel a bit better after I eat the oatmeal and think maybe this is not so bad. Being pregnant with two little pups. As I am forming the training schedule, I start to get extremely tired and notice my eyelids are having a hard time staying open.

I smell burning flesh and see the smoke. I wake up screaming. Cole is rubbing my back and I look around to see the whole council is looking at me as if I was a crazy person. Why are they all in my office? Oh, shit I must have fallen asleep and had a flashback nightmare.

“Are you okay Luna?” Byron asked me. “Yeah thanks. If you would excuse me.” and then I get up and leave my office. This is so embarrassing. They all heard me screaming and came to check on me. Just to see I was having a nightmare.

Oh, well, I guess. I am extremely tired still and decided instead of facing anyone at dinner or around the packhouse I should just head off to bed. I know I have only eaten the oatmeal but I'm not hungry and I am so wiped. I mean I spent half the day throwing up and the other half working till I was exhausted. So, I make my way back to Cole’s and I’s room and go straight to bed.

**Cole**

When the council and I were meeting we heard screaming coming from Winters’ office. All of us had a look of concern and headed over there to see what was hurting her. Just to find her face down on her desk screaming. I had to assume she was having a nightmare, so I decide to just gently stroke her back.

I looked around the office to see looks of concern. I have to say I am very pleased when I see my pack being concerned for their Luna. I just hope she is okay with us all being in here. However, When Winter did wake up her face was embarrassment.

I could tell she did not want us seeing her like this. In this petrified state. I know she try's so hard all the time to show just how tough she is. And I know my mate is strong as hell, but she really hates showing weakness of any kind. After she excuses herself, we get back to our meeting.

I will see her at dinner and hopefully everyone acting normal will ease her tensions about being perceived as weak. But, when dinner rolls around she isn't there. Maybe she is just resting I think to myself. And sure, enough when I go up to bed there, she is sound asleep.

I wake up in the middle of the night to Winter screaming again. I am guessing another nightmare. She is sweating and hitting. Goddess that women can throw a punch even if she is asleep. She is screaming and thrashing, and I wake her up.

I have no clue if she is getting these nightmares because of the extra pregnancy hormones or not but I hope this doesn’t continue. I do not like seeing her like this. “Do you want to tell me what your nightmare was about. I know sometimes talking about it can help?”

Winter looks at me and shrugs then goes on to say, “Bad things are happening to our babies.” She doesn’t go into any detail rolls over and tries to shrug it off. What does she mean bad things? I just hope these nightmares pass.