Chapter 20

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Nathan held Sabrina close on the ride back. When the car stops, neither of them moves. He keeps his hand running up and down her back. The other was caressing the thigh she had on his leg.

He listens to her breathing. It was slow, deep, and even. He tilts his head over to peek at her. She was sleeping. He gazes at how peaceful she seemed. Removing a strand of hair from her face, he noticed her eyes were dark underneath, and her face was thinner like she hadn't eaten since he'd last seen her.

The car door opens, and Elroy peeps his head in. "We're going to be here a while." Nathan directs him with a tilt of his head to close the door.

He then closes his eyes. He too is suffering from lack of sleep. He pulls his wife close to him. His thoughts drifted to the feeling that came over him.

Sabrina's tears and grief-stricken voice was heart-wrenching. He never felt pain for someone else before. He wanted to protect her he wanted to make it better somehow, but he knew there wasn't one thing he could say or do that would bring her father back. All he could do was console her. When he finally did get to wrap his arms around her. He was surprised at the sense of relief that hit him.

A moan escapes Sabrina making him pull himself out of his thoughts. She shifts her body and begins to rub her eyes.

"We're here sweetheart." He covers her cheek.

She looks up at him and then at her surroundings with sadness in her eyes. "We should go."

He follows her out of the double-parked limo and into, what he would call a small house.

The first thing you see is the living room. The house was quiet and empty. Sabrina walks through it and into the kitchen where her sister and mother sit at the table. She stops watching them and then turns back to look at him.

"I need to talk to you." She grabs his hand and leads him upstairs.

Once they arrive in a bedroom she closes the door and looks at his elevated eyebrows.

"What's the matter?" He asks.

"You've made your appearance, you can go now. My mother knows our marriage isn't real. I've told my sister you were on important business and I will tell her again that you leave for work. It's not necessary to pretend anymore."

Nathan runs a frustrated hand through his hair. "Sabrina." He growls.

"I told you to live your life." She almost yells. All of her frustrations were taken out on him. She puts her hands on her head and drops on the bed. Elbows on knees, her hands held her head up she wills herself not to cry.
She suddenly feels the bed dip in, then she feels his hands on her shoulder.
He begins massaging her gently. "Sabrina."

"Hmmm." She moans

"I am living my life."

She stiffened. Was he talking about what he's been doing in Hong Kong? He turns her head to look into his eyes.

"I'm a married man." Was the last thing he said before placing a gentle kiss on her lips.

She surprises herself when she opens her mouth for him.

He growls and grabs her sides bringing her closer. Taking the kiss deeper he puts a hand under both her legs and swings them on the bed. He proceeds to climb on top of her. All without letting go of her mouth.

She puts her hands around his neck and lets any other thoughts other than his touch dwindle away.

Nathan plays with her tongue and sucks on her lips. But as usual, that's not enough. He presses his body into her. Removed his head and tasted her jaw, neck, and collarbone.
He let his hands glide along her legs.
"Take these off." His voice is husky wanting to feel her skin.
He kneels above her wanting to do it himself but, not wanting to take it just yet.

Her eyes were dilated as she raised her dress and pulled down her stockings.

She's a vixen. There was a seductress begging to come out in those eyes. He thought.

He suddenly gets bold grabbing the stocking from her hands and placing her hand down. Making sure he keeps eye contact with her he places a kiss on her thigh. The part he just made free. He inches the stocking down some more and then kisses her knee. He repeats his actions. He kisses her legs and then her ankles, climbing back on top of her he harshly takes her lips.

Sabrina's hands started to roam his body and down his back. He grabs them suddenly and holds them down but doesn't release her mouth.

Her touch was overwhelming to him. He suddenly couldn't handle it he would lose the little control he had. Still, he couldn't and wouldn't remove his mouth from hers. He was going to take advantage of every incredible second she gave him. Every delectable taste and touch.

Annoyingly, she does her signature move and turns her head.

Fuck. He forces himself not to kiss her neck. He heaves breaths waiting for her to tell him to stop.

"Let go." She orders.

He releases his hold and attempts to remove his body from hers.

"Wait." She slides her hands around his neck. "Don't stop. I don't want you to stop." The pain of loss and the overwhelming feeling of sorrow didn't surround her for the first time in a long time. Sabrina didn't want out of Nathan's haze. She wanted to get lost and consume herself in it. She wanted to be in Nathan's world. Truth be told she was taking the weak way out.

Nathan didn't hesitate to cover her mouth again. When her legs wrap around him.

"Fuck, Sabrina." He groans. "Sweetheart wait."
He wanted her, but he didn't want to take advantage of her.

"Nathan, I need you." She protests.

Nathan kisses her with a groan and then kneels above her. He starts to take off his shirt. If his wife needed him, she could have him. There was no way he would deny her. What reason did he have? She was his wife, she would be his for the rest of their lives. How could he possibly be taking advantage of her? She's his and he's her's.

