Sassy knife pt 1

After some time, I woke up and she was no where to me found in the room.
As I sat up to think of what just happened a few moments ago I remembered I hadn’t eaten and from the looks of the sun, it’s probably early noon.

I walked out of the room and then walked casually to the kitchen when I heard ferrara’s voice in the kitchen but then it wasn’t just her, I could hear the voice of everyone person.

“Is she talking to them?” I asked myself as I walked into the kitchen.
“oh here is pour Golden boy.” She said as I entered the kitchen.

Everyone stared at me and then I was kind of worried, what came to my head was.
Maybe she told them what happened this morning and she is bragging about it and all, I am not sure.
“Oh, uh, hey guys, how are you guys doing?” I asked with an slight awkward smile at the end of everything then they said.

“so Ferrara was just letting us know that you have told her about us going with you and she is cool with it, she said she wished we would have talked to her directly but you did.” Raven said as she raise her eye brow.

“uhhhh, yeah, I already spoke to her about it so you guys wouldn’t have to and plus, I was the one who brought this up not you, I should be the one explaining so that’s why I told her myself.” I replied her walking to the fridge to get water.

“I don’t understand, is that a problem or something.?” I asked as I turned back from the fridge.
“Oh Its not like that its just, that’s what she was saying and I was telling you.” She said.
“alright, what sup, what are we eating?” I asked as they all looked at Raven and then back at ferrara.
“Nah, I cant cook for nothing, I am too tired my morning was kind of hectic.” She said as she looked at me then the door.

“alright then lets have a nice proteinous mix, I will be doing the cooking then.” Raven said as everyone nodded.
“This will be your chance, prove to us.” Red head said as he let out a cheeky smile.
“Yeah, lol, you have had my cooking before but it will be a first for everyone else so please excuse me everyone.” She said walking to the entrance and bowing her head as her hand pointed at the door.
After a short laugh we all went out even though we were reluctant but I forgot my water so I headed back to get it.
“sorry, sorry, I know you wanted us all out so I will g…” I was about to complete when she said.
“oh, its okay, I actually want to talk to you.” She said as her face kind of transitioned into this serious one.
“Oh, uh okay so what about.” I aske when she said.
“what I with you and ferrarra?” she asked as she cleanly separated a chicken.
“oh, nothing actu…” I was saying when she then added.
“I knew you would say nothing, because you don’t really like her, but she likes you. I heard you slept in her room till early non.” She said as she raised her eyebrows at me.
“wait huh, nah, I was in my room, sure I went to her room and all but that was to tell her about our leave.” I said.
Fuck, I knew it, that girl will never change, what the fuck is with her, the fuck is she trying to disgrace me like this.
“its okay she only made known of that, I mean its okay to fawn over her, she is hot just with some issues.” She said shrugging and looking from side to side.
“Hot, oh common everyone can be hot, I mean you are hot too and you are respectful and you are reserved.” I said, complementing her out of a whim.
“oh, uh, me, I am just a normal Npc who is just good at snipers and guns, there is nothing h….” She was saying when I said.
“Bullshit, you are hot, you have probably all our guys fawning plus you are good with guns, that’s just a +1 to your stats so don’t say shit like you aren’t hot, you are just in your own way.” I said to her as I noticed her cheeks swell in pink and her smile.
“Ohhh.” I said as I saw Raven the serious looking all cute and pretty. I was actually stunned.
But then she noticed me and then she changed her expression.
“well all I was saying is, be careful with her, she has evil in her eyes and she is really corny, she may actually rape you if you are not careful but that’s by the way.” She said as she chopped the potatoes.

We sat there and then we talked for a while till the food as done, we both went to serve everyone and then after we headed to the roof.

Though we just started talking today, she told me so much about herself, she told me how she really did not want to stay when I first proposed the plan because she has a whole family at home and even though she cannot escape the people that she is leashed too she can at least run away with them the place where no one can find them.

But like everything in this world it will always cost Something and even 2 hours was money she didn't have enough.

“I really do hope following you is going to give me a new perspective to life because I am tired, the only reason in which I’m actually living and breathing is because of my kid and if she decides I’m not her mother anymore honestly I don’t blame her. I’ve not been home for five years and she has grown very well without me so I don’t expect her to Remember Me, I’ve forgotten how she looks like well I have it’s me as memory of my own blood is her voice.” She said smiling as tears began to fall from her eyes as she sat on the roof.

“I’m sorry for being a crybaby all of a sudden but this is something really personal to me.” She said as sniveling.

“It’s OK, it’s best you let them fall, it’s for the best after all.” I said as she cleaned her eyes but still more began to pour.

That’s night ended with a subtle feeling inside of me, that night ended with me realizing that I am beginning to feel like myself, it’s been a while since I’ve felt the sadness of losing my own mother reports even though every day I feel it, it does not kill me inside anymore.

the next morning we all packed up for the next day, Raul and mamba already set up the transport, will be going to meet them at a specific place in the morning and from there we would take it all and probably end up in my place wherever we end up there.

At the same time I discovered homeless notice Ferrara has been looking at me like I killed someone in our family and she has refused to talk to me but I really did not care and just like that it was less than 24 hours before I would you see my brother again, so even though this would be like every other night I would have I slept with the happiness of going back to my origin.