I KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING

I woke up an hour latter and she wasn’t by my side, so I got off at first to search but then I noticed the moon already out.
“Hold up, what time is it?” I said searching for my phone.
8:12
“Pfftt.” I said already agreeing to the fact she cant be here. I guess she left before I woke up. Finally, I guess I wont be seeing her for a while.
I thought as I wore my shirt and fixed myself up.

“Pfffffssshh.” The sound of the perfume I applied on myself just to loose the smell of anything. I want this on the low.
As I walked out the room, I then realized.
“Holyshit!!!” I said as the realization came upon me.
“I just had sexxx!!!” I said as the excitement hit me, jolting me to move from side to side and punching the air.
“Damn my first was badd tho…hehehe.” I said moving my waist from side to side as I snapped my fingers, laughing silly at the end and praising myself.
“Right….. well…… no I….hmm” (indistinct chatter.)
“Huh.” I said after hearing that. Someone is at the parlor, someone is…….

“wait hold on.” I said as I suspected it might be her.
“Did she forget something? Is she still here.” I said, increasing my pace to the parlor and then I saw.
Evander and her, talking as he played games with a sandwich by his side.
“Uhh.” I said aloud, potentially drawing attention to myself.
“Oh heyy.”she replied with a smile as her eyes relaxed, it was more like a smirk but then I will say it was more like a proud smile.
“Yo.” I replied as I looked at Evander and though he was playing games he let out a smile.
“Hold on, let me fix your sandwich really quick.
She said quickly standing up and heading to the kitchen.
Then I sat down and watched Evander play and then I asked
“Nice, you cant beat me though.” I said as I tried to complement him.
“Oh shut up man.” He said wearing a face of disgust.
“Huh.” I said out of confusion.
“Pfft.Bitch ass motherfucker you got laid bro!!” He said to me, slightly raising out his voice as he let out a big smile.
“EEHhhhhhhh.” I reacted, excited as stretched my hand for a shake.
“So how was it?” he asked with a smile as he nodded and raised an eyebrow.

“I wont tell but all amma say is, Brooooo, it was mad though.” I replied opening my eyes and smiling as bopped my head from side to side.
“I ain’t mad at that, nice one bro, plus she is a Baddy too so… I ain’t gonna lie I’m impressed ese.” He said as he smiled and continued his game.
We went on and on for a few minutes on things boys talk about, Her figure , her shape, her eyes, her face.. what topic did we nit indulge in till he then asked.
“so have you told her?” He asked as his face and tone transitioned into a serious one.
“Well……no, no, I haven’t but….” I was saying trying to cover my tracks when he said.
“You must do it tonight, after all she's sleeping over, so tell her, everything.” He said opening his eyes at the end as he focused on me while the game played.
“Fine, I will.” I replied him, as my face and voice also wore seriousness.

“It’s readyyyyy.” She said as she came out of the kitchen with a smile and what I saw on the plate was a really rich well made sandwich, it was super stacked with a lot of things and boy was I hungry.
“Wow, thanks.” I replied her as I collected the food from her.
“awwn, you are welcome.” She said as she cheerfully smiled and challenged Evander in a game.
As they played and I ate I though, Will she stay?
If she knew who I was, you should understood what I was, if you understood what I was going to do, if she knew how dangerous it was to be around me right now, would she stay?” I asked myself as I ate.
Truth be told, I actually don’t care, right now I cannot say I feel anything than the rush of having sex, the rush of being deep in a female as she mourns for more.

Before we knew it, it was 10:45 PM, it wasn't past my bedtime or anything but I am mostly in my room by this time and Evander had school tomorrow so he bailed. This was the perfect time for me to tell her, I had the Living room all to myself.
“Hey.” I said as she played Mario.
“Yes B.” she replied immediately quitting the game and turning to face me.
“okayy.” I said after witnessing her sudden response and seriousness to my call.
“So I have something to tell you.” I said.
“oh. Okay.. go on.” She said as her expression came down a bit, it was like she could sense the seriousness, was it on my face?
“So, as you may know, I am Sebastian but I’m very sure you might have not heard my other name, my last name Ramiro.” I said waiting to see a shock on her face or a kind of confusion but then she said.

“Oh, well I kind of knew that was your last name even before now.” She said to me as I was the one now shocked.
“How did you know? Was it that obvious?” I asked as she decided to now explain.
“Well I won’t say all the nurses in the hospital know you but I do, after seeing you for the first time, which was the first time in which you brought your mom to the hospital, I noticed you and I liked you so I decided to search and understand some things about you if I could come in your life and all so” she was explaining when I got surprised though I intended for her to be surprised, it was like an uno reverse.
“So yeah I know you are the son of one of the most powerful mafia Bosses around.” She said.
“Huhh.” I replied in confusion.
“I guess you seem stunned.” She said as she smiled a little but truth be told it was just kind of hard to process.

“For you this may be fun but….” I was saying when she budded in.
“Ohh, this is not a fun activity, this is my dream, to get fucked by a mafia boss, to be the queen of the mafia boss, you have no idea how much I have waited for this, for years I was forced to do a lot of things I didn’t what to do just to live, just to survive but here I am in the same room with the son of one the most dangerous mafia, oh you have no idea.” She said as her eyes opened with excitement.

I mean, I know girls were crazy but I think this girl is mental.
“This is not fun, this is not just it's a fun event, I’ll be attending a dinner in the next two days and trust me I don’t know what’s gonna happen but I know that people are going to die and I would be in danger, things like that happen on the daily and though its not been happening before, now it’s gonna happen more often, I need you to get this, this is dangerous, this is not a dream, this is, this is my reality.” I was explaining when she said

“Please take me along with you for your dinner, I swear you won’t regret it, look when it comes to handling a Glock I can do it, I was born in a dangerous area and from how I look you know I’m not Mexican, I was born in Chicago, trust me when you grow up around O block you need to know one thing, that is how to protect yourself be a woman man or a little kid, everyone knows how to shoot a Glock.” She said, as her face popped with excitement, yet again like a little child getting candy.
And that is when I confirmed it, this girl is a lunatic.
I mean, I have the brains and everything but I have not still worked with a gun, well I have but not human beings yet, I know it’s heaviness and I know how to aim and I know how it’s recoil can be, any kind of gun I know how it is, but then for her to know something like that is just wild.
“Alright, I know I warned you though.” I said raising my shoulders up and tucking my head in as my hand came out with my fingers pointed at the side and my palm facing up.
“Don’t worry, ill be good.” She said laughing a bit rolling her eyes like it was nothing.
I mean I knew nurses had a hidden madness but this is just well ill say mad.