He looms above her face and searches for a moment. "You're so beautiful."

Overwhelmed was what Sabrina was feeling and intensely good overwhelming feeling.
"Nathan." She said his name like a question again.

"Yes, sweetheart." He kisses her ear and neck.

"Are you sleeping with anyone else?"
She had every right to know, and he knew that.

"No." He lets his mouth travel to the centre of her chest. He places kisses down the centre of her navel. He hears her quiver, and he feels her squirm.

"And that girl I saw you with? She stutters out.

He looks up at her confusingly. "What girl?"

Sabrina puts both hands on his jaw and pulls his head up to meet her eyes.

"The day you left for Hong Kong, I saw you sitting in the living room with your arm around a woman."

He kisses her lips softly. "That's was my cousin."

"If you didn't see me then how did you know I was home?" she questioned.

He furrows his brows.

"Alyssa told me you knew I was home." She answers his silent question.

"You forget that Elroy is on my payroll. Now that we've established that I'm a faithful man." He grabs a head full of hair and angles her head for his taking. He ravishes her mouth without another word.

Knowing his control was slipping he tried not to hurt her with his powerful grip. She did something to him. She cast a spell on him that he didn't want to be broken. He devours every inch of her body with his tongue. He takes his time on each of her breasts and then he forces his hands off her to take off his pants. Her hand stretches out and glides down his chest.

His eyes roll back in his head. He grabbed the hand her touch was excruciatingly good. It was so intense he could hardly bear it. He takes her hands and kisses them. He then takes off his pants. A black lacy thong was the only thing left on Sabrina, and he wasted little time taking it off. He kneels above her watching her milky white skin. Her eyes were filled with lust and her hair sprawled on the pillow behind her. She's gorgeous. Her tiny waist shifted. "Nathan." She pants. It was music to his hearing the exquisite pleasure in her voice.

"What have you done to me?"The last words from him before he takes her mouth and her virginity.

He was gentle and slow. As hard as it was for him to he controls his pace. He cared for her. He was shocked by his own actions towards her. His jealousy, his rage, his passion. He felt like the want for her was no longer in his control. The more he had of her, the more he wanted. Her moans and whimpers stirred his inside. Every single movement and sound turned him on.

Her hands come around his waist. She holds on to his back digging her nail into his skin. She kisses his shoulders when he isn't demanding her lips. She was trying very hard not to scream.

He made sure she had her release before he had his, and then he pulled her into his arms. It took a few minutes before heavy quick breaths weren't filling the air. He felt comfortable. He felt relaxed. He felt at peace. He fell into a deep sleep.


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Sabrina opened her eyes to start another emotionally exhausting day. The sudden warmth of Nathan's chest connecting skin to skin jolted back the memory of the night before.

She lays still for a moment and lets her eyes drift to the window. It was dark. That means they slept the day away. She couldn't believe Nathan passionately made love to her the way he did.
Not love, sex. She wouldn't call it making love.

She shifts a touch just to look at him.

She felt like a teenager with a crush. Her crush just took her virginity and now she would forever be clingy.
No...she panicked. She wouldn't, she refused.

Suddenly Nathan's hand leaves its place on her hip and rubs her stomach.
"Are you sore?" He groggily asks with his eyes still closed.

She blinks. "I don't think so."

He pulls her against his chest even closer. His other arm moves under her neck and across her chest. He kisses the back of her shoulder and takes a deep breath. He was getting himself comfortable to go back to sleep.

She gasps lightly feeling his hands as they continue to caress her stomach. The other rubbed her arm up and down. She felt incredibly cherished, cosy, and secure.
Without thinking she nudges into his warmth and lets out a long sigh. Nathan's lips connect with her back.

She gets goosebumps. Suddenly he turned her, so she lay flat on her back. Then he rubs his nose on the column of her neck. "You smell incredible." He grabs a head full of hair and plunges his tongue into her mouth. He takes her again.

"You ok baby?" He asks in her mouth, her ear, her neck.

"Yes." Every time she tries to run her hands all over his back and chest, he grabs her hand and slams it down pinning them to the bed. She didn't understand why until she remembered him saying he didn't like to be touched.

He watches her release with an intense lustful look. He chants her name like a mantra as he climaxes. He places kisses all over her face neck and mouth. It was sweet torture his harshness. He keeps his lips in her mouth getting slower and more tender. He raises his head and looks at her. It was dark she couldn't see him.

"If you didn't take me seriously before then understand me now because I'm going to be very clear." His voice was stern. "You're my wife, mine. You will forever be mine. There is no more talk of me being with other women. There is no going back now. Do you understand me?" He waits for her answer.


She was exhausted and wanted to sleep. After a few days of getting absolutely none, she was just too tired to process his words or the meaning behind them. She nods her head. He kisses her forehead and holds her tight while they both fall asleep again.


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