Psycho reason

(Indistinct chatter.)
Ahhhhh, my head hurts.
“Ahhhhhhh”
As the pain intensified, I opened my eyes.
I was awake but this felt like I was paralyzed, I could feel my body, I could move my body but it was just too numb.
I could hear people talking in the distance, probably from outside or somewhere in the compound but that was all I could hear, and as I heard it my headache intensified.
From the lights coming from the window I could tell that it was afternoon.
the song is shown through the window, it was so intense that it was hurting my eyes.
“ugghhhh" I silently groaned.
I am so tired and weak, do I try to move my head, I couldn’t, I couldn’t look at my side.
Though I just woke up, I felt the urge to sleep again, so I did.

“Don’t worry about him his leg will heal properly, just give it time.” Someone was talking in the room.

“OK doctor, I understand.” A woman responded.
I could hear conversations but I could not open my eyes, like I said it’s not like I was paralyzed.

“When I told them to do was to capture you, them to do was to keep you safe but look at what they did, the shot in the leg.” Someone in the room said.
“ Sebastian my sweet, sweet love, Please keep fighting for me” This person said again lifting my right hand up. What is happening?
who is this? Who is touching me?
From the tone of the voice I could tell this was a girl.
I wanted to put my eyes and move so much but I couldn’t, I was just there.
“Yes fight for me….ughhhhhhhn.” The person said as my hand made contact with something soft.
“yes stay strong for me…..I miss you so much… My Sabastian.” She said as my hand rubbed Against something soft, it felt like skin, it felt like, have boobs?. Suddenly I felt her grab me in the middle then she let go.
“I can’t do that right now, you need to heal first, but for now let me just see it, I will masturbates to it If i have to just satisfy myself.” She said dragging my shorts down… Then after that the weakness came again.
No, No, No This was the fun part, Fuckkkkkkkklk. I slept again.

Then suddenly, I could feel the pinch of a syringe entering my leg, it felt painful.
Fuck, this shit is so painful, well it was no one’s fault.
The more I laid down idle the more the pain began to spread, And I wasn’t having it so I forced my hand, first any part of my body to move to signify that I am awake.

I tried to leave my leg but that was a no go so I focused on my hands but even that was too much for me so I decided to focus on smaller places like my finger,.
I tried to move and move, And finally it all paid off, I lifted my finger up and began to move it up and down, I couldn’t tell which one but I knew that a part of my body was moving but it was not a long term celebrated success, Soon my body began to give out and the tiredness came, once again I could not fight it so I slept.

“He moved his finger yesterday.” Someone said.
“oh, that’s good, I guess he will wake up soon.” The other person said.
I was tired, I was tired of always drifting back and coming forward, I was tired of always being a weak but not able to move, I did not want it to be another time, I wanted it to be now so I forced myself to wake up and then the tiredness came again, tiredness of so suppressing and strong, I still wanted to go on, I still wanted to remain awake.

So I fought and I fought and finally I forced my eyes open, it felt like the tiredness suppressed me pressed against me from the top and then finally went through me.
Finally, my eyes are open, I was so happy I couldn’t smile yet, I tried to move my head and even though it was not immediate slowly but surely I looked to the left and then when I looked to the right.
“Fuck" Whom I saw was, ferrara.

She sat there, Her eyes opened up in shock.
we both locked eyes and the first thing that came to my mind was.
“why are you here?” I mistakenly said out loud and then she responded.
“Oh my God, I can’t believe you are awake, I can’t believe you’re finally awake.” She said as her eyes spelled out her surprise.
“Where am I” I barely said because it was hard to talk.

“You’ve been, you’ve been, you’ve been asleep for three months, doctor said that you would awoken but over and over again I came to check and you were still asleep, you look took good time to heal but it is not completely healed.” She said as tears fell from her eyes as she held my hand.
“You are in the mansion, and now it's just the two of us, just me and you.” She said, as she came close enough to hug me.
“So you brought me back here?” I asked as I looked at the door.
she then sat up and said.
“Ohh come on this was your home, why do you need to leave, we are supposed to be together, I love you and I know that you…” She was about to say when I answered her.

“you don't love me, if you truly love me you wouldn't have put me in danger, if you truly love me you wouldn't have allowed me to be shot by the people you employed to kill my friends, my family, and you were one of them.” I said to her, Looking her in the eye as my anger grew but I was still too weak to express anything.
“You did not treat me like one of them, you treated me different, you give them this special feeling and to give me nothing but hard stares, what the fuck was that…. Its okay, its okay. We are together now.” She said as she immediately changed the topic.

“Don’t give me that shit.” I raised my voice at her.
“you? You put us all in danger, what the actual fuck is wrong with you, and you say you? Love?” I said as my anger grew.
“You are a wicked person.” I said as she looked down.
“you are a selfish, self centered, wicked person!!” I said, yelling at her.
Then she laughed.
“Call me whatever you want to call me, Call me wicked person, call me an animal, you call me everything you want to call me but I want this, at the end of the day I have you, and you are not going anywhere.” She said with a smile, a weird smile.

She looked at me, smiling, that was the most creepy smile I had ever seen and even though I just need I woke up my mind racked and racked that’s what she was going to do to me, I was anxious, I was unsettled and most of all, I was uncomfortable.